The way I party is demented

2010-07-20T00:53:00.001+08:00

I just want 6 months to pass in a snap.
I miss them so much.
Hurry back.
Please.

I
Miss
You so Dearly
But I'll hold on to your words.
I promise I'll smile for you from now on.

2010-03-15T11:29:00.004+08:00

SUPER BIG (30") AUTHENTIC ME TO YOU BEAR FOR SALE!

Enormous authentic Me to you bear for sale at SGD$500 (nego). Bear is in superb condition! I've given teddy a thorough wipe, sticky roll the bear for any unwanted fur drops.

From tip of ear to his butt on the floor: 30" (76.4cm)
Weighs abt 3kg. Not too sure as I didnt weigh Teddy~ ^^

Retail shops outside are selling at SGD $600+ over. You can see, even a tiny (6" - 7") bear cost more than $30 for one.

2nd picture shows the bear is from Carte Blanche Greetings ltd, original from it's UK company.

Interested parties pls email me at mystifiedchaos@hotmail.com or leave me a msg here. Will get back ASAP. Online daily to check.
Self-collection at my place. No shipping out of SG. If you want the bear delivered to your place, charging extra $20.

Method of payment: Cash on hand or ATM transfer. Please give me the transaction receipt.

(My hp currently can't sms as the graphic card for my HP is spoiled. And I don't pick up calls for no reason.)

2010-02-28T01:34:00.003+08:00

Went down to ECP on friday night. Laogong took off for me =X Hehe~ He played his coin coin game and then I went to my Big sweet land to win a JP~ Won it. Now have 2 JP~ Another 4 more to win the SUPER BIG me to you bear! LOL!

Laogong won my Marie Kitty for me last night! he had 50 tokens and then he lose till he left less than 10. Then suddenly he won back the big JP for coin game~ :D He got back ard 267 coins~ Then he changed Marie for me, got back 27 coins. Then he finished using the coins. I told him I wanted a particular Hello kitty softie which I found quite adorable~ So he left his coin machine to help me catch kitty! :D Laogong used $30 to catch my kitty! ^^ Thank you very much laogong~ You tried so hard... :) Then laogong change $20 worth of coins again, We played 2 machines and we got a full tub back again! I think close to 300 coins? LOL. We wanted to leave but we just kept playing and was stuck on to winning. Almost won the Big Bonus 2500 but our dice went back 3 steps and we got the out sign. Sighs... But it's alright~ At least we won something~ Thank you lagong. *MuaCks*

My Marie Kitty and the Hello Kitty softie! :D

We spent the whole night there. From 12am to 730am when they close. Then we came home, Laogong changed and we went out to meet Zarate (his Fifa on9 2 fren) at Hougang. He was meeting his friends for a game of soccer! I totally forgot about it the night before =X I'm so sorry laogong~ Don't hold it to heart, k? I'll try to remeber more things from now on. :) After about an hour of soccer, both me and laogong couldn't take it anymore. Our whole body was itching! We didnt mind the heat but it was the dirtiness that made us so irritated.

Set off to AMK hub. Went there trying to get a mattress. Mickey pee-ed on our last mattress. =.=" Irritating fella. While walking to the place to buy Mattress, I SAW MY PINK LG LOLLIPOP PHONE FOR SALE AT $260! CHEAP! 2nd hand one, used 3 - 4 days, after that the owner changed to iPhone. Sighs... But mattress was more important. $90 flew away~ T_T Then took a cab home after bought mattress.

I think I'll wait for the Red LG lollipop to come to SG then I buy. I like Red more. ^^ Laogong say he'll get it for me when we come back from our BKK trip :D Thanks a lot laogong. I didnt get you your PSP though. =( Don't worry... Will get you a PS3 instead! :D Love you lots!

Another 4 hours more till laogong's home from work! Time for me to go off now~ Cya all! Be back to blog next time ^^

2010-02-24T03:53:00.004+08:00

Another year past so fast! 4 days after birthday!!! Somehow, I don't feel like I've grown any older. LOL! But I have had a splendid birthday spent happily with my laogong! :) Luckiest girl on earth! I'm loved so much by my laogong. ^^ Moving house sooooooooo soon! HAPPY! :D

Leaving on our trip to Bangkok soon! Hope laogong able to get the tickets on the 27th Feb. Or else have to wait till the 12th March. But anyhoo~ We'll still be going on that trip! It's my birthday present from laogong! :D Happy~~~~

mum's going Hongkong on the 3rd March with her boss! LOL She said her boss has been bugging her to go for a holiday with her for almost a few years now. So mum decided to agree this time. I know my mum hates it so very much. LOL!! But mum! Think about the shopping! Get me something nice again please! XD Another bag or a nice LV or Gucci wallet will be nice =X Heh heh~

Short post as I have nothing else to say. LOL. Pictures are all in FB.

Eve of birthday - Laogong went work, I went down after house CNY party. Party till Atlantis close then off me and laogong went.

Birthday - Mum brought us to Sentosa. After that me and laogong went down to Mustafa to buy my DS charger. Grrrrr... Mickey bite spoil AGAIN my charger. LOL. Then we KO after Mustafa! Sooooooooo tired!!! Walk almost whole day.. T_T Legs dying already...

My most handsome laogong!

Happy 24th to you laogong and 22nd to me!

Sunday, after birthday - Ah yee's house to celebrate our belated birthday with my cousin, Sean. His birthday falls on the 22nd. Collected $180 as ang bao $$! RICH AHHHH! LOL~ Then after that laogong play majhong. He lost $145. =.=" But my uncle bao give him $100 and 2 of my relatives gave him $20 ang bao each and my mum bao $50 for us. Somehow he earn back. $100 + $40 + $ 50 = $190! He still earn $45. LOL. Oh wait... Meaning I earn more than $180 after my mum bao the $50! XD Earn $230!!! RICH AHHHHHH! HUAT!!! Then after that, laogong promised he'll bring me go ECP catch bearbear! XD We spend $50 there. Catch one Mickey mouse only.. =.=" But we used $20 to play some new coin coin game. So fun~ XD Then home at 5:30am and KO at 8am! LOL!

Monday - laogong went down to look for his aunt to book our flight tickets. Hopefully will get it on the 27th or have to wait till after my exams on the 12th then fly~ =(

Tuesday - Laogong work! Home I stay! XD Watch TV and such. Waiting for him to come home now. :) Searching for a PSP for him online now. Shhhhhhh.... =X Havent got him his bday present yet. *winks*

Alright.. Time to go! Watching Happy Feet online! Waiting for it to load then come in and blog a short one. Update again next time! xD

My handsome baby boy! MICKEY!!

2010-01-30T20:37:00.002+08:00

Another 21 more days to our (mine and laogong's) birthday! Can't wait! We might be going out of country for a treat as our birthday! Hehe... Hongkong, Bangkok or Taiwan? I wonder... Laogong says he's not saying anything till the day arrives. Awww... =X

Mum came back from Milan 5 days ago. Guess what?

SHE BOUGHT ME A MIUMIU HANDBAG FOR MY BIRTHDAY! Woohoo!! Happy like fuck man! Love the damn bag! It's light/baby pinkish/purplish. So loving it!

Now... Hmmm.. Wonder what to get for laogong as his present. :) Shhhh..... xD

Oh yes! Gonna be getting our Chinchilla very very soon! After we move house and settle in. We'll go back to House of Chinchilla to get either Kermit or Fox. I still like Fox so much better even though he's already 2 years old. But everyone says Kermit is better because he's younger. But Kermit has the personality of Fox which attracts me a lot. He's very calm yet playful. Shy yet curious. Even the person at the shop said I wouldn't regret if I get Kermit. But I do so love Fox for his color, Moasic TOV. Then again Kermit is a pure white, fully white with pinkish eyes. Jesmine (Shawn's girlfriend, Shawn is my friend. They both came down with us to House of chin.) said he's a rare fine for a chinchilla. Full, total white. So I'm still considering. If I get Fox, I might not be able to pair him with any other Chins, whereas for Kermit, he's still young and has much more to learn and to socialize around with others.

Oh.. Kermit is about 6 months old. Fox cost $1400 for a 2 year old and Kermit cost $1600 for a 6 month (With 20% discount if we buy any one of the Chins). I'm still considering. Laogong said getting Kermit would be better or on the day itself we go down to House of Chinchilla and look around till we found one we both really really like. I actually hope to start with a female Chinchilla first but Male seems fine. Most of the female I saw there were rather young, jumpy and they nibble HARD! One of them bit laogong when he played with her. Kandy was her name. She was nice at first, nibbling only a tiny bit. Then suddenly for no reason, she bit down on laogong's finger. She didn't bite too hard to let it bleed but it did have 2 little teeth mark there. LOL. Painful but not bleeding. Then the person at the store, grab her up and gave her 3 BIG flicks to her mouth. Poor thing. >.< Left House of Chin knowning that Some one else wanted Fox too. The person said that some one liked Fox and might be coming back next week to place a deposit on him. Sighs... Laogong told me to cheer up and look around more on that day when we are going to get our Chin if both Fox and Kermit are sold.

Enough about Chins. Now on to doggies! Laogong brought me to look for doggy just now! :D We found what we're looking for. Our mini daschund pup! Cream color(golden retriever type of creamy gold!), 7 weeks old, $2,200. Saw a long coat female chihuahua, 7 weeks, two color coat, reddish brown with sable, $1,280. But laogong said the chihuahua isn't up to his expectation again. =.=" But daschund was. At 7 weeks old, we heard her whine and she crawl forward and took a look at us. Awww... We both instantly fell in love with her. How I wish it was March now. Can move house and get her when she turns 2 months next week. Sighs... Gotta wait. =/ Saw a female golden retriever with the face of Queenie! OMG.. NO WAY! Don't want.. I want my Goldie to have a sweet face. >.< Not like Queenie's Act-innocent face! xD

Ahhh... Talk about it when the day comes. Once I move house, everything will be done my way at home! =D Laogong and my home. A new life together. ^^ Can't wait till March 2nd. Pictures of house will be up once we settle in. ^^ Another 1 month more to our moving in date! Oh yes.. I finish ITE this year too! March 9 and 10 are my theory exam dates, after that I'm home free till May for the grad ceremony. :D Then I'll consider whether I wanna go Poly or take an express diploma course. Will see after May. Alright... Off now. Cya peeps. Back another day to update again. Most prob is after Birthday. =D

2010-01-20T02:30:00.003+08:00

Laogong has been free most days! Accompanying me on his off days! ^^ LOVE IT! :D Love you Laogong! Happy 1 year 11 months to us! 2 years together soon, my 22nd birthday and his 24th! One more month to go!! Hehe~

17th January 2010 Sunday

It's Mickey's 1st birthday! HAPPY DOGGY BIRTHDAY BABY BOY!!! Mummy and Daddy loves you LOADS!!!! :D

Wanted to bring Mickey down to Bedok's Doggy cafe but I didn't wake up in time. =X So scrap that idea! We brought him over to......... BLISS!! Yes! That's where Queenie celebrated her 1st birthday too. ^^ We ordered a side order of CHICKEN WINGS!! His favorite.. He was so happy! I ordered my usual, Gratin Chicken and Laogong ordered Aglio Olio Pasta with Jumbo Chicken Sausage. At first Mickey was happy he has sausage, paste and hot-plate chicken to eat. But when the Chicken wings came! His ears prick up and his eyes open big big! LOL! But birthday boy enjoyed his dinner! He ate 2 and a half pieces of Chicken wing. Full chicken wings, drumlet and wing! Happy like a birdy! xD

Mickey and his beloved Chix wing! XD He eats it himself, off the bone. ^^

After that Yan sms me, asking if I wanna go prawning. I said ok as Laogong was going to work after dinner. Laogong drop me and Mickey at Yan's house and off he went to work. :D Yan and her family was about to eat dinner when I arrive. So I sat down and watch TV. We left her house at 10+pm or 11pm. Went Bishan to prawn, met Yo there and some of Yan's friends!! Ah wang gave birth to 5 puppies! They kept 2. SOOOO ADORABLE! Didn't get pictures of them as was too busy taking care of Mickey and playing with the pups. Awww.. So cute! We played till 1+am and we went off. Yan's friend came to fetch us. Reached home and played Aion while waiting for Laogong to come home. ^^ He came home quite early~ Happy! ^^ Then Laogong play Aion after he came home. I surf the web using lappy. Then sleep!

The prawn I saw in tank! It was bigger than the parrot fishies!!! O.O

18th January 2010 Monday

Couldn't wake up for school. ROFL!!!! Mum went to JB with Godma, Ah yee and Ah leh jiejie. So, I escape her nagging for Monday! Phew!! Slept till early evening then wake up. Laogong's off today! :D So happy! He went out to buy Toto and Soccer before I woke up. Didn't see him so I called and found out he went to buy those bets. In the morning at 8am, before I fell asleep, he told me, mum said Uncle Richard was going to treat us to Jumbo Seafood for dinner. But then in the early evening, Mum sms to tell me she can't get back to SG in time so ask me to eat my own dinner. So laogong ask what are we having for dinner. I had no idea as I had just woke up. So i ask him to choose. He asked me to cook. So I agreed, he bought the ingredients home. I forgot my Dad didn't go and he would ask what we wanted for dinner.

Laogong came home 15minutes later. Then around 630pm, Dad sms to ask what I wanted for dinner. Told him Chicken Rice. Then I told Laogong, I cook for him for supper. He was sad... =( Awww.... Then, at 7pm, suddenly Yan called.

"Angel...~ Where you?"
"Home lor.. Why leh?"
"Eaten dinner already?"
"Not yet ah.. Waiting for my father come home with dinner. Why?"
"No la.. I tio 4D, wanna treat you go dinner."
"WAH! How much you tio sia... So good~"
"$500 la.."
"What you bought?"
"Starter, $2 big. So how? Wanna go?"
"Hmmm... I not sure. Ben don't want go. He tired."
"Then you come la..."
"Eh... I now not prepared, haven't bath or anything. I preparing doggy food also."
"how long will you take?"
"About an hour or so?"
"Then you cab down, we meet you at ECP's Tung Lok."
"I call you back in awhile."
"Okok."

I finish prepare doggy food, laogong ask me to go. He was tired, so I let him sleep. ^^ Went down to meet the Ladies. Cab down, on the way, picked up Yolanda at Marine Parade then down to ECP. We had their buffet Ala carte. YUMS! But over-ordered. Had alot of left-overs. We ate till they closed at 10pm and paid bill. Bill came up to $160 or $170. But we sat there and talked till 10:30pm. I saw Yan had 2 softies handing on her bag, I asked where she got them. she said downstairs, those toy catching machines. So I asked can we go and try to hook some home, she said Okie... :D YAY! What's good about those softie catching machine is...... IT'S OPEN 24HRS!!!! Bad point is, it's open air. No air con. LOL. But who can complain? The softies are easy to catch!

We tried to hook some cute ones and got them. Spend about $20 more or less, we hooked quite a few for $10. 2 three inches stitch and a few more tiny, handphone straps softies. Then Yan used $2 to hookie a furry Scrump softie for me! Then $5 to catch Angel Softie. Another $3 or $4 to catch Stitch. :D Happy! I asked if Emilia wanted any softies, she said she wanted big ones. Yan said the other side have big ones. So we scoot over to take a look. Once I reach there, I saw some of the softies I wanted! Laogong was suppose to catch them for me but we tried so many times yet fail. Sighs...

BUT..........

Yan did the ultimate thing! She spend almost $150 to catch 2 BIG bags full and 1/2 a small bag full of softies for the 3 of us! Yan caught for me; 1 Large Mickey mouse, 1 CinnamonRoll dollie, 1 6inch Mickey, 1 6 inch Donald Duck, 1 tiny baby stitchy, 1 round pineapple-looking duckie softie and Doremon's Da xiong softie (Both I gave the doggies to bite! They are sooooo happy!!!) And 1/4 of a bag full od those packet snacks of Super Ring, Chicken Ring and Cheese Balls. LOL!

The ones Yan caught for me in one night! :D

These are what laogong caught for me!! ^^

We spend 3hours on those machine thingy to catch all our prizes. I told Yan to stop at some point but she said it was her interest and nevermind, she wanted to kill time. It was still early to go home. But in the end, we were all happy. ^^ Went off about 2am. laogong sms me at 1230am "Stupid laopo what time are you coming home?" Awww.. So sweet... He miss me! =X MuaCks~ Thank you laogong! I told him soon. After Yan catch for me my CinnamonRoll Softie. Then laogong sad~ Awww... He siad I wanted bear bear more than him. ROFL! No.. I want you more. ^^

Reach home cook for laogong then I use lappy again while he play Aion. That damn idiot... His crafting and extracting skills higher than me while his level is like 18 levels lower than me. I got "suan" by maki for my character being useless. SAI! Always bully me!!! =( PIGS! ALL PIGS!!! Grrrrr........... Nevermind.. I know in real life, I win you~ XD

Oh yeah... Tuesday, Mum flew off for Milan. ^^ 6 days no mum. A little peace but I'll miss her. I hope she remembers to buy my Red LV heart-shape purse! :D I want it as my birthday pressie! ^^

All right.. Time to sign off! :D Back to play Aion! Woohoo! x2 Exp this weekend!! YES! Lv 43 here I come!!! ^^

2010-01-15T01:30:00.005+08:00

Back again after the new year was over. Was busy partying and living my life. I can't believe it.. I'm gonna be 22 soon in Feb. What a major woohoo! Didnt realise getting old would be such a drag. I'm frighten there won't be enough time for me to live my life and be merry! I wanna have more fun! rofl! Not enough fun for me~

Will blog mainly about these few days event. Let's start from last week. School actually started on the 4th but I didn't know. Every time when we have holidays, we always always start one week after all other schools start their term. But this time, I was wrong. I didn't check and so it resulted in me not going to school for a week. Then Miss wang called on friday the 8th to inform my mum that school started. LOL! I still didn't go to school on monday after that week. Mum got angry and started screaming her head off at me, then after that she didn't talk to me till today ( thursday) and she's leaving for her Milan trip on tuesday, 19th and wont be home until the 25th. OMG... STRESS FREE WEEK!!! :D YES AH!! As you all can see, she's the stressing factor at home. Thank god, she'll be gone for a few days. No nagging! No Queenie going bonkers once she comes home!!! SO HAPPY!!!! I could cry for joy... =X Enough about that. Let's hop on.

Yan celebrated her birthday early on the 10th, she held catering. Laogong fell sick so I let him stay home to sleep and take more rest before he went to work at 10pm. I went, watch tv, played some PS3 games then they played majhong. I left at 2am with Yo and Mike. They cabbed me into my house then they went home.

Yan's 21st Birthday! ^^

Monday night/Tuesday morning

Mr. Ben Ho Hubby of mine sms to ask if My sister and I wanted to go down Atlantis to join his friends who are off and to finish up the bottle of martell we ordered. At first I was like, "huh? Last minute suddenly?" So I sms Yan and asked her if she wanted to go down. She told me she was at Shanghai Dolly, celebrating her cousin's birthday. She ask me to go down to meet her there first before we head to Atlantis. So, I prepared myself in 15mins! I make up and made up my mind what to wear within 15mins! Whao... I'm surprised! Dad fetched me down, on the way nagging like there was no tomorrow. Ugh... Fucking hate it. Irritating... Reached Shanghai dolly at 12:34am. Was about to leave Shanghai Dolly at 1am, suddenly stupid laogong called! He said it was suppose to be tomorrow, not tonight. I was already going down and now he tells me tomorrow. That stupid pig.... I was so angry with him, he kept saying sorry asking me to come down tomorrow. I told him, no.. I'm already on my way down and Emilia and Abel was there waiting for us already. So he gave up and said okie.

Reached at 1:15am. Yan and I got checked for IC! T.T Bouncer said we look like little girls. Emilia and Abel didn't need to be checked! =( Sad... We look like kids! We actually have no intention to finish the bottle as laogong said his friends are off tomorrow and they wanted to come down Atlantis. Asking him to go along. So we thought to save some. But then we finished it before lights out at 2:45am. All the five-tens made that happen, we left at 3am. Was half high but still fine. Laogong finish work at 3:45am. Left in cab. Yan, Emilia and Abel went off to Neverland. Didn't wanna go as I'm going to school the next day and then at night it was down to Arena to celebrate Yan's 21 birthday! :D

Wednesday

Drink, drank, drunk on her birthday at Arena!! :D Happy happy! Lol. I vomitted once I got down from the cab. Then home, bathe, drink water and sleep. Woke up with a bad throat, started coughing like mad. Didn't wake up for school so Slept till 4:30pm. ROFL! Oh oh.. Laogong's off since Tuesday. So we both slept till 7pm plus. Went to see doctor at 9pm as I was spitting out super greenish phlem. Yucky!!! =( Fell sick! Awww... Didn't level Aion for some time. Already level 38. A little lazy to level. Rofl!!! But.. I'll be lv 39 or maybe 40 if I feel like leveling. =) well... Pretty much, that's the end of all my fun days.

down at Arena!!! :D With my hubby! ^^

I did go to school on tuesday and wednesday but got cheated on wednesday. #$%$#%$# Fed up... Lesson was suppose to be 10am - 5pm. I woke up at 1:30pm and intended to go for 3pm lesson. I got ready, assuming there would be lesson so I didn't bothering asking my classmates. Called for a cab and went downstairs to wait for it. Once I reach school at 2:30pm, I was a lil surprised. Wondering why my classmates didn't come out for break. So I smsed Wei quan,he told me lesson ending at 3pm after that no more lesson. Fucked up, I tell you..... $%$#%#$ Seriously, fed up. Wasted $14 cab fare! Sorry laogong... =X He passed me $50, asking me get to school asap but I didn't ask. =( So wasted $14. T.T Bought popeye and took bus home. Damnit....... Oh well... CNY coming! More ang baos, more money!!! :D Moving house soon too! YAY! ^^ Chinchilla, GR, Mini Dachshund puppy!! Hehe~

Alright, bed time. Already 4am, Laogong playing new character on Aion. Cleric. LOL. Silly man... His 24th this year, my 22nd! :D Happy!!! ^^

2009-12-30T16:42:00.001+08:00

2010 is approaching very soon! :D Just only a day or two away. This is going to be a very short and sweet post.

Was sick for the past few days. Both Laogong and I. Down with fever, cough and flu. LOL! But we are all better now.

1st Jan 2010 having a party over at my place with family and friends. Then it's back to school on 4th! Woohoo! :) Then after March, it'll be graduation for me! Hehe!

20 Feb 2010 will be my 22nd birthday and laogong's 24th birthday. Also our 2 long years together. :D We're gonna celebrate it out of SG! Wheeeeeee! ^^ Then after back from trip, move house time! Moving to new home and then after that, final year exams for school and I'm free from school! For the moment... lol~

Oh well... And the days carry on... Time to logoff and go play game! :D Aion!! WOOHOO! And I wanna order pizza for dinner... ^^ Cya!

2009-11-27T03:23:00.008+08:00

That pig laogong of mine finish reservice last Friday. He came home tired but he still accompany me watch TV and helped me play AION. xD Thanks laogong! LOL! But around 8pm, he went off to his aunt's place as he had some document to finish up. So waited for him and play AION. The dumb pig came home drunk from drinking too much as his aunt had guests over. Still able to drive home after that! So pro! LOL! Then he came home, change and sleep. End of the night for the MORON! =X

Then parents and brother not home as they went KL trip! XD WHOLE HOUSE MINE FOR THE WEEKEND!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA! But sad I couldn't go. =( Wanted to go enjoy the food and shopping for 3 days. But oh well.. Being at home with my laogong is still the best! =D

SATURDAY, 21 Nov 09

IAH hosted a competition for cage soccer. Laogong and his team join (Clarence, Norman, Mal & Crossfire). One round elimination! First round kanna KO! ROFL! I was like "huh? So fast ah?" And I brought Mickey along too! As that day, laogong said wanted bring Mickey to Doggy Park for a swim and play time with other dogs. Drove from Kallang to Pasir ris. Mickey was enjoying the air con on the way there, after being left to suffer without air con at Kallang. Poor him. He was panting like mad and his whole body temperature was soaring high! He kept drinking H-TWO-O while at Kallang. LOL!

When we were at Kallang, IAH photographer took Mickey's picture! xD

Had lunch at a small cafe (Farmway 2, Pet Movers) before going over to Farmway 1(doggy swimming pool). Mickey wasn't interested to eat. He was being harassed by a MALE Jap spitz when I brought him into the play area for dogs to run. Stupid owner was an ARSEHOLE! He only pushed his dog away and kept saying my dog had a smell that attracted his dog. And the owner gave a 'heck-care' face when he said that. HELLO, you dumb imbecile! My dog is a MALE too! How the fuck can your MALE dog be attracted to my MALE dog? BRAINLESS! Utterly BRAINLESS! Then when I carried Mickey, the stupid Jap spitz came and tried to jump unto me as he grab unto my legs. My whole thigh bruised and scratched cause of that stupid owner. Can't leash up his own dog when the dog is a PEST! Some people and their pets in this world deserved to be called a PEST or an IMBECILE, I don't wanna mention but a particular "lady" whom I feel disgusted if I say out her name. YUCKS... ^^ Oh well.. Back to story. I carried Mickey to the gate and wanted to get out but the Japz spitz kept following me and clinging unto my leg. I almost wanted to kick the damn dog in the face! So bluntly irritating but the owner doesn't seem to really care. When a dog behaves badly, it is 100% something wrong with the owner.

The owner doesn't discipline the dog.
The owner is too lazy to care.
The dog doesn't listen to this owner because the owner is a push-over.
The dog is too pampered and don't take 'no' for an answer.

4 BIG and GOOD reasons why the owner is 100% at fault when their pets behave badly. If you're a pet owner, please remember not to be an IMBECILE like that owner I met.

Brought Mickey for his swim after lunch. He's a FANTASTIC swimmer! Even when I throw him into the pool, he can resurface and swim towards me in a very calm manner. But he still has a dislike for water. LOL! He had fun playing with all his GR friends at farmway 1. There were SO MANY GRs there that day! And well.. He attracted a male GR. But this one was friendly. This male GR had a very gong gong face and he's a lil' timid too! But nonetheless still adorable! He played with me and laogong. I threw the squeeky hamburger toy and he went and fetch! So cute! After the swim, went into PetUmart and shop for a few items. BOUGHT a new squeeky toy ball for Queenie! xD She LOVED it! Then bought milk bones and pedigree dental stick for the rest of doggies! XD The home sweet home! Laogong was over-tired... Suppose to walk around the doggy place, in search for puppies (CHH, GR and BC pups) but he was too tired. So home we went! :)

She's so happy with her new ball~ Hehe!

Squish you btw 2 pillows! XD

My most handsome baby boy!

We took a nap then awoke around 9plus. I took a shower and out we went for movie! :D We watched 'My Girlfriend is an agent'. Hiliarious movie! I give it a 5/5! It's a really nice movie... =D Everyone should go catch it!

Us at Pasir ris E!Hub going to catch a movie!

5/5! Super hiliarious!

SUNDAY, 22 nov 09

We woke up around afternoon, had lunch then remembered on monday was mum's birthday so bought her a boquet of lillies. We brought Mickey along too. =D This time, back to Pasir ris to see puppies! :D Saw only 2 pups that interest us. One was the GR puppy, we saw the very last time we came for a walk and a new one was a chihuahua, SUPER LONG COAT! It has a very unique color and marking. It's marking were that of a border collie and so were the markings! But the cost? 3K! Love the color and markings but not the face of the pup. Not sweet enough and her size was bigger than Mickey at 3 and a 1/2 months old! She was almost as big as Mickey and Mickey is 10 months old! So scary.. After Pasir ris, we went to Tampines to get a cake. Decided on Secret Recipe's Banana chocolate! YUMS! Absolutely delicious! Mum's favorite too! Then went to supermarket and bought stuff home to cook for dinner. Laogong enjoys it when I cook. Silly laogong! Love you! :D

Parents and brother came home from KL around 10plus. We waited till 12am, then we surprised her with the cake and flowers! She was so happy! Then mum was tired so off to bed she went. Have a happy 51st birthday mum~! Wishing you to be beautiful always and forever! =D

Bed time after that!

MONDAY, 23 Nov 09

Mum's birthday dinner! Long Beach Resturant @ Dempsey Road! YUMS! Chilli crab, BBQ king prawns, cripsy duck, dong po pork ribs and more! YUM YUM YUM! Saw the bill came up to $400+ and she treated us for her birthday! :D Thanks again mum! Laogong went along too. He had to start work at 10pm so there was enought time for dinner and then accompany me awhile. ^^

In the lift, we took a loving photo before going off!

On the way to mum's birthday dinner! Club Monaco top hor! XD

That ends everything. Then after that, I didn't go school since Last friday till this friday. LOL! Back to school later for me! ^^ Oh well.. Bed time now! Nights all! ^^ Happy reading!

2009-11-18T21:13:00.003+08:00

Sighs... Hubby's away on sailing this week for reservice! =( It's the 2nd day since I last saw him. I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!! T_T

I tend to blog when he's not around so he doesn't disrupt me typing and keep reading behind me. When he does that, I can' type anything out. LOL! Sorry hun, can't type even when any others are watching me.

But then again.. I have a nice game to keep me company! :D It's called Aion! ^^ Hubby bought the starter kit for me at $69 from SimLim. Then he further spend another $30.70 to buy their 2 month time card. So in total, I have 3 months of play time! It's the first time I play such an expensive game! OMG! Thank you so so much Hubby!!! <3 Last time was Lineage II but I only played for a month. But this game is really interesting to me.. Looks like WOW, play style a lil' like WOW but the graphics are ten times better than WOW. Their story line and character personalisation is TOP!!! You can customize your character to be exactly like you if you wanted to! Currently at lv 16 in just 2 days! Hehe~ Hubby will be proud! When he comes home tomorrow, i'll be at least near 25! LOL!! If wanna see how it looks, Pictures will be in Facebook. :)

Now they are having maintaince so I'll just watch TV and wait. Oh.. Tomorrow Queenie's going for operation to be sterlize! Must remember to bath her later and NOT feed her any food. Hubby will be home inn the evening! Waiting for him!!!! :D can't wait to see him..

Come home safely, my love... <3 I'll be waiting... ^^

2009-11-15T15:45:00.002+08:00

Blah blah blah.. Meeting Hazel in another 2 hours + but I haven't pack my room and go prepare yet. ROFL!!

Yadah yadah.. Was asked by 'SOMEONE' to play 'AION'. So that 'SOMEONE' ask me go ask Hubby first. When I ask, hubby say yes... SO YAY! New game to play.. :D

But last night, quarrelled with the big, fat pig Hubby over rubbish. But before going off to sleep, everything turned out fine. Talked and then sleep. Lalalalala~ Stupid moron pig.. Hate you! Always bully me... But in the end, always let me.

Hate how much I love you... Sighs...

Waiting PATIENTLY for AION. Can't wait.. Hope tonight will get box starter set. T_T If not, don't know have to wait how long already... Oh well.. Better go prepare before I'm late again...

2009-11-13T15:18:00.002+08:00

TGIF!!!! Weekend!!! :D

Been to school twice this week only. ROFL~ Laughing stock man! Suppose to go today but it rained so heavily that I kept sleeping. SOOOOO nice the weather! XD Can't resist.

But I did wake up in the morning at 615am to make hubby some food before he left for reservice. One whole week full of reservice. But it's okie! least he comes home early! :D Not like when he works at Club Atlantis. LOL. One more week of reservice for him! Next tuesday - thursday he's going for sailing. SAD! Gonna miss him for 3 days and 2 nights.. =( But nevermind.. My sisters will keep me company. LOL!

Just had Lor Mai Kai for lunch.. Woke up, almost half an hour ago. OH OH! Watched Transformers II on wednesday night! NICE! Optimus Prime and Bumble Bee!!! <3 Then went wikipedia search, Transformers III will be out in July 1st, 2011. ROFL! Still far far away~~ Can't wait for it!

Still waiting to watch 'Caroline' and 'Paranormal Activity'. Cartoons are my absolutely favourite! I usually don't watch horror movies at theatre but this one seems interesting to catch in one. So, decided, Hubby will accompany me to watch! LOL! I think when he comes out of the theatre, his arms will have a lot of scratch marks. ROFL!!! I say sorry first but it'll be that way. That's why I like watching horror movies at home. Can scream all I want without people looking at me. XD

Have been playing 'Castle Age' in Facebook, kinda hooked on it some how. LOL! And then, have been searching youtube for old school cartoons; The Mask, Mickey Mouse classics and such. XD Hubby says I have nothing better to do. Well... You are the one who told me not to work. Say you'll support me (Doing a very good job ^^) so I can take care of the dogs, my studies and the house (in future). Secondly, everytime I work, the working period doesn't last for more than 3 months. I'm a real spoilt brat! ROFL!!! Golden spoon in mouth, not silver anymore. Upgraded!

Next weekend (Fri - Sunday), Mum says she's going to KL with my dad and bro. She's not bringing me! T_T Oh well.. Most prob is cause I have to help take care of the dogs and house. I'm gonna ask her to buy me a new PlayBoy tank top and a jacket from the Pavilion (the new shopping centre opened few years back). It's alright! I'll wait for Laogong to book our birthday flights out of Singapore! He says he's not telling me where he'll bring me for our birthday. So unfair! He told me it might be a 4 day 3 night trip or even longer. It depends on where he wanna bring me. He says, maybe Europe? I can't wait! Even if it's hongkong for 4 days and 3 nights, I don't mind! SHOPPING!!! ROFL! See where he gonna bring me... :D

Still looking for my Mini Cooper Cabriolet! =[ I like the color 'silky white' not bad... Or maybe a sky blue would be lovely too. XD Hor laogong? Lalalala.. K la.. Going on about rubbish already... Gonna stop here! Gonna rain very heavily again! :D

2009-11-09T11:36:00.003+08:00

Back to blog again! After revamping blog, felt like blogging again. LOL! I think the last blogskin was too outdated for me so no feeling to come back to really blog. Yes.. I am the QUEEN BITCH! XD

Saturday

Hubby was off! :D But he came home after work in the morning at close to 6am. Stinking of alcohol.. Eeeewww... >.< His pay already in so he took a cab home, or else he won't be home till 7am as the bus needs to go to west side first then come over to my place.

We were suppose to wake up at 10am and leave at 11am. Had to go down to Peninsula to collect his Chelsea jersey. It cost him $128. And The shirt looks UGLY. LOL! Sorry laogong but it truely is U-G-L-Y this season. I told him look like Jail-bird uniform. ROFL!! Seriously, why can't football and fashion mix... Tsk tsk...

Stupid hubby actually said don't wanna sleep and go out. But I was sleepy. So I told him, I take a 1 - 2 hour nap. Later he wake me up. He say ok. But when I woke up myself, at around 10:45am, he was sleeping on the sofa behind my bed. LOL!!! PIG!! Ownself say don't wanna sleep but end up, he slept. So I went to get ready to go out. I finish everything and woke him at 11:20am. He took a full 10mins to get up from the bed. Nua-ing... Our very favourite. =X Shower and everything, we left house around 11:45am. Walked out to SPC behind my house and get cab. Reached Peninsula, got his Jersey then we went for lunch. LUNCH sucks... Yucky food.... =(

After that cab down to Kallang, The Cage. Hubby met his fifa friends over there for a game of cage soccer. They played from 1pm to 3pm. Then there was a street soccer style tournment. i saw my dream car! Mini Cooper Convertible!!! XD I practically kept drooling for it! OMG MAN! Even though the car was cover in redbull's logo and stickers, I looked past it and saw the car! I was so tempted to jump right into the driver's seat and drive (No license yet) it away! ROFL!!! Oh well.. Someday my dream will come true... :D After they played, the rest of the guys left to go down E2Max for some fifa onlinne game.

But Hubby promised we'll go watch a movie and walk around. So both of us headed to Kallang Leisure Park! :D We bought tickets for Jennifer's Body at 5:30pm. It was only 3:30pm so we went to the arcade! ^^ Saw cinnimon roll softie and ask Hubby to catch it for me! He smiled and said ok! YAY! But when I walked closer, saw the green voodoo dollie, that Lilo has in 'Lilo & Stitch' the movie. Wanted it but thinking of how hopeless it was. The last time we tried to catch, we used up more than $20. T_T BUT!!! Surprise surprise!! Only used $2 and we got it! :D Hubby lucky man! He hit unto the fate button and caught the HUGE elmo. The moment, the claw open and close double time once it hit the fate sign, everyone in the arcade turned to look! LOL! The machine's light blinked and dimmed for a few seconds as the prize was caught and traveled to the chute to be dropped into! I jumped for joy!!! XD I exchanged the Elmo for the Voodoo dollie~ So happy! Hehe! Then suddenly, hubby realise, he left his Jersey back at cage. So left to get it and then came back for movie.

My Voodoo dollie! :D

Movie ended at 7:15pm. Was only so so. But not that entertaining also.

2.5/5 for effort.

After movie was dinner at Pasta mania! :D YUMS! Been such a long time since I had Pasta Mania outside. Usually was order to home and by the time it arrives, half the hotness is gone. Added on chicken wings and calamari and drinks to make a full combo set. REALLY WAS YUMS! Haha! After dinner, was home time! Both of us were so tired, having only slept 3 hours each. x_X Cab home and reached around 8++pm. We both changed and then snored into lala land.

PASTA MANIA!! :D Our food! YUMS!!

Hubby woke up at 12+am to play his fifa online tournment. I woke up at 4am. Hubby said he was hungry. ROFL! So we took the car and went outside for some supper/breakfast. Brought Mickey along too. He enjoyed every bit of it. Buey Tahan this dog.. Tsk tsk.. Likes to go out sooooo much! LOL! Back home at 5+am and then we hit the lala land snores again.

Sunday

Woke up ard 2:40pm. Bro and Mary was about to go get ready to go out meet mum at Orchard. I didn't wanna go. Why? TODAY WAS PUPPY BROWSING DAY AT PASIR RIS! Hehe... Dad fetch them down to look for mum while we waited at home for him to come back with the car. Puppies interest me more than shopping. And I also get to spend my day with hubby! :D I knew the lazy bum didn't wanna go shopping today cause he was tired. Hehe... Left home at 4:58pm with dad's car. Reached Pasir ris at 5:10pm. Walked all around, no nice looking pups. Except for one! We found a very very beautiful goldie at the price of 1.5k, she had the sweetest face anyone could imagine! Even the stupid pig hubby agree! And she had the sweetest whine ever too!!! 1.5k was a good price for such a beautiful pup. But we were only looking today. Not getting any pups till next year after move house. Need to control!! =X After looking at pups, left Pasir ris at 6:15pm.

Drove off back to house area. Wanted to have thai food for dinner. But then hubby said wanted to look at something at Kaki Bukit area. So we change course. He said, wanna take a look at the BMW he saw online at carmart.sg which was a very good price. A 10 year BMW but up to date with all it's engine and stuff was only $38k. He said it was cheap considering how well taken-care the car was. The internal and external of the car was remodel till it looked only at most 3 years old. But seriously, I wasn't very interested in a BMW. I wanted my mini cooper! T.T

Went kaki bukit but saw nothing. Then drove to Jalan Eunos, Pinnacle. The 7 storey 2nd car mart. I was a little surprised. Hubby say go top floor and ask to the bottom floor. But I had no idea ask for what. When we reach the top floor, one of the guys from the different companies asked what car were we looking for. Hubby told him "Mini cooper." I was like huh!? I have no license yet, you so fast wanna buy the car for me? Then he say, 2nd hand car is good for a beginner like you. Buy first then you go take license. Meanwhile, I can drive you around in your dream car. Aww... So sweet la... Then hubby said on the day I take my road exam, he park outside Ubi, exam area there. Once I pass, he will hand me the car keys and I drive him home. If not, he take car keys and drive me home. I laughed! xD

All the floors we went to said no mini cooper. Sad.. =( Then hubby saw a car that interest him. A BMW 320i. Hubby's own car is BMW 335i convertible. I wonder why he want a car like that. =.=" He and the sales person talked, hubby asked for the price and yearly have to pay how much. Then the sales person said "Wah.. You drive BMW for yourself but you buy a Mini cooper for your girlfriend? So unfair.. Must match mah.. Buy her a BMW also la.." Hubby smiled and turn to me. I look at him and frown. "I don't like big cars expecially BMW if I'm the one driving." Then the guy was like surprise to hear my reply, he must be thinking.. This girl siao.. Can get BMW, don't want, ask for mini cooper. I think he has never heard of personal perference. DOTS.

After browsing through all the floors and asking for mini cooper, one did have but they sold it off last month. DAMN! Sianz half already... So we left the place ard 7:15pm. Went off for dinner. Ate dinner, bought the stuff dad and mum asked for then home at 8:45pm. Watch TV and talk with hubby till 1+am then drift off to lala land.

Monday

Didn't go school. No car fetch me. Lazy take Bus or MRT myself. So stayed home. KNS... I know I'm a damn Queen. Can't blame.. Spoiled by everyone who loves me. ROFL!!!! Even hubby also say I'm like a Queen. So no wonder my dog also named Queenie. Damn... =.=" ROFL! Oh well.. The pig husband of mine is on Reservice today till the 20th! muahahaha! Waiting for him to finish and come home for dinner! Time check: 1:16pm. LUNCH TIME! Going out to buy ingredients to cook for my lunch. :D Cya everyone!!!

2009-11-07T00:58:00.001+08:00

Blog just revamped. =)

Everything is by designer expect for the blinkies!

Happy now~ <3

2009-11-06T21:57:00.005+08:00

Hey hey my blog! :D I'm back again... LOL!

Sad.. Didn't get puppy. Too many things to think about to get a puppy. But really wanted 'My Fair Lady'. An absolutely favourite of mine! Sighs... But thinking about it again. Home already got 5 dogs. Four small ones and one HUGE one. XD Couldn't possibly take in another. Then hubby says don't want 'My Fair Lady' to fall favour to some one else ( we actually planned to put 'My Fair Lady' up at his aunt's place) and then when we take her back, she doesn't like us. Hubby wants me to take care of the dogs myself. 2 points to not being able to take 'Fair Lady' home. =( I did cry because can't get her. It was instant love at first sight when she fell asleep in my hands. But hubby comforted me saying "There will be other chances as you have a choice for 3 more breed of dogs." I know, I know... But 'My Fair Lady' was special... T_T She just totally capture my heart!!! All her sisters have been bought. Now only left her. =(

Stupid hubby did say when I first cried, " If she's still there on the 15th Nov, I buy for you!"

Then I ask "Money leh? Your pay just in only, you still need pay for your HDB town council and PUB bills for the tenants living there. Where got enough money left after that?"

He tell me "Aiyah.. Booking fee for the time being only $300 until the day we collect her mah... The rest of $680, by the time we collect her, got liao... Need worry meh?"

I sulk and show a very irritated face. "Then like that, buy liao, put where? My butt ah?"

He laugh and say "You want her de mah... You want, so I buy lor..."

But because of my own conscious for no where to house the little girl and no one to care for her, I made the dream into a pile of ashes. Now I'm starting to regret... =.=" Why? It's only another 9 days till the 15th of Nov. I feel like screaming and pulling my hair out for saying don't want her. ARGH!!! I did went back on my words, a day later saying I want the pup.

Then he told me "Save up the $980, next year our birthday we go holiday, got the extra $980 to spend mah..." T.T so I totally gave in to that point of his. ARGH!!! Now I wish I didn't... Stupid me... =(

After that incident of puppy, I thought I've let go. Suddenly 3 nights ago, my mum was having dinner in the kitchen and I dropped in to get some water.

She suddenly asked "Auntie Cat said you getting another puppy?" BTW, Auntie Cat is my mum's work colleague.

Why my mum suddenly ask me that is because I have totally forgot that I added her friends on FB. Then on FB shoutout box, I posted I was going to see puppies! Then after that, at night when I came home, I changed it to "No puppies... Sighs... =( *Hrt-broken*" TOTALLY FORGOT that I added them to FB. DAMN!

I quickly reply my mum "No la.. Where got? I was only helping a friend see the pup as she wanted a dog. I told you before, My friend looking for a dog what..." Then I drink my water. My mum started ranting. "If you were to bring home another animal, I will throw you and ur family of animals out of my house! You hear me? NOT ONE MORE ANIMAL!" I just frown and reply "Yes mum... But It really wasn't me who wanted another puppy! Honest!!! Next time I move house already then get another dog." I lied thru my teeth and without battering an eyelid! ROFL! Master liar! =X My mum took it in! I'm so mean.. LOL!

Oh well... Another 3 chances to choose my breed of dogs once we move house next year. A Female chihuahua, border collie and a golden retriever. Let's just wait and see... =) New house, new dogs and new life next year! Can't wait at all!

Time check: Only 10:41pm. Another 7 hours before hubby home and tomorrow and sunday, he's off! Movie date, dinner, Pasir ris walk at kennel and pet shop walks! :D He promised to bring me out... YAY! Waiting for hubby to come home~~ Love!

Oh yeah.. Here are some pictures from Halloween night at Oasis! :D Dress up as a Goth Lady. Didn't know I looked so good in Black! ROFL! Mum did make up and hair for me~ ^^

That day, we came home at 6am! Woohoo! PARTY NIGHT! :D

2009-10-31T02:40:00.006+08:00

Super duper long, I haven't come in for an update! Went for holiday as school ended for 1 month! muahahahaha!!! Holiday, shopping, spa, eat, eat, eat and eat! muahahaha! I grew fat... Damnit.. NVM! Slimming down period coming soon! ^^

My darling said, the previous two post not enough to keep her occupied. =( Nah darling! You ask for an update, give you an update! But very short.. Why? I'm in a lazy mood.. Now raining so damn heavily.. Eyelids feel like closing!! ROFL~!

Hubby working again tonight, but he's coming home soon! :D So shall wait for him and keep that eyelid open wide! RAWR~ And Queenie Stinks! Hubby suppose to bath her!!!! Saturday already! Bath her later! Pig, moron, arse~ :D

Hoho~! Another new edition to my doggy family soon!!!! Another chihuahua! Hmmm Hmmm... I'm still choosing which one... Hubby showed me one that looks exactly like Mickey!! But the colors are inverted only. The rest are so alike! OMG! Hubby say like 'kanna 4D' to have found one so alike. LOL! BUT!!! It's a male... =.=" I don't want another male chihuahua!!! On the other hand... I fell in love at first sight with a little Lady, nicknamed 'My Fair Lady'! SHE IS JUST THE MOST ADORABLE LIL' GIRL EVER! Really fell in love with her... Awww... She and her 2 sisters even have their own blog! Their Blog!Tomorrow I have a hard decision to make. Hubby say will bring me go see which one have more 'feelings' for me and me for him/her.

And this is the sweet lil' girl! My Fair Lady! Ain't she just a darling? (As usual, pictures taken from thhe owner in 88db.com.sg)

Mickey look-alike cost 2.5k with a pedigree cert. My fair lady cost $980. No cert or anything but she has a beautiful face TO ME! (Laogong, you don't think so, I don't care~ =X) He says my fair lady isn't up to his standard for a beautiful female chihuahua. =.=" So high expectations for what? Also not you gonna marry the chihuahua. LOL!! The pretty lil' girl is for MICKEY! But hubby doesn't really seem to like my fair lady. =( Always don't trust my taste, in the end regret and say I'm always right. PIG ARSE!!!! XD

This is my Mickey!

And this is his look-alike! (pictures taken from the person on 88db.com.sg)

Thinking soooooo hard on which pup to get!!! T.T Can I have both? I want both! Oh wait.. If have both, no $$ go register for car license. Dang... Hubby ask me go learn car then he get me mini cooper!! :D YOU SAY ONE AH! Don't lie! (But recently, he's looking for it online [2nd hand]. I want convertible wan! You said ok! Better find one the top can open de! I make sure in 3 - 4mths time I get a license show you!) My sister, Yan-ster says she will help me in passing my practical!HAHAHAHA! YOU DIE HUBBY! CONFIRM WITHIN 3 MTHS CAN GET! I want baby blue color, a convertible and sports rim please! I wanna go vroom vroom all around SG!! :D Of coz stupid hubby, you fetch me if I'm going out with you! Heh heh~

Oh wait.. All of you must be wondering why I'm getting another new edition. It's because I've given Queenie (my dalmatian) to my brother. Seems like my brother and mother love her very much and Queenie (My mum and bro always bribe her with FOOD. Greedy glutton!) sticks to them like glue. I always say "Food is her best friend. Anyone who wants to take her away is simple as ABC, 123!" And they agree with me. LOL! And I don't want Mickey to be lonely, so hubby and I decide to get him a play companion so he won't miss Queenie that much! ^^ Done explaining.

Okie.. This turned out to be a UBER long post. Seems like there's lots to say!

After new chihuahua, I wanna get a Golden Retriever! :D Female, sweet, intelligent and maybe imported from Aussie. Or Maybe Get one with a SKC cert. I wanna get a top breed Goldie! I want her to be the best! Okie Hubby? XD He also LOVES a Goldie. Alright, enough about dogs. On to something else.

Went drinking last sunday ( 25th Oct 09) with Yan-ster, Yo, Irvin, Emilia and Able! Went usual place at Shenton Way, Oasis 68. HAD LOADS OF FUN! But I kept losing to Able in 5-10 after the first 10 rounds! #$%#$% Si Able.. Wait and see... Keep playing 5-10 with everyone. Got to see my cute singer, thai guy! xD Laogong also say he's not bad! Oh yeah man! Went off from there, Half high. Then went down Jalan Sultan fetch Hubby from work. Irvin drove as he can't drink. But he accompany us down to Oasis. Hubby kept laughing at me keep saying "so fast high...". Eh pundek laogong! It's been like a few months since I last drank, okie! See.. I'm a good girl! Then obviously.. Monday couldn't wake up for school. ROFL!

Kanna mummy scold until 'stinky head' (go direct translate yourself into hokkien). Yan-ster said tuesday night go down again. ON AH! Then hubby agreed to come down after work (3rd time he came clubbing with me! We went pubbing countless times.). We reached Oasis at ard 12:45am, close to 1am. I wore my Dolce & Gabanna top down! Mai siao siao.. Dolce & Gabanna leh! Mum gave it to me, she said it was too big for her. Lucky, lucky me! Ok.. Not that lucky, half my cupboard all branded... AND MY CUPBOARD BURSTING SOON! Not enough space to push aside to hang more clothes. Irritated.. I WANT A WALK IN CUPBOARD! MARTELL TIME! :D I actually wanted to drink coke and Martell. But the coke was gas-less! Damn.. Even after they change it, it was gas-less. So decided to drink back my usual, Green tea and Martell! Finish the whole bottle with my 2 sisters. Fun fun fun! Left Oasis at 530am! Oh.. I then promise hubby that I'll go to school on Wednesday so that I can go out TONIGHT(already 31st oct and most importantly, he's coming along with me!!!) to celebrate Halloween with my dearest SISTERS!!! :D Down to maybe, Arena then after Arena, Oasis! :D It depends. We haven't decide yet. Most importantly, in the afternoon later, we are going to view puppies!!! :D YAY!

At Oasis with hubby! :D

Before going off home, a kiss for me! From him.. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

So that concludes the end of my post! For the whole week. ^^ Tonight is PARTY TIME! It's been soooooo long since I return to CQ and back to Arena! Our usual place... :D Last but not least, a picture of hubby and the 2 sleeping boys!

Ain't they just sweet? Awww... The one behind is Yogi, mummy's poodle.

2009-09-09T17:10:00.003+08:00

Aiyo... I'm so grateful for people to advertise my blog on her's~ Thanks ah! Free entertainment and "words of wisdom" for me for a few more days to come to escape boredom!

And she claims not to understand dog language? Yet she still able to reply on her blog.. Another dumb point to be taken note by you all. If you don't understand anything then why feel so insulted and try to insult back? ROFL! She still put woof woof some more... Trying to be a dog yourself? No wonder.. It shows! LOL! POT CALLING KETTLE BLACK!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Being a bitch is better than being a SLUT 100%. Drink, drank and drunk then anyhow hug people, anyhow kiss people? Drunk until no style. Unglamorous~ One day go to bed with the wrong guy, kanna AIDS or HIV then GOD BLESS YOU AH! LMAO! Abortion 3 times still not enough to tell you, how sui bian of a girl you are. Tsk tsk...

Call a dog by the name of Angel? I'm sooooooooo happy! Like that she'll be able to see me and call me everyday which let her reminds of how dirty she is as a female species~ :D

Anyway, dogs are such adorable creatures and to have such a owner like her is surely damn repulsive! Imagine as a dog, you see your owner humping a different guy or maybe you smell that she has been humping a different guy every once in a few weeks. If I was the dog, I would have ran away to look for a better and cleaner owner! :D And for her to call a dog 'IT' goes to show how much of an animal lover is she; which is NA-DAH~ Research shows, a person who can't even feel 1% nice-ness towards an animal is heartless and cruel.

As a lover of animals, to be near some one like that is truely repulsive and utterly disgusting in every way! Eeewww man! And that slut is just all talk and no actions! ROFL! All words, talking and shit comes out, no wonder... Such a shitty person. :D And all her friends are really no better too. As a guy, wanna come flame a girl on her tagboard? NOT FIT TO BE A MAN! Wanna try to be man by standing up for your friend? When was it ever your turn, mirror-cracker M? ROFL! Class, this is what I call a BALL-LESS MORON! And the other, ShuJun is called SPINLESS MORON, why? He/she (don't even know if it's a girl or guy so whatever la.. Bapok also can! LOL! All just entertaining me more and more only) ask me to be matured and stop all these when he/she ownself don't wanna STFU. ROFL! What rights or what authority you have to stop me? NA-DAH! You're not even my father, much less a friend to ask me to stop it! :D

I'm really have fun... But all their answers are super clockwork and mechinal. I know what all their next answers will be so it makes it so unfresh and such a spoiler for my fun! Ugh... There goes the neighbourhood! Sighs... BORED again.. If they fail to entertain me once more I'll just go delete everything. Don't wanna dirty my blog anyway with their rubbish and a SLUT's name. YUCKY~ ^^

2009-09-02T20:36:00.004+08:00

WAHHHHHHHHH!! So long never blog already! Was busy for the whole past one week. ^^ Happy happy girl~ So many things to do and play~

Okie.. but to clear off some misunderstandings first. My friends have been asking me what has been happening but I didn't say anything till now. Things you people have been seeing on my tagboard are all true except for one thing. BOYFRIEND WAS MINE FIRST! So to say that I wasn't the rightful girlfriend then those people who said rubbish on my tagboard are just plain brainless. Want to say, also say is actually that AMANDA was stupid in the first place to have known my boyfriend. No point arguing about it though. This is what they call CHEE BYE ITCHY syndrome. LOL!!! Even my sisters think so too... What a sad fact to be give no status, to be taken for nothing but a slut and being played for. Which girl in the right mind doesn't get the idea already when you go out with a potential date, he doesn't pay for you but makes you go dutch every single time. Then after playing enough of you, he ignores you and doesn't even bother to meet up with you anymore. Any girl in the right mind knows something is already wrong. But till the extend of knowing nothing is just purely low IQ and EQ together. And she still says she had fun playing with him. Any moron could see you have totally fallen for him within that short period of time. Don't try to deny because the things you write on your blog are for all to see. Pinning for him, missing him and saying you'll die without him. Even a retard could see you were being played for. LOL!!! And which bastard (no offence to all men out there but most men are) doesn't like a free fuck? I SUPER LOVE THAT SENTENCE MY FRIEND BELINDA TOLD HER! "Don't you find yourself so cheap? To go to bed with a guy you barely know at all."

A girl who goes around anyhow getting fucked, anyhow drink and get herself drunk, throwing herself into any men's arm or dick for the fact just doesn't have love and respect for one's self. Which is totally disgusting and no difference from those working as a prostitute. And her friends even tried to defend her. What for? I somehow pity her so called "friends". She talks rubbish behind their backs, backstabbing them. Hubby said she talked about this girl named Rayann going to some guy's place, the guy was resting on the bed and she was using his pc, suddenly she off the screen and went to the guy and asked if he wanted a blowjob by hand or mouth. Then about Stacy, her own cousin even! She told hubby, how and why did Stacy's boyfriend leave her and stuff like that. OMG! She can even say such rubbish behind her relative's back. What a shame to have this kinda person as a relative. I'm lucky my cousins aren't such people. Even if it wasn't true and that slut was just spouting nonsense, it's still moronic to be spreading rumors behind some one else's back. Childish in fact... Superly childish!

And then when her MALE FRIENDS (You guys scroll back down my tagboard and find the name 'M'. His real name is Marcus and he's FUGLY! Never seen such an ugly man before in my life. Eeeww...) found out about her situation, they said she was TWO-TIMED and they wanted to settle the problem with me by asking me out for a confrontation. Already a 23year old idiot, still wanna do such pea-brain acts? And don't they feel ashamed? As a guy (maybe gay) to wanna confront a girl this way. NUT CASES~ LOL!!! I feel so funny when I think of it that way... LMAO! Then she brag about a lot of rubbish, one of it was she would never like Marcus (oh please~ His your ex-boyf to begin with). You brag without even knowing you'll be shamed. LOL! Dumb again... :) Anyway, now everyone knows.

She was valueless, worthless and never cherished to him. Or else why will some one like her be used and thrown away? :) Simple. Because she meant absolutely nothing to him in every way possible. She was just used to replace me in a way or another. So no point arguing to say you gave up on him and will live happily. Why? Because there was never anything for you to give up in the first place. ^^ Admit it, you and your friends are just plain stupid to be even involved with anything that has ME inside. Why? Because you can NEVER EVER LIVE UP to my standards. You are not even qualified to do so because I do not throw myself into any stranger's arms just for the sake of missing some one. That's as plain as admitting I'm a slut which I'm not. I have better standards and expectations from a man than just a One night stand. Unlike her, she has the brain of a 10 year old kid. To think some one will love you for who you are when you act like a prostitute? Wait another 100 years please, when prostitution is in trend. ^^

And why I choose to forgive is because to give another chance is something right I feel in my heart. I know he loves me 100% and why he choose to let the other girl go is because she was nothing to him. I believe this way, we are able to go further and take more trials. Anyway, everything is over now. He's treating me like a Queen. (he still treated me like one the last time but it's much much more now.) Everything to put behind and erase those rubbish and get on with life! One life only, live it to the max! :D As well as, she is some one who can never ever be ME in anyway possible too. So I have no worries at all. She's just some passing ship which strayed into my channel and then sunken somewhere in the deep blue ocean.

Okie.. Now let's start with the happy posts from today onwards! Wheee!! I'm just positive, don't ask me how I got over it so fast. In fact, I did forgive but I'm still nagging at him sometimes. LOL! So funny to keep seeing him say sorry and then hug me and tickle me to make me happy. ROFL!

2009-08-19T09:28:00.003+08:00

Those people who don't know my FB addy, can come look for me here at mystifiedchaos@hotmail.com.

2ndly, Another one day to ghost festival! EESH! And when that day starts, it's hubby and my 1 year 6mths anniversary! Wow.. How time flies! ^^

2009-08-15T03:05:00.002+08:00

Went out meet the LADIES around 9plus on a Thursday night.
Hubby drove me over to Yan's house.
Waited for her as she went to fetch Yo.
Slack at Yan's house awhile.
Went down Clarke Quay. Met with Orange and Ivan.
Yan went over Attica, wanted to meet a friend as he had a job offer.
Couldn't find him. So we went to Mcdonald and waited.
Yo ate her dinner there. Suddenly Orange and Ivan quarrel.
Ivan went off. Orange disappear too.
So we both went over to Arena to wait for Yan's friend news.
I had a Pink Lady Cocktail. Yo had Apple Martini. Yan has Chocolate Martini.

Pink lady was a little too sour. I think they added too much orange juice inside.
The chocolate martini was delicious! :D
Smelled and tasted like swensen's chocolate milkshake! LOL.
No news even after we finished our drinks.
Was freezing inside Arena!!! Yikes!
Went dance floor for about 3 songs. Then back to table.
Yan said good bye to her friends as we were leaving.
Yo and I waited outside Arena for her.
2 US guys started to chat us up. Yo and I were like... =.="
We were only there for 2mins when these guys suddenly came out.
They wanted to hook us up for an ONS. CRAZY!
Yo was there saying in chinese "Yan, wei she mo hai mei chu lai..."
Then I was running out of ideas and questions to ask the both of them.

We finally saw Yan come out! But she turned towards her manager and talk to him!
We both were like.. "WAH LAO! Quai dian lai jiu ming ah!" LOL!!!
Few minutes later, she finally came and said "Let's go!"
FINALLY!!!
I was about to cry my eyes out already.
Hate such men. Dumb.
We 3 cabbed down to Oasis 69 at Shenton Way.
Saw an old school mate; Choon hin. OMG. He grew fatter. He use to be sauve looking last time.
Too much alcohol. Really bad for health and looks. Tsk tsk...
Drank, play and dance till 5am.
Hubby wasn't here to fetch us yet! ANGRY!
He said by 4am he'll be done. BLUFF!!!
He reached at 540am. Idiotic pig... Make us wait 40mins.
Didn't talk to him whole way home. ANGRY!!!!!!!! HUMPF!
After sending the ladies home, we went home. Reached home at 6am.

Then he try to make me happy by poking me, hugging me, kssing me, carrying me.
No use! I'm ANGRY! RAWR!!! Bully me... Humpf~
Then in the end he say sorry, hug me like a teddy bear and kiss me all over.
Talk to me nicely and then hong me abit more.
I'm still angry with him though. HUMPF~!!
Woke up at 830pm today. WOW! Super late morning for me. ROFL!!!
Cooked dinner then watch TV.
The PIG hubby when to work.
I had nothing to do so came to update. Was lazy actually.
But still did it.

Past few days did nothing. Was home all along. Didn't go school.
Monday bringing doggy to Vet. Queenie for check up, Mickey to castrate him!
Okie.. shall end here. Blog another day! :)

2009-08-04T22:45:00.005+08:00

BORED! Stay home day...
Cousin's wedding on the 9th~
Another 5 days to it! ^^

Had CARL'S JR and MOS burger's Garlic n Lemon Mussles & Butterfly prawns too! :D
YUMS!
Gave up on the idea of my last post of the bag and wallet. Went LV's boutique to look around. Found another bag i really fell in love with.
Still want my heart shape coin purse from LV. $615!!! x_X

The bag I saw and fell in love with ^^

Super BORED.. Watching C.S.I now.
Waiting for laogong to come home. :D

Went Arena on 1st Aug to celebrate Yo's birthday.
All I remember was DRINK, DRANK, DRUNK!
ROFL! puke puke puke..
Then woke up next day, felt the pain of vomitting too much the night before.
3/4 bottle Martell + 1/4 Waterfall = GG Angel! xD
Lucky there was Byran who drove. Thanks Jin, Randy, Qiu ting and Byran for sending me home and taking care of Yolanda. ^^

Yolanda's Bird-day cake! Hamburger shape!! xD

2009-07-27T22:30:00.006+08:00

I wanna go on a shopping spree!!!! T.T

Saw a number of things I wanted and I think I need. Wanna get a wallet and a bag that can last long and will always stay in style. Saw it. Found it. Want it. But.. Can't get it... =( Need to save save save!! :D

I seriously LOVE these items.. How I wish, I can travel to Milan or Hongkong to get them.. Everyone says they are cheaper there. Especially at Milan. As mum has been there THOUSANDS of times. She keep telling me they are always 20 - 30% cheaper... x.x YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT CAN SAVE ME!? (In other words is save Laogong. LOL) Few hundred dollars lesser! And it's authentic and 1st hand.. WHY NOT? xD But my mum never ever buys them for me.. She doesn't know I want it.. =.=" And I never really ask for it from her. Even if I do, she ask me pay half for it. LOL.

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The coin purse! Something a lil' extra... xD

Uber nice! Love all these! But can't have it yet.. I think... T.T

2009-07-20T00:33:00.003+08:00

PARTIED SUPERBLY DEMENTED! :D

Didn't sleep the night before as I was gaming. Dragonica rules! Yes.. ^^ Laid down on the bed for an hour to rest my body, but no sleep. Woke up to prepare food to bring to the Zoo. Met Jessica, Li Jun, Shi Hui and Gab. My Ladies bunch one at compass point at 930am. Hubby sent me and Bro there. ^^ Thank you laogong~ MUACKS! Bro went to meet his friend, Darren. Then off we went!

Frens, bro and his fren~ :D

Bro and Friend; Darren

Took a Bus from CP to AMK to catch the Bus to Zoo. Had a 10minute eye close to rest during the trip to AMk. Then from AMK to Zoo, no rest! Bus air-con dripping directly on my head! Damnit... Had to sit, squashing myself to the window. BAD SEAT! Reached Zoo. Look like it was going to rain but it didn't. Thank god! :D Looked at the other side of the Zoo! With the Lions, Zebras, Cheetahs, wolves and such! It's been eons since I last saw these animals! As I always went to the Tiger and Elephant side.

I saw a baboon!!! And his butt wasn't red! There was purple, green,pink and white! ROFL!

Walk till was almost dying! Had lunch at the Polar Bear enclosure. ^^ Walk some more, stop at the kiddy land, had KFC! Then walk and walk and walk till almost die from exhaustion! T.T Finally, we went out and agreed to go for fish spa! $5.35 for students! Lucky all students! Hehe! IT was an ELECTRIFYING feeling. The way the fishes "bite" your legs and feet is like a tiny electric jolt on your leg and it's TICKLISH! ROFL! I keep laughing my head off. It was only a 10 minutes try like that. But I had my legs only in the water for like 2 - 3 minutes. After that I took it out and kept staring at the fishes. they are like so eager to come eat your legs up! SO SCARY! Didn't dare put my legs in after.. LOL. Maybe I'll try again next time. I'll be braver. I think.. x.x

Gab's leg! Look at the amount of fishes! SO SCARY!!!

After Fish spa, HOME! Finally! But it doesn't end there. I meeting another bunch of Ladies at night! Time to P-A-R-T-Y!! But time wasn't due to meet them till around 10pm. I was home around 6pm. Took a 3 hour nap. Woke up feeling feverish and throat pain. T.T Took Panadol, went shower and then to prepare.First time I wore a dress to club! :D

Down to Arena we went~ All of us of course met at Kovan MRT. As usual, Yolanda late she met us at Arena itself. We trained to Serangoon, Yan came into Train and off to Clarke Quay. Took alot of pictures in the train. ONE VERY UNGLAM shot of me. Ugh.. Si Joejin.. Bully me sia! =(

My ungalm shot! And I didn't mean to do it like that! EEE!

Eric, Yan, Yo, Joejin, Qiu Ting, Jessica, Gabriel, Geok Teng and her friend, Emilia, her boyfriend and his friends. Very very big bunch. Eric had the URGE to dance and he asked if I can accompany him. Had to agree as he's really fun on the dance floor! LOL.

There was a 1 hour Micheal Jackson Tribute. With Videos, songs he sang by the live band and a dance game. It was super funny! I kept laughing. Eric 'Jackson' LOVES it la.. Right Eric? xD He enjoyed himself as his idol was the one on TV. LOL. Then talk alot, throat turned very painful.

The ladies and I danced our night away, they did the drinking. I didn't As I wasn't feeling so well. SWEAT profusely while dancing! Felt better as fever went down but then VOICE GONE! OMG MAN! I sounded more like a man after 3 am! Then Hubby sms me, asking where am I. As he was drunk at work and on his way home. I was still there. I told him will be home before 4300am. But I forgot my keys. Was outside the house at 4:20am, kept knocking the door, nobody open. Last resort, rang the door bell and then Yogi kept barking. Finally got in at 445am! Damn.. Hubby already vomitted, changed and sleeping.

Sorry hubby so late then home.. I know I said latest by 3am will be home but Yan was having trouble that night. Had to help her. I didn't choose my friends over you. But everytime I go clubbing, she is the one who takes care of me when I got drunk. So this time, I help back. Hubby was angry for the whole night but the next day, we talked everything out and we were fine again.

Today is the 20th July. Happy 1 year & 5months Hubby~ ILY :) MUACKS! And he's off today and tomorrow. Yay! Quality time with Hubby! And to celebrate too ^^ end here. Time for bed. School tomorrow then movie date! :D

2009-07-05T21:58:00.003+08:00

Back to Rebel on the 3rd July to finish up the bottle!
Met with Joejin, Qiu Ting, Yan and Yo. Eric met us at Rebel outside. Eric was the only man! XD
Had a prob as Yan forgot to bring her bottle card.
Bouncer and Crew said it was alright they would give her the bottle.
But they said because we didnt have the bottle card, we have to pay $20 entrance fee.
Entered, waited damn long for the crew to get our bottle.
Yan went over to the bar and asked the bartender.
The bartender didn't allowed. Fucked up services followed.
Crew took too long, ask them find us a table cause Yan wanted to open another bottle.
No table found, crew disappeared.
Yan got angry and she went over to Arena to see if can get us a table.
Music sucks that night too at Rebel. Ugh...

We changed and swam over to Arena.
Felt much better with the friendly service, people we recognize there and the music rocks!
They had Nobody!!! YES! Waited so long last week for that song at Rebel. None.
Still no womanizer though. =(
Open another bottle. Drank, danced and talk crap all the way.
Got pulled on stage to dance by Yan. Got tricked by her first time.
She said if I go, she would too but end up she stayed below.
UGH!!!! Bully me!
Then second time, she did went up on stage with me.
I like dancing on stage. Fun! xD
Yan left first at 3am.
Followed by Jin and Qiu Ting a little later.

Then we 3 left around 4am or 430am.
I went draw money and then Eric, Yo and I shared a cab home.
Reached home around 530am. x.X
Hubby was sick. Didn't eat whole day. I cooked for him.
Washed up everything and clean the kitchen. Slept at 7 plus.
Had a ton of fun.
Sorry Hubby, so late then home. Already explained to you. ^^
Hurry get better! I wanna catch Ice Age 3, Harry Potter and Transformers!!! :D
And so it ends on Friday/Saturday night.. ^^

2009-06-29T03:12:00.003+08:00

Went over to Rebel on the 26th, Friday.
Darling asked me along to join her friends.
I asked Yan and Yo along~
We reached at 11pm and queue to get in.
$20 per entry.
Rebel and Arena... No difference to me! Both almost the same atmosphere. LOL.
But not bad, they played a ton of my favorite songs!
I danced for a whole 4 hours! With my heels on! OUCH!

Saw Eric, Yi chong and Boon Hao there.
Secondary School mates.
Share a table with them as Yan opened Martell.
Darling's friend's table was too full.
So we shared a table with Yi chong and gang.
Felt a little faint once every few dances.
Too low blood pressure.
Not enough sleep + not enough food
Yan kept getting me sweet drinks to drink.
I didn't wanna faint in Rebel as well!
Left at 4am after club close.
Slack outside Rebel awhile while they smoked and chatted
Sat on the table as legs were about to break.
Too much dancing in heels!

Then cabbed home. Yo, Yan and me shared a cab. Dropped me first.
Laogong came down to pick me up to go home! ^^
Thank you for waiting up for me so late. Love you!
Will treat you for Transformer movie and dinner! Alright? *MuaCkx MuaCkx*
Then sleep sleep sleep till next day 5pm.
HAD A TERRIBLE SLEEP!
Whole body was aching, dying to sleep but kept waking up while in the midst of falling asleep!
Thus waking up so late.
But I enjoyed myself thoroughly at Rebel.
Once in a blue moon clubbing is fun. ^^

Till today my legs are painful and I still wanted to go for a jog.
Maybe swimming would be a better choice.
Might be going back on the 10th July to finish up the Martell.
Then next event would be waiting for Yolanda's Birthday on 1st Aug (collaborated with Eric's 6th or 8th Aug)

Woo hoo! Now waiting for hubby to come home! Hurry home, hubby! I'm waiting... ^^

2009-06-20T21:39:00.004+08:00

RAWR~~~~

Back after so long of no blogging! Eeeeee.. I didn't win the Audition Blogging Contest. =( Sad.. Oh well.. I gave my best! Gambatte Already! xD

Wooo!! I spend 2 days watching Absolute Boyfriend: Zettai Kareshi on VEOH. LOVE IT! Althought super different from the Manga. Only the names and part of the storyline was similar. I LOVE SOSHI!!!! Especially the one in the Drama! He's sooooo cute! LOL. Nice work Drama Team! You got the right guy to be Soshi! *thumbs up and a wink* Overall, upon 10, I give the show a 7. Why? Because the age gap difference in the manga and the drama was like 10 years apart! Then the story line wasn't quite the same. In the Drama, Soshi Asamoto is the 2nd son, the very carefree and nothing-seems-to-bother worker which is the opposite of the manga whereby, Soshi is a very serious and hardworking student. Even his brother's name doesn't follow the manga. They change it here and there. Manga is more entertaining to me. You guys should read the manga before watching the show. I still like the Drama though. It's not bad.

Soshi from the Comic! Hehe! I'm a sucker for cute nerds! xD

Soshi from the Drama! Isn't he just cute!!!! xD

See, the difference between the Manga and the Drama? xD

And because I watch the Drama, yesterday hubby wanna use the laptop but I didn't let him. So sorry laogong... I know you wanted to go Korea (and to bring me too) to compete for Fifa and I didn't let you use. SO SORRY! Even if you said nevermind, I still feel bad... I cook for you, alright? ^^ To compensate you back. :D Don't feel sad~ Laopo really very sorry. T.T I can't help but feel bad for sticking unto the Drama. =(

Hubby's OFF tomorrow~~~ YAY~~~!!!! Out for shopping, dinner and movie! ^^ Happy! :D I wanna watch LAND OF LOST! Seems funny and hubby likes funny shows! Haha~ Shopping~ Hubby, let's go CK tomorrow and pick out what you want so I can tell my mum. Shopping with hubby~ ^^ Dinner... Hmm... Hubby ask me compensate him by bringing him for dinner. He wants Ritz Carlton! O.O Where am I to find $$ for that... LOL But anyway, he's pulling my leg. He won't be so cruel to me! Hehe... ^^v Stupid hubby~ I cook for you, can la~~ K? LOL. But anyway, he doesn't read my blog much so. But I really don't mind cooking him a nice meal... :D Miss cooking as well... Haha! Maybe will do it on his next off day. ^^ Stay home for a nice dinner, cuddle on the bed while watching TV~! Yeah!

Anyway, Time to go off now. SHOWER TIME! 10pm already... Whole body so sticky and hot. Weather fucked up recently! Ugh.. I'm melting wherever I go even by sitting down. Irritating! Ugh.. BATH TIME!!! :D Cya everyone.. Will be back again!

2009-06-14T03:43:00.002+08:00

Work, work, work... Hubby everyday working.. T.T How I miss him. Sighs... Oh well.. No work equals no good life for me and him. Work till the wee hours in the morning...

I still miss him when he isn't around... Sighs...

1am, 2am, 3 am, 4 am... Time flies by and here I am, sitting alone, waiting for you. My life seems to revolve around you the most. No idea why... I fall deeper and deeper in love with you as each second pass. I yearn for your voice to call my name, I miss being hugged by you, I miss having you around me to kiss me on my forehead before bedtime and how i wish you could spare me more of your time.

But I understand... For now, Career first! ^^ I want a big house, a nice car and 10 doggies, K? =X Too demanding... Hmmm... Ok ok.. 5 doggies~ LOL. Cut the amount by half! Hehe...

As I sit here, I miss you but I know you are missing me too :) So i'm gladly waiting for you to come home soon~That is how love always is.. <3

Hurry home Hubby~ IMY, ILY. :)

2009-05-25T04:44:00.002+08:00

Okie! Back to blog again! Now it's 4:45am and it sucks! Why? MY INTERNET IS FUCKING UP ON ME! I'm currently using lappy and on mobile broadband. Soooo unstable, I feel. tsk tsk~~ Have been gaming since my game start on the 21st May! WOOHOO! SO HAPPY~ I love that game, just as Maki predicted. How my brother know me so well.. I don't know.. Maybe cause we are always connected by the love of food. LOL! I wish Ju, Kaya and Snowy would come play too. But Snowy is expecting soon. But I won't be following them up to KL at all. Swine Flu attack in Malaysia.. Mum don't allow me. =( IDIOTIC! Why when I'm allowed to go holiday with friends, shit happens. That sucks.. Eeesh~~ And I guess on September 9, my family plans to go Malacca also gone down the drain! Dumb... No more shopping for me. =( But nevermind.. I think I've bought enuff.

Bought a pair of silvery, bling bling platforms from guess at $101.50, 30% off nett price! XD SO HAPPY! Then i order another pair of black plats, a dress and leggings from darling. She's in China and found a supplier for clothes. Those you usually see on blogs. I an't wait for them to arrive! I love shopping. I know super random, can't help it.

Anyone itching to play MMORPG that's cute and fun ( to me) go to http://hb.getamped.com/home to view! I'm an adorable, little dragon elementist! Mage for those who don't know. Currently we got a pack named HornyBeast. Damn... And I feel like I'm the mascot because 'm a dragon and I have BIG horns on my head. x.x Made a few new friends inside, there is Cib, PalmSized-Tiger and Kyle a.k.a Taka-chan!!! ^^ SG PR from Jap. LOL. He's friendly and nice. Really comfortable to talk to him. And he's like part of my grinding level partner! Oh, oh! Darling says she wanna join me to play HBO! Sad, Hubby doesn't like it. =( He likes his fifa more. Sighs... Oh well.. Nevermind.. Least when he plays fifa, he's next to me.

Talking abt him and me.. We've been together for 1 year 3 months and 5 days already. Acually a little longer but we weren't together till 20feb 2008, our birthday. ^^ I have really enjoy my days with him. But he's constantly working hard for our future. So usually I get to see him in the morning when he sends me to school and at night if he comes home early. But most of the day he's away. I really miss him... So every night I wait for him to come home before I sleep. :) I sound clingy bu I just am happy to see the sight of him. ^^ Haha... Hurry home hubby, I'm waiting for you~

Anyway, already submit my entry to AuditionSEA for the blogging contest. Still waiting for results. Even if I don't win, it's alright as I've given my best already. :D I know I put all my heart into it and I'm happy with my outcome. Lalalala.. Awaiting resut day! No idea when though. ROFL.

Anyway, I'm gonna stop here and try to get back my internet again.

PS: Sorry hubby, yesterday vent anger on you. Was tired and kept dying in game. I know I shouldn't. Forgive me, k? ^^ Love you la~ xD

2009-05-14T21:22:00.002+08:00

As you can see my last post was about AuditionSEA blogging contest. Yes.. I'm trying to win that competition. The prizes are : 100k worth of acash,a set of 3 badges and 1 rare in-game avatar. =) And ONLY ONE winner. So I'm hoping I'll win as I've put 110% into in. xD Good luck to all contestants!

Okie, other things~ Hubby bought a laptop for me! ^^ Yay~ Thank you very much Mr. Boyf! For being so generous even after buying Mickey for me. And spending so much on me. I know I have always given you lots of headache but in the end, we both still overcome it all! Love the new laptop!!! Fun to use and I FINALLY can play Audition without d/cing! And my new game is opening beta on 21st May!! WOOHOO!!! I've been waiting for it since March! Can't wait! Yay! Oh.. And He got me a Starhub Ultimite Plus plan net connection so we can game at our own pleasure without getting fustrated with it being lag! LOVED THE CONNECTION!

Another thing is, Mickey needs to take his 3rd Jab this friday! FINALLY! I'm getting woried everytime I bring him out, don't feel so safe. =X And Mickey has changed so much since the 1st day he came. His ears were half down and he look so timid. Now! His ears are standing and he runs about the house, play with the other big dogs and even starts to anyhow pee. -.-" Irritating.. I know. LOL But so much more fun!!! ^^ He looks more and more adorable! Just love him to bits and pieces!!! And he's still sticky like glue to me, following me everywhere. When I go out and leave him in the kitchen locked up, he would whine and cry till I come back. Awww.. How sweet is that? XD

Then I went for my ex's chalet on Tuesday. The place was alright but what was irritating was the big radar behind the chalet. The radar was own by SAF. It keeps blocking the connection from my internet! =( Saw his mum and uncle goh. Both of them so nice to me. =D I like them... Haha! Then saw CY and Zer... Nothing special about them. Maki was there too! Haha. Hubby even went along with me. He wasn't feeling so well but still went along. ^^ After that left chalet early as hubby needs to go office in the early morning. But before that, we stop by Bugis to buy my platforms! WOOO! IT WAS THE LAST PAIR!!! The last pair of size 8 and in silver! I'm sooooooooo lucky! Cost me $101.50 but worth it. Very bling bling!!! Hubby said if I like it why not buy it. Or else wait till no more then come cry for it. So bought it. LOL. And the day before Hubby bought a pair of lovely brown Oasis-brand shoe. Very nice, I must say.. It was his friend Alwin who chose it for him. LOL. I told him, sometimes his friends has better taste than him. And we both laugh. XD Then went home!

Queenie came her menses in the afternoon, after that at around 1am, she drip alot and stain my bed, we went to Mustafa to buy her diapers. LOL. Huggies Pull-up pants! Hahaha... Human pampers are so much cheaper than dogs. Stupid Queenie always waste my money and time. BLEH! And just now, soooooo irritating! Suddenly her leash and collar disconnect by itself and from Dix road she ran ALL THE WAY BACK TO MY CONDO! By herself, in the middle of the road where all the cars were running! Almost got hit! Stupid bytch! What for you run, I'm bringing you out for a walk yet you run. CRAZY! Next time I'm never bringing you out for a walk ever! NEVER EVER!!!

OMG! HUBBY CAME HOME WITH A NEW CPU AND ACCESSORIES FOR A NEW COMPUTER! OMG OMG OMG!!! WOW!? I'M GOING NOW! BYEEEEE! sETUP NEW COMPUTER!!! WOOHOO!!!

2009-05-02T17:31:00.032+08:00

AUDITIONSEA 2009 BLOGGING CONTEST

VEbaby---'s Life in AuditionSEA 1 & 2!

Topics to bear in mind:
1. What are the differences you see in AuditionSea season 1 & 2?
2. What do you like about AuditionSea Season 2?

(Click to enlarge SS. All Screen shots(except SS for Season 1 mall is from AuditionSea Website and a few others from Moderator in forum. Credits will be done.), captions and content are copyrighted by me, Angel a.k.a VEbaby---. DO NOT STEAL ANYTHING!)

I looked into the mirror of my fashion mall closet before heading out to Audition Town~ Beaming at my reflection, I hopped out of my fashion mall closet and over to Dancing hall. I'm ready to rock n' roll with my bikini on! Yes.. That's right, no doubt... I'm wearing a bikini to go dancing my night away!

OMG! THIS IS ANCIENT!!! This was what Mall used to look like when I first started Audi! How I miss it.. LOL. (Credits: Taken from www.auditionsea.com)

Still the best! =D Season 2 new look for mall~ Season 1 still had the music mall.

Of course, that is just my online image. No way am I wearing a bikini out to go clubbing in reality!! Alright, back to fantasy.

Yes, That's the virtual me! ^^

Browsing through the different rooms available, I was bored out of my mind. I simply couldn't find a suitable room for myself to dance in. I pout and got "angry". I made up my mind and made a room myself to warm up in. I like playing alone at times, so I could practice my dance moves and skills without anyone seeing me like a goon. Oh well... That was in Fantasy. Now in reality about the person behind the character. Always clad in a shorts and tee, sitting in front of the computer, hammering away at the arrow and control keys while blasting music on the speaker.

I love Playing AuditionSEA as that was where I got to made friends, got to have a "Husband", "Brothers", "Sisters", "Daughters" & "Sons". Where I got to know that dancing is possible even if you do not know how to in real life. I love how everyone is perfectly proportion and whatever you wear looks great, no matter what! All the little imperfections in life goes away once I go into audition. Everyone is equal there in one way or another.

MY "Hubby"!!! Mr. Boyf IRL, okie! XD This is proudly done by MOI on a day, very very long ago! =D

Back then, Korean and Chinese songs were almost ZERO~ Leaving mostly only English and Thai songs by AuditionSEA itself. I was not such a huge fan of thai songs. No 'feel' as they all say. And the few korean songs was by Rain. Not a very big variety to choose from. Facing it everyday was rather a bore, that was what made me left AuditionSEA, to go exploring other new game worlds. Now, in season 2, both Korean and Chinese are a hit with everyone! Having JJ, By2, Baby VOX, Whisung and many more was a real BLAST! I was thrilled at the vast selection of songs, thus staying with Audition after it launch it's Season 2.

So colorful wor new music list! Color ish niceeee~~ Heh heh! Me likes.. (credits: Forum Mod Peridot for the old list of songs. I cut it out from the SS she gave and paste it to my style.)

AuditionSEA Season 1 was a very simple concept. I couldn't recall if there was a Fam office as I was 'Fam-less' almost all the way since I started AuditionSEA. I was rather looking forward to how my Audition home would look like in the future but that update was never done. It got replaced by Audition Studio in season 2. Sad though... I would really have loved the idea of a virtual home for my character!

Bye bye home! Hello Studio... T.T (Credits: Ty Forum Mod, Peridot for sharing this one with all of us. But of coz I remodel it to suit my style!)

There was a major revamp done to AuditionSEA 2. There was a change of backgrounds in rooms, addition of dance floors, lobby, start-up channel, the small score board at the corner of the screen, concept of DJ deck even the arrow keys! They are way cooler in season 2! More vibrant and lively. I still like my normal deck, compare to Piano deck or Modern deck. Lobby was decorated differently from season one, with more interesting colors, even a percentage bar which was not there in season 1. Then you could check your couples information which was just beside your face. xD They even added a few new dance floors. Such as Forbidden city, Malibu and Snow Valley. All were only available during Season 2! In season 1, the dance floors were all very basic. Simple and nice, I like. But I LOVE season 2's dance floors! And then, you could even see how the owner of the room look like in 2!!! I like that... =X It gives me a way to see if the owner of the room was a hottie or not! Haha!

Oldold Audition town! What a simple, lovely place~ Compare it to season 2's bright neon lights and fanciful words~ A farcry of the meaning pretty but an absolute memory! (Credits: TY -NEHNEH-x3 for this SS.)

Wuuuuuu~~ Look at all the pretty lights on the buildings! Season 2's lovely buildings~ All with brand new, neon signs too!

Look look! Change of channel! =D The top one is season 1 and 2nd is 2! It makes me wanna dance even more at the looks of season 2! (credits: Ty forum mod Peridot for the supply of season 1 channel page.)

A change of dance hall outlook!!! Wheeeeee!! Color!! LOADS OF IT IN SEASON 2!!

My 2 most favourite new dance floors! They make me feel like I'm really at the beach or having a winter holiday! Though it's not real, a girl can dream, right?

Season 1 looks awful now, huh? Compare it to season 2. This season one picture was taken by Nut; Nu er! Credits goes to her! Look at the DJ deck too! So much more chunky in season 1.

The words to pronounce you win or lose was more appealing in season 2~ As you can see for yourself, the difference. ^^ Can even see your own face!!! =X

Season 1 only has name and score, season 2 even have PICTURE and words bigger!!!! I love seeing my own face. ROFL!

Even the arrow keys look different! And can Chance 6 in Season 2! Where as in 1, you can only chance 3 at most. BIG BIG difference!

Besides changes of that, there were new pets as well! Loads of variety... There were bunnies, fairies, a doll, a ghost, robokid, monkey, elephant, penguin and even a baby! I fancy the blue fairy and penguin. Aside from all that, there was Toffee and Ginger; season 1 most famous cat and dog! Every clubber knows. =D

Aren't all the pets just cute? I wish I could own them all!

Well, in Audition 'stiffy' were for those that just started out as a level one. But to me a stiffy is a "stiffy" in season 1! Audition characters have a knack for everyone showing how stiff they are in season 1, but now in season 2! Everyone's "stiffy" has turned into a lively action figure! You could show your movements like 'angry', 'boo', 'I love you' and lots more! My very favourite is the way they did 'fall' and 'muacks'! Very adorable actions. My friends and I could not stop using 'fall'! It was hilarious when one started to fall after the other. All these actions were not available till season 2 arrived.

My Action Audi Figure!! XD

Everyone! Let's 'FALL' Together!! Haha! (Credits: Thank you to BearBo and his friends for helping with the fall picture)

Different modes, entices different people. For me, I love playing any mode that needs a partner to dance with. In season 1, I enjoy Club and Couple Mode very much. I was not too sure if Ballroom was out already. But none-the-less I enjoyed it all. Then when season 2 came with it's different other couple modes, such as Club 2, 31 hearts couple dance. Club 2 needs the partner who wants to dance with you, to propose to you with flowers on a bended knee! Isn't that just sweet? In 31 hearts, you will have a BIG, pink heart surround the couple that got the most points. It was more fun than ever for me! There was one other fancy mode; Beat Rush. Not bad, I might say. Rather fun too! Then there was 'Love Party'. This was where everyone dance their way to a fancy ring with their loved ones!

In season 1, Messenger was plain and simple. Almost too easy. In season 2, there came Messenger Plus where you can add up to 100 friends and use different "chat boards". With your couple, PM and Lobby. Last time, season 1 when some one pm you and immediately another person pm you, you could only reply to the last person who pm-ed you. Where as now, you can switch between "chat boards" to reply whichever friend pm you while you're NOT dancing. The newest addition to Messenger was the macro programme. For those who loved to sing certain songs while playing [ like me. Hehe.], you just have to input your text, save it and later press F5 for the first sentence you save. Press F5 again for the 2nd sentence and so on. you get the idea.. The words come out like magic! ^^

*Dances while singing Welcome to my style* SEE! Simple, right? I wanna dance and sing~

That was my journey from Season 1 to 2. It was pleasant and enjoyable. I really love season 2 very much. With all the revamp Audition did, it was a game worth playing for me!

Love the way they revamp the whole Audition!

Love the variety of New Korean and Chinese Songs; One for me, Baby I like you like that, etc!

Love the new Pets!!!

Love the new dance backgrounds ; Snow valley and Malibu!

Love the new Premium Messenger!!

Love the couple mode games; Club 2 & 31 hearts!!!

Last but not least, I Love the friends I have made inside. =D

Thank you AuditionSEA GMs, Mods and Clubbers for giving me such a fun and memorable experience in Season 1 & 2! Thank you for taking your time to read my entry as well. =D I know it's a mountain of words but 'YAY!!' you reach the end, at last! ^^" If GM/Mod haven't faint and have read till here, I hope you guys can include some SS501 songs! =D Like U R Man, Deja Vu and A song calling for you.

2009-04-23T02:59:00.002+08:00

BACK AGAIN!!! =D

I'm really very happy the past few days with Mickey and Queenie. ^^ Mickey is 100% easier to care for than Queenie was when she's a pup! SHE'S A DESTROYER!!! And she chews and shred at the speed of 100km/hour. Lightning fast to me!

I still remember like it was yesterday. I only left her in the kitchen for a good 5mins as I needed to go downstairs to the drinks dispenser to buy myself a can of drink. When I came back, the whole batch of newspaper was torn and everywhere was flooded with water from the washing machine pipe!! She actually manage to pluck the whole tube out. I'm amazed at how she manage to do that. I got angry and cane her till she yelp. But she never ever learns her lessons. Stupid girl.. But still I love her.

Althought Mickey is a tiny destroyer, he isn't as bad as Queenie was! He only pees everywhere around my room. Irritating.. Cause the pee always seeps into the wooden floor and I cant get it all out. Then when I smack him on the butt, he always pull his ears back and starts to hop around like a BUNNY RABBIT! I laughed like mad as I don't know if I have a dog or a rabbit as a pet. LOL. He seriously keeps hopping about when I smack his butt. Very funny! xD

He's still following me around like there is super glue on my shadow and his. Funny dog... ALL MY DOGS ARE COMPLETE OPPOSITE OF ME! My name's Angel but they are all DEVILS! He isn't frighten of Queenie. Even when she tried to bite him for stealing her food. He still want to stick his head in a bowl, twice his size. Silly Mickey!

Okie... Stop with the dogs for awhile. MY GAME 'HOLY BEAST ONLINE' STILL HASN'T OPEN BETA YET! I wanna play that game! T.T Stupid HBO! Faster OB!!! I'm tearing my hair off just waiting for them to announce when the game would release. Maki and my ex kept urging me to play SealOnline but I truely detest CHINESE games as I can't read much. Stupid game.. If it wasn't so chinese, I would have given a shot at it. Hubby says slowly wait and I'm rotting to death! My audition is giving me problems. Everytime I go, it D/Cs for no reason. Hubby says it's some bug in my computer. He'll try to fix it when he has time. Sighs... T.T Work, work, work and work.. Lucky this saturday he's going to join Fifa Online 2 competition, we get to go out!! ^^ Yay! I'm going to root for him! I hope he wins and go to Korea to compete! Coz I wanna go Korea as well!! xD

Already 3:17am, hubby's not home. =( He told me tonight working late. I miss him, that stupid pig! xD Oh well.. Off to bed for me! Tomorrow's PE ONLY and I'm skipping school but I'm sleepy already. I'll be back again with pictures next time. Hopefully. LOL.

2009-04-20T02:20:00.005+08:00

MICKEY CAME HOME AT LAST ON THE 18TH MORNING AT 2:49AM!

My darling baby boy was brought home in the morning, after taking a car ride from hougang to my house then my house to outside eat curry rice, to Jalan Eunos (NTUC Xpress) and to Mustafa! He vomitted 8 times. YUCK~ But worth it! I got my puppy! Thanks Hubby! 1.5k will be worth it, I promise!! ^^

Mainly we traveled to so many places was because I didn't tell my mum I was going to bring another dog home. ^.^" I figure I would tell her in the morning or hide Mickey till I move house to hubby's place. But my mum found out in the morning. I wasn't able to hide him behind my big tigger at all. LOL.

At first mum said no to keeping Mickey for now as there were already 4(What can I say? I just love doggies!) dogs at home! But, of course! Being my mum, I know she wouldn't say no to me. ^^ So, Mickey came home with me. Mummy says he's a very intelligent boy. Knows how to pee and poo on newspaper, chew own bone and respond to his name quickly. Other than that, Mickey sticks only to me. Hubby calls him 'Typical Dog' and says that he's 'hum sap'(dirty or horny) as he only likes me. LOL.

Hubby's jealous. =X But you know, Mickey wags his tail whenever he see you, hubby? Even when you wake up in the morning, he wags his tail at you. xD Still say he doesn't like you. ROFL! But it's a bad thing if Mickey likes you too much. That'll mean he's gay!!! LOL. It's okie.. Mickey don't love you, I do!!

Other than that, Mickey loves to follow me and ONLY me around. Even when I go to the toilet to wash hands, he's 1 step behind me (I always almost step on him). Or when I'm using the computer, he's under my chair lying down or playing near my feet. But worse of all, when I lock him in the room to bring Queenie out to pee, he would whine and cry so loudly till I return. And without fail, he would lower both his ears, wag his tail and give me his 'Welcome Back Mummie' Look. LOL. I really adore Mickey very much! Really, thanks so much hubby. ^^ We are now a happy family of four! But minus the real kids and add the furry ones. xD I so adore dogs than babies. =D

And Mickey, both love and hate Queenie. For one, she's like 20times bigger than him in size and one paw swipe from her could mean instant pain for him. He yelped when she gave him a paw smack on the 1st night. After that paw smack, Mickey started to growl, bark and even bite her nose! Poor Queenie! LOL. But serves her right for making him yelp in pain. All in all, they still like playing with each other and Queenie does give way to him now. A little. And Mickey stopped biting and growling at her every time she comes near him. They even slept together once. LOL. I just love my furkids! ^^

Anyway, it's time for bed. I'll be back again to update more soon. ^^

2009-04-13T18:53:00.004+08:00

Sad.. I didn't get Mickey today. =(
He had a vaccination yesterday, leaving him feeling unwell to be moved.
I want my Mickey... T.T
But the guy said Mickey should be alright by Wednesday or Thursday.
Laogong said We'll go pick him up together in the evening then go shop for doggy stuff.
I want my Mickey!! *sobs*
Sighs.. I skipped school today so I could go pick Mickey up myself.
But then, news was he was unwell to be moved after the vacc. He needed rest.

Laogong said if we moved Mickey, there is a chance he might die.
So let him rest first.
I hope Mickey recovers asap!!
I best be getting to school tomorrow!
Or else wait Teacher call again and ask why I never come.
I had to lie saying I went make Passport as mine is expiring soon.
And on Friday, I'm going JB with mummy to shop and eat!

Wednesday, Mickey here mummy comes!!!
How I wish I have my puppy today.
But I hope Mickey gets well fast!! ^^

And my mum's driving me CRAZY! She keep asking me so many questions.
I HATE it when she does that for NO REASON!
Super Irritating...
I'm already an adult, 21!! But she treats me like I'm 12! Which I am NOT!
I give up though already! I need to get some peace and quiet!!! Which is not given and needed!

I'm going to watch TV now. Tomorrow is school day as usual.
Back to school! Need to see my new class and old classmates! ^^ I miss Dara, Syidah, Khai, Wei Quan and the rest! Even Evan... x.x Why am I even saying this?
Schedule sucks!
Monday - 8am - 5pm
Tuesday - 830am - 530pm
Wednesday - 8am - 3pm
Thursday - 930am - 11am (PE only! SO DUMB!!! _|_)
Friday - 9am - 12pm

Okie.. So Monday and Tuesday is standard, Wednesday and Friday too BUT THURSDAY!?
WHY ONLY PE!?!? What the hell is wrong with the school to do such a schedule!?
Sighs... SUAY Schedule!

But still... BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!! :D
Next post will be Mickey's picture and about him and his day with me and laogong! Stay tuned for it! xD

2009-04-09T16:50:00.002+08:00

It's been 8 months and 1 day since I got Queenie. I had just celebrated her birthday on the 6th April 2009. She had a whooping good time at Punggol Park's Bliss and an admirer name Milo, Lene's JR mixed Maltese. I had the Sirloin Steak, medium rare. My hubby had fish and chips and my friend, Lene had Chicken Leg. And Queenie? She had half the plate of my steak, hubby's fish and chips with a plate of buttered rice. What a feast for her! She was extremely happy too. Except for the fact, her admirer kept disturbing her. LOL. He wanted to hump poor Queenie. He was offered food from our plates but it was rejected instantly. He only had eyes for my lovely, FAT girl.

What a weird dog but overall adorable. He kept whining throughout our whole meal. As he was kept apart from her by Lene at the other side of the table, he kept trying to get lose everyway he could.

Hiliarious sight. I didnt have time to take pictures as I was busy trying to fix Queenie's food. I haven't even bought her a cake yet! But the food at Bliss was absoutely FANTASTIC! Everyone who has dogs, should bring your little furkids over to share the food, the ambience and the wonder service of the staff. :) They are ever so polite even when I brought my giant furkid over. Yes, Queenie's HUGE! Compared to other dogs.

And another update in my life is, I'll be getting a Chihuahua pup on the 13th April! :D And We already have a name for him; Mickey. He's such an adorable and the smallest pup I have ever seen! Hubby bought him for me at $1.5k as I LOVE that pup to bits and pieces!!! Thanks Hubby. :) The pup is a male and he'll be collected on the 13th! I can't wait!

These are most of the recent updates in my life. Oh... And I'm moving in together with Hubby on the 15th Apr. :) Yay! My mum said I was old enough to live my own life. But She said I have to come home once a week, at least she knows I'm not dead yet. LOL. Oh mum... She was angry when I said I wanted to move at first. She told me to pack EVERYTHING and not come home. But yesterday, she soften down and said to leave some clothes here, in case I came home and wanted to stay. Funny mother... LOL. That concludes my post for today. I'll be back another day to update again. Might be next week, or next month. It depends. LOL.

2009-01-15T00:42:00.002+08:00

Twilight is my LOVE, my OBSESSION and part of my LIFE... ♥

I have fell in love with it since the first day, I bought the book and read it. From Twilight to New moon to Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. I loved it all. They are the best anyone could ever ask for. If you are looking for a romantic, out of this world love story, Twilight is for you. I adore Vampires and I believe they exist. I love werewolves too but a little lesser than Vampires.

My wish? If anyone asked... I would prefer to stay 21 forever. And I would love to meet a Vampire like Edward Cullen. It's just a wish. Everything is fictional but I refuse to let go of it. Because I believe.

2008-12-08T20:56:00.002+08:00

New Post again!!!! xD

I know I've been away for so so so long. So, I don't think anyone has been around too. But never mind. My own free space! I have been very very free lately but didn't wanna come blog. So lazy~~ Haha... Past few weeks after my holidays ended, it's been the same back to school, go out with classmates and home. =) Play Atlantica Online and Audition~~ Heh! Friends joining me in both the games. I feel so loved. xD

Today, don't feel like playing so I came in to blog. Hehe~ Laogong's working again. I'm left alone again. Haha.. But it's fine.. ^^ Use to it! Then went to watch Bolt with him on Saturday~ NICE SHOW!!! I recommand it to everyone! Heh~

After that, I had a few hours of MSN-talking to my "lost" friends. Apparently, I had lots to catch up in everyone's life. Hehe~ But it was fun to hear what has happened in everybody's life. Meeting up with a few of them soon. I've missed some of my friends very very dearly! About time to see them soon!

Well.. I gotta go again~ I'll really be back soon! Time to watch TV!! ^^ Loves~

2008-09-19T00:49:00.002+08:00

Lalalalala~

Free to blog again so I'm back with something to rant and tell. :D LOL. NOVEMBER FASTER COME! I wanna go Australia! T_T

Sad, my hubby not coming along AGAIN. He got lots work to do. Sighs... But he say if end of the year he finish everything, he might take me out of Singapore to play. ^^ Wheeeee~ If not gotta wait till he's free. I'm fine with it. :D Where shall we go? He said Europe but I'm a little weird.. What's fun there? xD I like New york better! But he said he'll think of a perfect place then bring me. ^^

Oh yes! Skipped Bangkok trip for Oct because now Bangkok so messy with all the internal fights. So BORING~! Wanted to go there for shopping spree but ended up cancel because of the mess. Sad! But nevermind! Australia here I come!!! ^^ Laogong's paying my ticket. =X Although he's not going. Thank you, Honey!!! Love you.. *MuaCkx*

Mum also say we're going for farm-stay in Aussie! YES! ANIMALS!!!! =X LOL. I think I enjoy being around animals. The last trip I went, didn't get to see much wild-life. I wanna see Wombats, Tasmanian Devils, Kangroos and Koloa Bears! xD Farm and Wild-life park please! PLEASE BOOK!!! =X Hehe~

I miss my godma too. Haven't seen her since last year Dec until now. Sad~ But nevermind! Nov faster come please! K? Hehe..

Laogong still haven't back from work yet. Sighs~ Faster come home too Laogong! Laopo misses you. T_T Already 1:02am le.. Where are you? PIG MAN! xD Work, work, work, work... Poor poor hubby of mine. If only, I didn't say I want faster move out of my house. But what said also said already. Nevermind! Strive for my future, suffer for the present!

Laogong, Jia you! Laopo Support you from behind! :D ILY Laogong! ^^

Okie.. I want go off already! Go for shower then wait for laogong come home. ^^ Bye bye~

2008-09-05T15:02:00.004+08:00

My poor friend... Poor Geng sheng... His own dog, a German Shepherd; Dixy passed away yesterday on 04/09/08. Geng is in the K9 unit. The very first time he told me he was in K9 unit, I laughed till I could roll on my back. And he kept repeating that "Fuck la.. Why K9 unit... Angel fuck la..." Haha.. Poor Geng.. He so dislike being in the unit because he had an extra responsibility to look after. Kills his DOTA time. XD

Stupid Geng...

But after awhile.. He soften down. He began liking dogs. LOL. Don't know how and why but he just did.

Then yesterday he sms-ed me saying that Dixy had a failing heartbeat and was being rushed to the hospital. The vet had confirmed it's Stomach tumour. Poor Dixy. Poor poor geng~

Geng called me and he cried. I felt like crying too but just held back the tears, One person crying is enough. I don't need to cry too. Or else it'll be worse for him. I feel for you, Geng. But it's okie...

Remember the phrase I told you - Humans are born, to learn how to love, that's why we live longer. Whereas animals already know how to love once they reach this world, that's why their life span is shorter.

So don't feel so bad anymore.. Okie? You'll always have my support as a dog-lover and your best buddy for life. :)

Oh yeah.. About the White and Brown spots... IT'S MY NEWEST DOG! =) A dalmation by the name of Queenie. Adoring little TERROR! Drives me up the wall most of the time but she's cute.. xD Can't reject her because she's a terror. Hehe...

Anyway, mum's asking me to go do housework.. Gotta go! Hope you like her picture. ^^

2008-08-22T14:29:00.002+08:00

AM I SEEING SPOTS?? WOOOOOOOO~~!

You people would never guess what I've bought for myself today. I can conclude that it's the most expensive thing EVER!!!!! But the most precious.. :)

I'm a happy girl~ Lalalalala~

YES YES YES!

White and Brown, White and Brown, White and Brown, White and Brown!

^^

Happiest girl alive! *jumps for joy*

I Love myself and my scholarship prize money... I JUST LOVE MYSELF! LOL...

You all must be curious what I meant by white and brown and spots. You'll know in another day or two from now. :D All I can reveal is.. I'M A UBER HAPPY GIRL!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Okie.. I'm like a nut case... Damnit.. BUT I'M TOO HAPPY TO CARE! XD Signing off now! Be back again with updates in a day or two! and You people will know my surprise! XD LOVE IT!

2008-08-17T13:43:00.003+08:00

CHERRY IS FINE! THANK GOODNESS!

OR ELSE WE'LL BE HAVING WEIRD LOOKING PUPPIES.

And I'm going out to Chinatown with Laogong.

xD

Bangkok, Bangkok, Bangkok Trip~

^^v

Lalalalalala~

I Guess, I'm a happy girl~ ♥

Oodles and oodles of shopping to be done!
Wheeeeee!

2008-08-10T13:52:00.003+08:00

I'm not that patriotic but whatever!

HAPPY BELATED 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE~

Friday
Friday, brother and I skipped school and went to do passports. Took us long enough though. Was suppose to go last week but then woke up late so mum didn't want to go anymore. Postpone till this week. x.X So weird my passport photo.. T_T But mum said it was okie.= =" Then bro took MRT himself to Pasir Ris. He wanted to stay over at cousin's house. Then after passport, we went down to Arab street for a little while. Then mum wanted to go Holland. She said she wanna buy something. So we drove her there and laogong brought me around to all the pet shops. SO CUTE al the puppies~ xD Then after that went home. Mum had to get ready for a wedding dinner. We fetch her down to Havelock Road, Mirmair Hotel. I wanted to eat chicken wings! So I ask Laogong to go down to commonwealth, my ex's place. The chicken wings there are nice. Im lucky I didn't get to see my ex. PHEW! Don't wanna see him at all. Or else ruin my appetite. xD Then after that Laogong said wanted to bring me to Ubi. To look for stray doggies! xD He said they were friendly and there are puppies too. But then we circled around Ubi for an hour still can't find. Sad... Then went to pick up mum and went home. ^^ Simple yet pleasant day!

Saturday
XD Not so interested in NDP 08 at all. BORING!!! Went over aunt's house for dinner. :D She cooked my fave!!! PORK CHOPS! ^^ Had a wonderful dinner. Nasi Lemak. Hehe. Didn't taste my aunt's cooking for so long! And got to see all my cousins too. Kinda miss them, didn't see them for quite some time already. And yes! Laogong brought Cherry!!! xD I miss her~ So long didn't get to see her too. T_T Cherry is my baby. LOL. So is Jonathan. Brownie too big to be baby. x.X Hehe~ Wanted to bring her to doggy park at Pasir Ris but it was raining so heavily. =( But never mind! At least I got to see her. =X She's so cute! Wagging her "tail-less" butt and giving me the "ke-lian" look. LOL. After dinner at Ah yee's house, laogong drove Cherry home. Cherry might be pregnant.. Laogong gonna bring her for a check-up on wednesday. Hope everything's fine. If we're lucky, new puppies in a few months time!!

Sunday
Went out with laogong, mum and brother! Mum actually wanted to go Supermarket. But we made a few stops along the way before going. Went down to The Central for lunch. Tung Lok Signature. Nice Dim sum!!! YUMMY! But it cost a BOMB... T_T More than $70. EXPENSIVE! But mum liked the food. After eating, shopped around for a little while. Then mum suggested going down to Suntec because she heard there are performances there. There was one. It was really good. The band's name is Jerry and The Neu Faces. Very very nice songs they play and sing. After that, went down suntec's carrefour to do grocery shopping. ^^ Then go home!! Been out one whole day. x.X SO TIRING!!

Lovely Sky at Esplande! :D

Monday
I'M GOING OUT WITH 98.7FM DJS; SHAN WEE AND ROZZ TO WATCH THE MUMMY:TOMB OF THE DRAGON EMPEROR! WOOOHHOOOO! xD Won free tickets to go watch.. xD HAPPY!

Last Last week, long long ago!
I won a $100 voucher from 987FM. Went out for dinner with laogong! Authentic Persian Cuisine. Not bad though the food. I didn't expect it to be so yummy. xD It's located at Clark Quay and it's called Shiraz. SO NICE THE FOOD! But expensive. Everything added up to $98.10. Heng the $100 voucher cover up for GST also. Then a week or two after that, we went down to Parklane side, around 10:30pm. We were looking for a parking slot when me, laogong, Hazel and Teh in the car saw this one person... He was actually putting coupons for parking. It was after 10pm already. Still put. Waste $1. = =" STUPID! Really call BODOH... We all had a good laugh in the car. LOL!
The Belly Dancer at Shiraz! Covered by a person's head. = ="
What we ordered to share! xD Kebabs!! LOL... NICE *drools*
My plate. xD The stupid driver who put coupons and the sign above states that only need put coupon til10pm. LOL!!!

2008-08-01T01:26:00.003+08:00

It might be QUITE late for me to post all these but it's a few snippets from the past months. xD I just recently got the pictures. So......... That's why now then post up. LOL. Hope you guys enjoy. I'll let the pictures do the talking. They consist of my Macau and Family Sentosa Trip. Hope it won't bore you all to death. XD Because a FEW people always say I write too long and no pictures. So I POST NOW! XD

These are a few of my family members! My 3 aunts and 3 cousins came along too. I had loads of fun with them.There's Iggy and Jean!
Me, Cherry and Mummy!
Cherry;Me, Laogong and Mary!
The whole picnic area. LOL. So messy.
Mum and Jonathan!
My 2 cousins and Bro with Cherry.
Ah leh Jie jie and Ah yee!

MACAU TRIP

First day here and My mum already started snapping pictures of the Hotel room and the Shopping Arcade downstairs the hotel. x.X LOL. It's called the Venetian. Wonderful place to stay in. Too bad laogong didn't join us this round. =( I was dead tired when I got to Macau. TOO much air-plane sickness. T_T

2nd day we went to China, at the borders of Macau and China to shop. LOL. My brother even took a picture with this monkey! Doesn't it look like him? XD

3rd day at the hotel. Ah leh and Ah yee went to the Casino while we stayed in the Hotel waiting for them to come back. My bro even manage to get his Gondola ride. The ride which he had been asking for since the 1st day here. Then after Ah leh and Ah yee came back, they went over to china again. WITHOUT my bro and me. Bro too noisy to bring shopping and I have to be baby-sitter. BORING! Watch Cartoon Network and Nickelodean the WHOLE evening. x.X Mum and the rest didn't come back to the hotel till late. They were so happy shopping without my brother's NOISE! STUPID MONKEY IDIOT BROTHER! Done already. Couldn't post ALL the pictures as there were too many. So posted those that I find interesting. NOT CHEAP to stay in this hotel too! 3 nights for SGD$2000++ In MOP (Macau money) is about $7000++. EXPENSIVE!!!! Nothing is cheap in Macau. T_T

2008-07-25T14:56:00.003+08:00

RAWR~~~~~~~~~

BACK FROM GAMING/SCHOOLING!!!
Shiok ah! Having the life of a student~ =X
ITE's rather fun! Love my class to bits and pieces though sometimes the boys are idiotic... Still LOVE the whole class! Exams coming soon... On the 10 - 12 Sept. T_T Theory ah!!!! Hate it.. BORING!!!

I know I haven't updated for what seems like months~! But okie la.. I'll be back from time to time to check. Hehe!

Currently trying to study for upcoming exams and test that are on the way. And a FANTASTIC NEWS coming my way! NO MORE MATHS STARTING NEXT SEMESTER! OH YES MAN! I truely hate maths! HUAT AH! LOL.

LALALALALALA~ If you all are wondering what's happening with me and my boyfriend, nothing's up! xD Both of us are fine and happy! ^^ Hor laogong? xD Love ya honey! And yesh~ He promised me a long-haired Chihuahua!!! xD Wheeeeeee~ Thank you my laogong! *MuaCkx*

22nd July was Zerlina's Birthday but sadly, I didn't have the time to go.. x.X Sorry Zer~ T_T I have an exam at 8am the next day so couldn't join. REALLY SORRY! But I wanna wish you Happy 20th Birthday! :D Happy 21st to Alex on the 9th of July and Happy 20th Birthday to Chengyin on the 10th July! LOVE YOU GUYS! I did went out to celebrate with Alex on his 21st and With Chengyin as well. I haven't pass all of them a present! T_T Already got it with me though~! I got to see Eugene too. He was there to help celebrate Alex's birthday. LOL. Still the same old fella. And me and Eugene kept being suan as being the 'Ex' of each other. x.X So long ago already~ Oh guys... LOL. But me and him are still good friends, I guess. XD

I actually skipped school last week. On the day of Zerlina's birthday cause I wanted to go but end up, I have test so early next day, can't even go. T_T I told my mum I was going to school but then I hid myself at parklane's HeadQuarters to play game. LOL. Shhhhh... My secret! That was the first time I actually did that. xD Laogong send me down before going home to pick my mum up from her grocery shopping at Kovan. Then he came down to look for me back at parklane. We played Cabal till 5pm then took 147 home~ Lalalalalala~ Hehe! Thank you Laogong for being so nice and helping me devise such a plan to skip school. LOL.

Then pretty much of the week is just quiet and smooth. and I don't have school this friday and next friday!! YES! But I have NAFA on the coming Wednesday. BORING! I'm gonna FAIL my 2.4km run (I'll be walking.). Lazy run! But I'll be sure to pass my five stations without a prob! xD
And that's about that... I'll stop here now. Be abck again when I'm free. LOL. Should be next friday again. :D

2008-06-24T22:30:00.002+08:00

Another rant, another day. =) Why? I thought of a sudden story of my ex. I think after hearing it, you guys will find it rather funny. No.. I'm not pointing any fingers neither am I complaining because I felt unfairness between me and his current girlfriend. I just find it funny, how can some one who loves himself too much be able to love another selflessly?

Don't you think it's just a laughing matter? When some one's too selfish. MOST of people who are selfish don't even know they are. Even though people tell them, they'll just brush it off and shrug. So let me ask you... How can such SELFISH people even utter the word 'Love'? I don't know how but one managed to. = ="

He even told me this, "although I can't ferry you around like he does, can't give you allowance like he does but I'm very sure that I can love you more than he can." Yada yada yada yada! Seriously... If he could love me more than another him than why did he even lose me in the first place? Weird, huh? I told a very dear friend of mine, Maki~~~ LOL. You can NEVER guess his reaction. It was a hilarious scene! I think the both of us fell of our chairs laughing over this matter. Well.. I know I shouldn't be mean.. BUT then... I just feel I need to get it off my chest and let everyone be a judge. Don't judge it based on because you are my friend or because you are a reader of my blog. Judge it base on a passing stranger.

No doubt, my ex and I have rather sweet memories but those bitter ones are a sore indeed. He got violent with me. When we quarrel over things, when he gets too angry, he keeps asking me to get lost or fuck off else where. Sometimes he even says it's sickening to see me. HA! What a joke... To him, every mistake, big or small seems wrong to him. He keeps saying I have this bad habit, that bad habit... Everything also me. Funny eh? Always with the vulgarities... Weird.. Funny.. Stupid.. =) I rarely shout out any vulgarities when I quarrel with him. I never got violent, just only tugging and pulling of his shirt. He always say when he gets angry, don't expect him to cool down within a few minutes or hours. He says he's not like me whereby I'm so forgiving in such a short time. Well.. A lot of people sometimes gotta learn to forgive and forget to give way to a better life. Sometimes if one keeps harboring on thoughts like that, they'll be unhappy for life. Like my ex. He does take things for granted and don't really appreciate.

What I can confess is, what he looks for in a girlfriend is some one like his mother. Whereby always will give way to him, pamper him like a baby and mother him like all mothers would be. To be that traditional housewife and be that 'little woman' behind him. That is something which I can NEVER ever sacrifice my life for. That's why I feel that leaving him was the BEST idea and decision I've ever made. It's not wrong for a guy to look for a girl to be like his mother but then looking for something which is 99% similar, why not just go marry your own mum then? What for wanna be with that girl.

And when he said that sentence to me, he had just broken off with his current girlfriend for NO IDEA WHAT REASON AT ALL! His current girlfriend, I add.. Treats him too nicely. He has even take her for granted. I seriously pity the poor girl... Even thought they have their sweet moments... I still think... 3 and a half years worth of relationship with me, he can let go so easily? NO WAY! Till now, he even sms me sometimes.. Why? He states that he misses me... Whereas.. I DON'T. I can tell him, I'm 100% happy with my own life now. And even if he sees this or not.. I wanna tell him.. In future, don't ever send me such messages. Even though I show them to my hubby, he doesn't mind and I don't care.. I find it rather irritating. No point crying over spilt milk and saying all the I miss you, I think of you some times. I seriously think there's no point. I don't even go wonder what he's doing, where is he or whatever! CRAZY! I have no idea if he is back with his current girlfriend or what but I seriously think he should never sms me such things ever. Even for my hubby who doesn't mind... I still find it uncomfortable. It's like HELLO! I'm in a happy life now, why are you still trying to break me?

No doubt.. The whole relationship, isn't 100% his fault. My fault lies there too. I'm too playful and I guess that age of time, I'm not grown up yet so I tend to flirt around A LOT. ^^ I even got to step on another one or two boats myself. I'm not slutty or a bitch or a vamp. I just love the feeling of being LOVED (he's a gamer and I suffered because he games) not TORTURED by being in such a tiring relationship! Even if he was loyal throughout this whole 3 years and a half but who knows what's he doing behind. =) No one will ever know but himself. But then again.. Why even when we break I'll still go back to him. Well.. What I can say is I have not found that person who is my soulmate yet. So he was the 2nd best option to the rest. What can I say? =) I'm just a girl afterall... Call me a slut, a bitch or whatever. I still did my part of loving him for the first 1 and a half years. After that.. For the rest of the 1 and a half years, the feeling purely went up and down. Sometimes I hated him so much whereas sometimes I love him because I got so used to him. for 6 months me and him had that "break off" break.

I used to be paranoid after he caught me cheating on him. HA! I seriously think at intervals of my relationship with him I deserved better than what he's able to provide me. That's why I cheat. It's a simple reason. He says he loves me but then again who can vouch it's 100%? And why I kept him at my side or why he took me back... Maybe that time was because I was frighten nobody would ever want me if I let go of this relationship. Being too long with a guy sometimes, can turn you into something ugly if in that relationship is giving more bad than good vibes. And till today, I still feel that I made the right decision to leave him.

I guess my ranting is done for today.. Can't think of anything else. xD Bye bye peepers! ^^

2008-06-20T23:55:00.002+08:00

Hoho~ I'm back!!! Okie.. Maybe for today... xD I've seriously been very very busy. School started in April~ So been busy schooling, playing games, getting to know more friends and then trying to gather my life back as a normal person who is sleep deprived! LOL.

I'm not touching audition much anymore but I do still play. I'm on cabal now. Playing together with me is my hubby of course! xD

Recently, 2 days ago I'm just back from Macau. A holiday trip with my mum, aunts and bro. Hubby didn't join cause he had work to do. =( So sad.. Missed him very much when he wasn't around.. T_T My friends have all been asking why I didn't update my blog at all. NO TIME~~~ Sorry guys.. I didn't mean to not update. xD I wanna update but I think I have too many things to even put it in words. If my blog was a story book, it'll be a never ending one because I would simply have too many things to put inside.

Haha... But then again when I'm dead, I guess it's where they end. =) For now I'll stop here and update when I have the pictures from my Macau trip I'll update again. ^^ Bye bye~~ xD

2008-03-13T19:56:00.003+08:00

March 13... It's been almost a month since I last updated. x.X

I've been busy and well.. Fallen sick. STUPID WEATHER! I wonder WTF is wrong with weather nowadays. Flu, cough and sore throat. T_T I hate being sick. But anyway, So is Ben. He took care of me, ended up, he got sick too. I'm sorry hubby~

Haha. My birthday was rather quietly spent. The way I like it, just me and him together at East Coast, walking hand-in-hand along the beach. Ahhhh.. Romantic. That was the day he and I got together. Yeap. 20.02.08. Sighs... I couldn't be happier. Both with the same birthday, same horoscope and exactly 2 years difference. How rare is that? XD

And yes, on the 15th I got fired from Singtel! Stupid company. I was only late 4 times at most for that week. Grrrrr... So idiotic. No warning or anything and they just fire me. What the hack. All because of a bitch named Angelina. Coincidentally she has the same front name as me; Angel. That supervisior said I had bad behaviour, I couldn't get along with my colleagues and I was rude to her to my agency. All rubbish and shit I tell you! I got along with everyone and I was respectful at all times. She said that so she could get the agency off her back. Stupid bitch that supervisior. Well.. I hope she falls down everyday and one day even get rolled over by a steam roller!

Then again past few weeks, was spent at home, shaking my leg and enjoying my time with Ben~~ xD Wheeeee~ I love spending time with my loved ones. Mum,bro, mary, Ben, Hazel & me went to watch Water Horse on Monday. Then afterwards, we all piled into Daddy's car and went back to my house before we escape down to Parklane to play audition. xD My house's connection sucks to the core and I only have 1 computer. Couldn't entertain all 3 of us. Hehe.

Then till today, everything has been rather quiet. For me being sick, I spend my days at home sleeping. So drowsy everyday... And the weather's so nice to sleep. Anyway, my cousins are over at my house. I have to go for dinner NOW or they'll finish up everything. Waiting for my hubby to finish work and come look for me too~~ I miss him! =X I'm not technically married to him but I like calling him hubby~ =D Lalalalalala~

2008-02-14T11:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE~!!!!! <3 Today's the 14th meaning in 6 days, it's gonna be my birthday!!! =D Hehe!

Anyway.. I guess this year will be like any other. I would prefer staying home though. But I've got a date. *smiles* I wanna go somewhere quiet tonight. Don't wanna go squeeze with the crowd of couples in town. =) I like being in a two person world I guess. Haha. Okie... Anyway... I'm late for work again and I decided to go after lunch so that's where I'm getting free time out to update again! LOL.

Went pubbing last night with the bunchies! There was Chengyin, WeiQi (Chengyin's friend), Eugene, YongXing, ZhiKai, KaiYan, Yolanada, Hazel and Ben. See big group! LOL. Drank finish the Chivas then we open another bottle of Martell. LOL. It was really fun yesterday night. I like it very much. ^^ Drink, drink, drink, play, play, play, sing, sing, sing, dance, dance, dance.

Oh yeah! Then one big bunch of Ang mohs came in! It was like a bunch of twenty of them! I'm like OMFG! I usually thought ang mohs go clubbing like MOS, DXO or whatever shit.. But they came to a small pub in outram. x.X Shocked + surprised. LOL. But overall it was weird... They even sang Karaoke! I'm like WTF! LOL. They were actually screaming into the mike instead of singing. It almost made me deaf!!! x.X

Then home time! xD I woke up late again for work.. Damn.. Sighs... I think my supervisior will go bonkers! Pictures will be up on next post. The CNY visiting day pictures. ^^ I've seriously put on weight!! UGH! T_T Bye now! :D

2008-02-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

Okie! Time to update again. I can see, the last time I updated was last month.

By the way, Happy CNY 2008 to everyone here! Althought it's very late to wish but I'm sure those who have gotten my smses will be fine. xD

I've enjoyed my CNY very well. Enjoyed it with my friends, family and of cause Ben and Hazel. ^^ Got the same amount of ang baos last year. Sighs.. Nothing increase. Sad!!!

Been back to work today. I think I'm gonna die. Holiday mood's not settled yet. What a treat. 4 and a 1/2 days of off!!! Made me so much more unwilling to go back work to do anything. x.X I could just die there at work. =( So tired, I took half day off today and slept till 12pm then I woke up and went work. xD

Bad of me but I don't care! Miserly pay I'm getting for doing so much work! HA! The amount of paper work keeps piling like mad~ Even my poor collegues are not let off. And because of one person at work, 3 have to suffer. That 3 is me, Iza and Jin hui. Because of one eprson named Lionel. EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWW! Bloody faker! He takes so many MCs, leaves and don't know what other things. He takes leave and MCs without telling the supervisior. So we 3 suffer because we have to do his work. x.X Stupid asshole that fucker! I have so much ICON CI's to do and yet he doesn't need to do anything. We're suppose to finish his work while he put his lazy ass to rest. Stupid fucker! I really wish to spit on him! Grrrrrrrr....

Anyway, to other stuff. Been BUSY STILL! VERY! Barely enough time to even sit down for a short short period of time to type. But here I am.. Making time for it. xD There's loads of pictures! xD But I'll post them another time. It's the time we went home-visiting. Went to GS's house, CY's house and Gab's house. For now I'm tired. Will be back again soon. ^^ Bye peepers! xD

2008-01-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

I can't let go But it's over.

Baby, I know you dote

But let's end this on a note

I know the devotion

Though it's all an illusion

But lets depart with smiles and cheers

No tears or fears

All the suffering we've endure

Will be but a memory secure

Although I always cry on our goodbyes

I know this will be a sweet lullaby

Allow the bitter memories to fade

Safely storing the sweet ones in my head

Don't cry~ Baby, Don't cry~

Everything will be alright

Once we let go of our fright

Tears will flow throughout the night

But the very next day it'll just be bright again

Along the roads we part

Never will we forget those hearts

Broken into so many pieces

Cut in so many places

No matter how much I use to hate loving you

It's just a matter of time before I love hating you

I don't know how to let go

But it's over

So let's not procrastinate any longer

It'll all just be the past sooner.

I know it's no longer possible. Both he and I know. So this is a last note to part on. Though me and him are still friends and will never be. I still wanna tell my feelings and emotions out. It might be a passing phrase or it migth stay, I can't be sure. But I'm sure I'll slowly be led out by some one else. :) So here we leave, this place of sorrow of me and him. This beautiful fairytale has came to an end, it had a happy ending for one at first. Now it seems both are leading wonderful lives. So here, I leave him, Drown Chia Ting Hock. Painful but willing. So I'm here leading my own path and he's walking his own route. :) I wish him all th best. No matter how I cry on the outside or in my heart, tomorrow will always be a better day.

2008-01-19T03:52:00.000+08:00

PHEW!

Made it thru another week of WORK! T_T Everyday that tired, that sleepy, that no energy... I sleep less than 6 hours a day, then I slog away like a slave at work. The amount of paper work is not fit for a human to do I tell you! NOT FIT FOR HUMANS! They pile me the things by mountains! piles and piles and piles of paper! Nothing but paper! T_T I OT till 8:45pm on wednesday just to get through and have it all done! But it's never ending work. Sad me. Sighs. Suay man! Mine is call Corporate and the other side is MIO. DAMNIT! Everyday so free. Can sleep, play psp, listen music, talk, laze around. LIKE TOTALLY NO WORK! But I'm here slaving away! x_X So unfair the world is...

I see all the paper work till I wanna turn green and puke on it all. Ugh... Paper! I swear, I'll never wanna see that amount of paper work once I leave singtel admin! T_T Today, the manager from upstairs asked if I could stay longer in the company. I would rather cut my head off or jump off a 80 storey building than stay there. Although I don't mind doing the same type of paper work everyday, but at one time, they wanted to stuff 30 batches of it in my face. (30 x 10 = 300) 300 lines to do. x_X I would have been long dead if 2 others weren't called in to help me. I'm DOING ALL THAT PAPER WORK ALONE and I CAN'T HANDLE it. So luckily, my supervisior called in help. I'm lucky in that sense.

Today's a friday! FINALLY! OFF FOR 2 DAYS! LOL. Then I suffer again on monday. Everyday, my schedule is packed! To the brim! Can;t believe it man. But I like it this way... At least my life doesn't just consist of work, computer and sitting around. :D It's been quite some time since I played Audition. T_T When I went back to it, I felt so stiff on my fingers. = =" So DAMN stiff.... Sighs.. Practice time!! xD

Anyway, it's already 4:09am. Have to go to bed. Gonna go find Ben tomorrow at Parkway. :) I promised to accompany him. Haha.. Or else he die of boredom there. xD Will be back again to update. xD Don't miss me! I WILL UPDATE! x3

2008-01-13T12:11:00.000+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEE! UPDATE AGAIN!! ^^

Sorry peepers! Went drinking, partying last night with friends. BEST TIME OF MY LIFE I HAD! Better then I was with my ex-boyfriend! This is the damn life I should have been enjoying. I don't know why I committed myself so early into such a LONG relationship! Oh well.. To hell with the past! It's 2008! Haha!

Anyway, I went out to do my hair yesterday. DAMN RED! WOOOOOOOO! They didn't have it in pink! =( I wanted pinky~~~ So sad... But it's alright.. I have this bright red is perfect enough for me! Cost only $99 for cut + dye + highlight + treatment. It might be a little far, but I don't mind going the distance for a good cut. :) Thank you to Ben for bringing me there! Haha... I love my hair so much more now. I look pretty! =X And I've got a picture to prove that It's pretty! LOL.

After doing my hair, I went straight home to change and everything. WOOOOOOOOO! I don on my party clothes and had a DAMN FUN time! I love it when I go wild with meh friends! Such a sporting bunch of peepers they are! Oh yeah! Before I forget.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI YAN (IN ADVANCE)!!!!!!

THANK YOU FOR INVITING ME TO YOUR CELEBRATION! Haha.. Such a wonderful time, drinks, Karaoke, friend's company and more drinks.. I haven't been so happy in my life. And there was Hazel (nu er) and Ben there to share it with me. :) These are my friends! I LOVE THEM TO DEATH! We were at Club Yang. Introuduced by Adam.. Kai yan's friend. Nice place to chill. One more thing! LOL.

I DRANK AND DIDN'T GET DRUNK THIS TIME! LOL. I WAS STILL ABLE TO WALK HOME STABLELY! WOOOHOOO! Haha.. Improved my drinking habit. xD Anyway.. I've gotta go.. Going out~~ ^^ Bye peepers! ^^ Will be back again to update.

2008-01-04T18:38:00.000+08:00

YES! As we enter the year 2008, I'M STILL ALIVE LORRRR!

People think I don't update blog means I'm dead~ Excuse me peepers, I am not dead! Still kicking like mad here. And yes, Li jun.. I've finally updated. LOL. Aiyah~~ Everyone stop blaming me for not updating la!!! I've been so busy since the last time I updated. T_T I don't have the luxury of time like I used to when I was back in my school days.

Now, I have to work, work, work, work, work.. I rarely even touched the computer anymore (besides being at work, typing away). T_T So everyone please be nice to me. I'm very grouchy when I'm tired, cranky when I'm irritated and uber grumpy when I'm hungry~ Hey.. That last one goes quite well. :D LOL.

Okok.. Back to the updates of my LIFE. After work, mostly Ben a.k.a ---joyLO a.k.a gong gong toot toot oneh oneh laogong has been picking me up from work and bringing me home. A nice gesture from a good friend, the utmost gentleman! Meeting my nu er too. Going out with the two of them. Then on the 31st, midnight (meaning on the 1st Jan o8) I got married in audition. xD He proposed, I said yes and well.. We tried 3 wedding licence (meaning 9 times) then we actually became HUSBAND and WIFE! Phew...? I guess that was one round down. I almost cried too, on a new year! Deemed BAD LUCK to cry on new year, I guess. But luckily, I pass my wedding licence so I didn't cry for sorrows but almost cried for joy. LOL.

I'M STILL SINGLE, MY DEAR FRIENDS! Please peepers, I'm not always attached straight away everytime I turn single. And I CAN BE SINGLE FOR MORE THEN A MONTH! Hello.. Please don't say till like, the whole world of guys wanna hook me up once I turn single. = =" It doesn't work that way and neither do I wanna be attached again so soon after that long, tiring relationship with HIM. I don't hate him or anything fyi. Okay? I just don't wanna be so tighten up again. Now feeling so damn care-free and relax with no strings attached. :D Happiness on my side once again? I don't know.. :) Not much pictures as most are on my friendster. But nevermind, those who don't visit friendster often, there's one. My wedding Licence in audition. :D

Oh yeah.. Why I'm able to type today is because Ben's at work, I took half day off and yeah.. :D I got a tiny bit of time now before I go off to meet him and nuer. So, I'm updating here. xD But now, need to rush off because I'm late to meet them. = =" Ok.. Bye now.. Will be abck soon (I hope) to update again. :D Peepers, feel free to call me. I'm ALMOST free everyday after 6pm. xD If I don't OT, that is. :) Bye~~~ :D *MuaCkx*

2007-12-25T18:02:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!! :D

I know, I know... There's been alot of people hounding me to update. OK! I now back to update everything! Ok? Actually not everything. Just things that happened "recently" and it's still happening. =) I'm also working actually. So don't blame me for the no updates. :D Be forgiving. LOL. Wosk has been piling up all the way to myneck! Strangling me to death! Haha.

1st, I had broken off with my current 3 and a half years boyfriend. For what reason? There's too many to actually be mentioned. There's work issue, there's issue of stress between me and him, my friends, my social life... And the list goes on. I know it's selfish of me that way but I just can't help it. Too much things in life to involve love in a way that binds so close to the heart. Sighs... I know he's crying very very badly, he's not eating properly, not sleeping properly, not doing everything right. But I just hope he won't cry over this relationship or me. I don't want a person to be so hurt over me. It's unfair. I know he loves me so so so much but I just can't help it. The feelings just started fading away bit by bit. It's not because of another person, not because he's in army, not because he's boring or poor. I don't bother about all that points. It's just that I feel that between me and him, that special touch we both used to have is fading off slowly. So very very slowly that I myself, now only realise it. Which because of that, caused him so much, so much hurt. I don't mean to be mean or sound so irritated to him. But I just hope he would forget about me, stop crying and be a brave man! Find a better girl for himself which can love him better then I can love him at all times. Some one smarter, prettier, hardworking and generous with him. Whereas, I know I'm none of the above mentioned.

And then after this matter happened, there's this girl (which I shall not name to hide her filthy name) who is very very big mouth and KPO as we all know it as. She made a fucking big fuss out of the relationship I had between me and my ex boyfriend. It wasn't any of her problem, but she seriously just wanna butt into it. I remember, I was minding my own business in Audition, playing my own game when she suddenly came in, looking for me. She said she wanted to play with me. I wasn't even INTERESTED in seeing her there at all. Stupid Bitch! Fucking irritating like hell! I never liked her in the first place. NEVER EVER DID! She's too much for me to even handle. Really too much. Oh yeah.. Then, at first I thought I was being nice enough to tell her that me and my ex boyfriend had broken off. Out of a kind gesture so she won't be so embrassed when she asked about how's my boyfriend. Out of my kind gesture, she started to lecture me. At first, she asked what had happened. I told her a little and she thought of it as a BIG BIG DEAL. That's just so stupid. She even said I was naive and useless when she is the naive and useless one. Why? Because she's given birth but yet her thinking is so childish. Then she doesn't work. I wonder how in the hell she gonna support herself and her child. I'm working and she calls me useless. How bloody stressful work can actually get when huge huge amounts of paper work starts to pile up. She said I can't take a little bit of stress! She doesn't even work, how the hell she knows what's stress! That's like using her bum to think instead of her brain. Which indicates she doesn't have one at all! Anyway, whole incident, she even warned me after the end saying that don't let her see me with a boyfriend in future. I told her, it was none of her fucking business. TOTALLY NONE! And she wanna say so much when it doesn't involve her. I just told her what happened, NICELY! But she took advantage and clim to the top of my head and sat there, thinking she's the queen. *PUI* Ask her wait long if she thinks I'm easily bullied.

2ndly, I met up with my audition friends~ :D Fun bunch of peepers! Haha.. There's Joy, Sotong, Dada, Bossy, Bebe, Blaue, Yayness, NightZ & Lonely~ Haha.. All of them so cuteeee! LOVE THEM TO DEATH! LOL. Went out with them a few times and found it so so so fun! Haha.. They seem to bring my troubles away at times. Even when I start to think of the past, they there to talk crap with me laaa.. LOL. A few others I haven't met are Nana, zBoiiBoiiz, BabyKiti and a few more. I think they are really really very fun! xD

I spend my xmas with Joy, Sotong, Yayness, NightZ, Lonely and 2 of yayness's friend. We went to play lan till 12 midnight. Haha. Then Sotong was so sweet, he gave Yayness a necklace at the stroke of 12. Awwwwww.. He wore it round her neck. So sweet! xD Night and lonely went home soon after 12. Then after lan, we went off at around 3am. We all went outside of the building, Yayness, sotong and her 2 friends. Then me and joy were talking, then I forgot what he was saying to me, I kept laughing then I ran away from him, he caught me by my arm. I only remembered, he said he wanna handcuff me back to the police station for being so naughty. Then I felt something clasp round my right wrist. I stood there stunned for a moment then I took my hand up and look, Joy started to back away a few steps. Then all my vulgarities came shooting out at him. Too over-whelmed at the same time stunned. HAHA! My reaction was so damn priceless. The look on my face was pure astonishment. Sooooooooo funny man! Everyone guessed correctly about my reaction as well. HAHA! I started chasing Joy and scolding him like hell! xD STUPID BOY! DON'T YOU EVER DO THAT AGAIN! WILL KILL YOU! Make me so embrassed. LOL.

This year's Christmas was rather fun. :) I can't wait for new year to come~ xD It's gonna be havoc on the 31st of December. Why? Cause I'm getting married in AUDITION at 12:00am of 31st December! :D Which is the 1st of Janurary! Haha! All are invited to my wedding. .That's if you play audition! LOL.

Well.. After all these, nothing much happened. Pictures are on my friendster. All my xmas pressies and the beloved people I was with during the Kbox session after lan. Haha. Oh yeah.. We headed down to Cineleisure's Kbox for a singing session till 6am! I love that very much! Haha. Wandered around looking for food after that. Ended up going Mac at Lucky Plaza! T_T Wanted cup noodles from 7-eleven but then 7-eleven no hot water. Damn stupid lor! = =" But never mind, got food and went home, SLEEP! Haha. This sunday we're going to the Zoo!!! xD Weeeeeeee~ They promised to go with me. LOL. I feel like I'm such a queen. Everything I wanna do, they also nod their head. So bad like that.. Hahaha...

But anyway, they know I love them and I know they love me. xD That's what friends are for I guess. Hehe.. :) Thanks for the love, peepers! Love ya back too! ^^

2007-12-04T18:20:00.000+08:00

Hope you guys, enjoy the new song I've put into my blog. I think got a lot of spider webs already. =( Long time since I last came back. Boyfriend was clearing leave for the whole of last week. So I had actually stayed over for the whole of 1 week and 2 days. XD I am such a fortunated girl. =X

Well.. Why I ask if you're all enjoying the song, cause I'm having a headache and need the song to relief my headache. T_T MY COUSINS ARE OVER AT MY HOUSE TO STAY! ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!! PURE CHAOS FOR THE NEXT DON'T KNOW HOW MANY DAYS!!!! I asked "How long you all staying?" Sean replies "I don't know yet... I stay le tomorrow then see again." I think by then, all would bug me to death. x.X God help me? *cries*

I want my peaceful life back.. God HELP ME AHHHHH!!! T_T Sighs... Poor me I guess. =( Also don;t know why they can't come and stay when I'm away for the whole of 9 days. I come back, then all come stay. x.X If I ain't angry to death, I'll be mauled to death by my FATTY Cousins~ Grrrrrrrrr.. Guess, I'll be home the next few days. Or maybe tomorrow I'll be going out!! Muahahahahaha! Need to look for people. = =" Maybe I call Roysten and Samantha out. xD Miss them! And my girls are all studying. =( Can't call. Need to wait for them to finish school which is at 5pm, ALMOST EVERYDAY! T_T

Headache again.. T_T Today, I woke up to a house full of rugrats screaming, shouting and banging away at the doors of my house. x_X I wish god would send me to heaven for a day. I always thought of heaven with a spa, handsome hunks serving and treating me like a queen. *drools* Then no matter how much I eat, won't grow fat, whatever I wear looks actually NICE on me for a fact and I'll look superb! But sadly.. It's all a dream.. I wish my 21st birthday I was pampered that way. x.X It's still 2 years away anyway. LOL. I'll be dreaming till then I guess. Dinner time soon. I better go grab my food before the FATTIES invade the dinning table and all food GONE in a blink! Then I'll be starving like mad for the night. T_T

Bye peeps! I'll be back again soon. Don't miss me and meanwhile, enjoy the song once more. It's my favourite out of Audition. Currently indulging in Audition, The world of fantasy and Dance. :) Where everyone looks perfect and everything they wear looks nice on them. XD Toodles!

2007-11-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

I'm home from my holiday!!!!! :D So irritated with the whole trip because of my brother! Every single morning complain, complain and complain. Every shopping trip complain, complain and complain! So idiotic!

He wants to eat the same food everyday(which is room service), after buying his toys, he wants to go back to the hotel straight away and then he won't let us eat dinner, lunch and breakfast in peace!! Everything also his way. T_T So fucking irritating! Every type of thing also don't want try, don't want do. All he wants is only stay in hotel, watch cable, go arcade play his mushiking ALL DAY (the same game) and eat room service. = =" What is the fun in that for a holiday!? So uncle! I HATE TO HOLIDAY WITH SUCH PEOPLE!

But the hotel was rather nice. :D The bed was twice the size of mine at home!!!! O.O So comfortable ah! Roll round the whole bed every night! Hehe! xD I went on a huge shopping spree!!! :D But most of the clothes were cheap. SO CHEAP!! So fun to go shopping!!

Best of all, I found something I've been looking for so long...................... ^.^ PLAYBOY STUFF!!!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :D I've bought two tee shirts and a pair of shoes! It's truely OMG!! And it's AUTHENTIC, all the way from USA! HAHAHAHA! =X I feel so happy and my life is now(for now) complete! xD I've got what I've always wanted! Hahahahaha! :D And it's so cheap too! All in total, it's 79rm + 89rm + 179rm = 347rm!!! :D From the internet it'll be twice as much. I'm so glad, I've decided to go KL with my family. =X I like the damn shoebox! Hahahahaha! =X All These are NOT FOR SALE! :D It's mine!!!

Well.. Even though I've got stuff for myself, I bought something small for my friends too. I've not forgotten about them too. Hehe. :) I bought them earrings! From Clockwise direction - Li jun, Radiah, Chengyin, Jessica and Yati. You 5 kukus, see this please tag or sms me. If I don't see a tag or sms, you don't get your presents. xD I mean it!

Well.. No more story to tell. Mum's birthday tomorrow. We might be going out for dinner! xD It's gonna be something yummy again, I bet! Haha. Nights all! xD

2007-11-13T21:08:00.000+08:00

I've got something to bitch about now. Lots of people been asking why I hate Bangalas and China people so much cause of my MSN nick. I ain't racist! I just don't like they way they act as though this is China or Bangaldeshish (however the fuck you spell that name)!

But first, I'll start with some nice stuff what I had done over the last weekend with boyfriend. :) Sweet memories! And thanks to Nichalos, Matthew and Eugene (Nic and Matt's friend).

7th November 2007 Wednesday

Boyfriend booked out at 9 plus. Went to pick him up at Pasir Ris MRT then we cabbed back to his house with Alfred, his camp buddy. Spend the whole night talking about rubbish, me and him. LOL. Then fell asleep. Pack all his dirty laundry before that too! Haha... x3 Boyfriend promised that the next day bring me go watch StarDust. :D

8th November 2007 Thursday

I woke up late. xD Around 12 plus or was it 3pm... xD I forgot. But I know I woke up late. Then boyfriend played DOTA and I lazed around till Nicholas woke up. Then Nic sms boyfriend. We prepared and went over to Nic's house to gather. Wanted to go out for a movie together. :D All of them so nice! All accompany me watch StarDust! LOL. Went off from Nic's house at 7plus coming 8pm. Went his house downstairs. Nic and his friends has dinner. Me and boyfriend had ours earlier. Chicken wings and bee hoon!! x3 YUMMY~ Hehe. Then after that we went to Safra. The kukus wanted to play pool. Nic don't know how to play pool! Now then I know. xD I also don't really know much. Boyfriend and Matthew played. So funny. Eugene kept taking balls up and putting them on the table. Then Matthew will ask how come the more we hit, the more balls come out. LOL. Laughing Riot! XD Then after that, 9:45pm was the show. We left Safra at 9:15pm to go Vivo. Reached at 9:35pm. Guess what? StarDust left FRONT ROW only. T_T Almost all other shows also. End up, Boyfriend bought tickets for StarDust. XD Nice show! I give it 8/10! A little draggy on the story but nonetheless hilarious! Haha. Nice show! Then all went home around 12 plus. Haha. I want to go East Coast the next day! :D Boyfriend said ok~~

9th November 2007 Friday

It's a long day. :)

Woke up late again. XD So tiring when we reached home yesterday. I always slept the latest. Woke up around 12pm I think. Then boyfriend was actually playing DOTA. As always. Then we went off to meet Matt and Nic at Tiong Bahru MRT to go Bedok. Stupid Matt! LOL. He kept saying he know which bus. I told them I only know how to take bus to Bedok but don't know which bus to take to ECP. x3 Then Matt, act clever! He say he know. We reached, he brought us walking one end of the interchange to the other. Then we look at board. He say "there.. Got bus here wat.. I correct right?" I started laughing. Boyfriend scolded him all sorts of rubbish. Then we all started laughing. Matt also said he know where to get down too. IN THE END HE ALSO DON'T KNOW! Pig man, stupid Matthew. XD We went down one bus stop later and had to walk.

Then Nic and boyfriend wanted to follow how Mr. Bean walk in his movie. Whereby he look at the map and walk straight. Not caring if anything blocked his way. Then they follow. Lucky I was smart enough. It was an expressway they tried to walk through! 3 of them still shouted so loudly see who can do it. = =" Silly boys. LOL. Reached ECP and went to rent a bike. AGAIN is MATT'S fault! He walked the wrong way. He say further up got bicycle rental shop. We walk until all the chalet was gone and we still didn't see any shop. It was actually even further up. So we turned back towards Mcdonalds that direction. Got our bicycles. And then off to cycling madness! Nic had booked a pit here in ECP for his birthday. So he wanted to know where it was. We decided to cycle to look for it. IT WAS SO FUCKING FAR! 75G... OMG la Nic... I wonder how to go there on foot. Will kill all of us! So ulu some more.. It was so tiring to even cycle there. But it was kinda worth the money. I even get to see a nice rainbow. :D Then we cycled back to bedok Jetty for some fantastic sea-view! Perfectly nice! After that Nic met his friend from secondary school. Before that, we wanted to stop at the hawker centre for dinner. But Nic had to send his friend to the BBQ pit. Then me, Matt and boyfriend settled down for dinner of BBQ chicken wings, Oyster Omelette, BBQ Sting Ray and Fried Lala... *drools* I wanna eat them again now... So nice! Didn't have time to take the food because we were all famished from all that riding! A full 3 hours of riding and maybe 30 - 45mins rest including dinner. T_T So tiring!!! After that go meet Nic at his friend's pit. Matt as usual, rode on first and he OVER-SHOT! AHAHAHAHAHAHA =x Poor Nic didn't have a chance to join us for dinner. I did so wanted to treat them because they were so nice to come to ECP. :D Despite the fact that day was a tight budget for them. =( Cabbed home after ECP as we rushed to get bathed and changed. Boyfriend and I were gonna go Zouk. Wanted to beat the timing of before 11pm. But didn't make it. Entrance fees went up after 10pm. Some one told us by 11pm. = ="

Before reaching ECP, boyfriend's friends call. They asked if he wanted to go Zouk. T_T He urged me to go. In the end, I had to say yes because he said so many of them were going and he looked like he was looking forward to go. Went to Phuture to get the chop. So damn expensive!!! Total cost is $51 for both person. Mine was $23 for entrance fee. So stupidly expensive! But I can say Phuture's songs are really very nice. But the fact is, the place is too small and the dance floor is practically well... All I can say is, I was packed in like a can of Sardines. Yucky place! Too cram. I can only move my head on the dance floor. Cant even dance. No point. So wasted the place. Went off early, about 2:30am. So damn tired! Once we reached home, Collapsed dead unto the bed. LOL. SLept like a dead log. But of cause I did bathe! xD

10th November 2007 Saturday

Woke up late again. XD I everyday also wake up late. LOL. Woke up to see Boyfriend playing DOTA again. So, I just went back to sleep until 3pm. Waiting for Alfred to come over for a movie session. I have a stack of it brought over. XD Watched PathFinder. Overall, weird movie. But still soso. Give it a 5/10. Then before that went down to buy lunch! Chicken wings, cabbage and bee hoon again! :D Uber yummy! Their chicken wings are fabulous! Mouth-watering delight! xD Anybody want some? I'll bring you all for some next time. Hehe... Went back to Boyfriend's house and watched the movie. xD

Boyfriend's mum called. She wanted to bring him out for dinner tonight. LOL. So Alfred had to leave together with us. He went down Club Instinct at Bugis. We cabbed down to Toa Payoh. Lol. Boyfriend's uncle told him the wrong location. His uncle had us running round Lorong 8. Almost died from all that running! T_T The resturant was actually located at The industrial park area. He didn't tell us that. And the cab uncle dropped us at Lorong 8 itself.

We reached and had a fantastic dinner! Claypot Crab Tang Hoon, Kong Ba bao, veggie and steamed promfet! DELICIOUS! XD Went back boyfriend's house after dinner. Played DOTA again. We were actually waiting for 12 midnight when it'll be his birthday. XD He didn't wanna light his own birthday cake this year. I think he felt old. Being 21 year old. Haha. Then at midnight, I smsed him Hapy Birthday even though I was in the same house as him. Haha.. Then around 3plus I drifted off to sleep. He played till 4am.

11th November 2007 Sunday

Haha. On his birthday, he has to book in! XD But it was in the evening. I woke up together with boyfriend. He wanted to DOTA again. Because he had a banlist thingy he downloaded. He wanted to test it out. Then, Alfred was suppose to come over today as well. To book in with him. Before Alfred came, I threw a tantrum. Boyfriend spend so much time on DOTA the past few days and I was angry. =( I wanted to company him not in the watch-him-play-DOTA kind of way. But he was nice. He keep saying when ALfred came, he'll let Alfred play then he'll accompany me watch Mr. Beans Holiday. XD Then i just frowned. I know it's bad to be so mean to him on his birthday. But wake up and DOTA? I'm nice already.. Haha. But anyway, he made it up by going downstairs to buy me lunch. XD He rarely does that. But I'm happy when he does. Hehe. Love him for being so nice to me always!

The mum smsed. I am gonna meet her later at Punggol. She went to my Cousin's grandma's house warming. Lunch back, then Alfred loaded The Simpsons Movie! Spider pig, spider pig... XD Haha! Stupid Homer simpson! He's really such a kuku! Movie finished, lunch was done. Then boyfriend pakced his camp stuff and then we got ready to leave the house. We left the house to catch the MRT.

I didn't want to stop at Outram Park MRT! Because at Outram Park, the new station and old station was so far apart. I was lazy to walk and my leg was actually a little painful from walking in my new shoes. I rather go city hall then change to DG then from DG walk to new station. But Boyfriend kept saying it was too much trouble. But I rather do that! Ok.. This is where the bitching starts! Full throttle! Now you wanna know why I hate Bangalas and China people so much? Now you all will know why. I fully think it isn't my fault for saying so. and once more, I AIN'T RACIST!

So it starts. I dropped at Outram Park, unhappy but can't bother. It was about 6pm. And it's a sunday. At the top of the Escalator (going down to the new station) wasn't very crowded/ So I thought Maybe things weren't as bad. The moment, I stepped unto the escalator and then it was half way down, A WHOLE BUNCH OF BANGALAS WERE GATHERED AT THE BOTTOM OF THE ENTRANCE OF THE ESCALATOR, TALKING! When I reach the bottom, I said "excuse me." nicely! Seriously, I did! All of them didn't bother about me when I said that. I stood there, wondering to cross or not. I was thinking later if those bastards touch me or what, I'm the one losing out. They were all so closely packed together! Like gays hugging each other. I got fed up and I shouted "Eh Fuck la! Can excuse me? Want talk go corner and talk can?" Then all stopped and looked at me before giving way. So irritated with them.

I thought after this nothing more would happen. I don't understand why, that part was so packed with them. Like all gathered there for some gay orgy or some sort! Then from behind, a damn china couple said I blocked their way. In chinese, I translate to english. "Dang zhe na ge lu ye bu dong wei she mei ta zhan zai na li bu yao zou. Zhen shi dang lu." The girl said I stood there blocking the way, not moving. Seriously. I, one person how to block the whole escalator entrance? Compare to 15 ah nehs blocking it! Crazy slut! I was already so angry, I turn round and stared at her. Then I told her off saying in chinese but I translate in english. "You stupid or what? Can't you see I'm only one person, block wat shit? You wanna risk getting molest, you go walk into their group la!" She stared at me, wanna say something, I stared back at her with a scrowl on my face. If possible, I would dig out her bloody, fucking eyeballs! SLUT!

Then I went on my way. Then don't know which chee bye ah neh! Walk pass me then his/her leg hook unto mine then my foot got trapped in between his /her leg and a bag I think. I nearly fucking hell trip! I was wearing a dres, mind you all! If I did fall, the whole of Outram Park's Ah neh all die! Then at first, I didn't notice anything about my NEW SHOES. Until after I sat down in the MRT and then at Punggol station I alight, then I notice my right shoe had a kind of greenish-blue stain! Those kind of color is like those cheap fabric that was fading off some sort. Nobody step or even put anything near my shoes while I was sitting in the MRT. So I guessed, it had to be just now back at Outram! Must be one of them! I used my a wet tissue to clean off the stain, if it came off, I wouldn't bother. But it DIDN'T! Then I thought if I could scratch it off, I wouldn't mind. ALSO CANNOT! Then I got so damn fed up! I fucking hell wanted to murder people already!!! I smsed boyfriend and complained! So damn irritated too! He kept asking me to relax and don't worry. When he comes out from Camp he wash the shoe for me. But that means I can't wear that pair of damn shoes! So damn ugly. One side stained while the other is clean!

Now you all know why I fucking HATE those two creatures! I was careless neither was I being rude. I am stating the facts truely! So damn angry like hell! I don't bother if it's disturbing or what about my MSN nick because I put I hate those two. I FREAKING HELL DETEST THOSE BRAINLESS IDIOTS!

13th November 2007

Then today, another episode of China people without brains! Or maybe they are actually stupid. Today was POA paper 1. It was suppose to be an hour paper. Two came 10minutes late. The two that came late, I don't think they even touched their papers. Cause when I turned to the side, I saw one of them sleeping soundly. I really think they are dumb! Then one guy in basketball jersey and pants, exactly at 8:30pm he stood up and hand in the paper. The rest followed. There were six who left together with him. I SERIOUSLY THINK THEY ARE BRAINLESS TO THE MAX! Don't even understand that it's a one hour paper and they need to stay for that whole hour. The invidualitor even shook his head and sigh with an exsaperated expression. Really dumb to the fact, I even think the most stupid creature on earth also smarter than them itself! Everything about them is STUPID, STUPID, STUPID, STUPID! As if, it's possible to change that fact! Yeap. Everything ended with such an idiotic thing. But I think that's what they call life! WHICH IS WHY LIFE SUCKS AT TIMES! But then, there is sweet moments too. So, I cherish them and bitch about the bad ones. ^_^v Haha. Bed time! It's 1:30am and I'm so tired after such a long posting. LOL. Hari Raya Visit will be up tomorrow, most probably. Nights!

2007-11-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

Hello~ Hello! Back!!! :D As I've said I'll upload the pictures. I'll firstly upload our halloween
party a.k.a Hamster's birthday! XD Loads of them.. So be prepared! Muahahahaha... I really was surprised when Hamster said she wanted a halloween birthday party. But it can't be helped. Her birthday falls on halloween itself! Muahahahahaha~ xD It was one of a hack of a great party! Too bad.. Some one named KGS can't make it. =( Even though we all miss him dearly. But that is for another adventure~! XD Now, it's our Halloween party!

How the whole place was done up. xD Nice and romantic right? Ahahaha... Don't have the scary feeling leh!

Birthday girl and her birthday cake~ :)

She turned into a witch! XD

She's afraid of bursting balloons. XD But we die also make her sit on it!

She sat on it twice but still didn't burst! LOL TOO LIGHT!!! XD

Hahahahaha! The birthday girl! XD And we all like bullying her =X

And she bullies me back! XD

This is what she did to my arm! She ripped it! :O

And then I bully her back again! They call me ah lian..= ="

Then it stained my arm after cleaning the fake blood off. LOL.

Cy drew that on our arms~ LOL. Bloody smile!!
I don't know what the hell I was doing but the 3 there are Hamster, Tiger (me) and donkey!

Let's just say friendship never ends! :)

Yeap.. We love kissing and licking her~ XD *slurp* Yummy~ LOL.

BOTH SO EMO~~~ =(

Then after that she shows this face! LOL. Nice one Cy~
Ham ham wondered whats in her bag... o.o I wanna know too. XD

Then she found out it's all candy~
And a packet of pillow for her! XD Wishing her chocolate dreams! XD
Then afterwards, 4 of them digged together in a bag for more treasure but found nothing! LOL.

And then......... Who ask you to look at our butts? HUH? See some more! I hoot you ah!

STILL LOOKING FOR WHAT? O.O

Still Seeing? I call police ah!

See enough? STILL LOOK AH?

*BITES EVERYONE* LOL. XD I'm only joking. And that concludes our lil' halloween a.k.a Hamster's birthday party. :D It was really enjoyable! I love it. :) Guys, we need to meet again soon! XD Well.. Next up is the Hari Raya visiting. But I think I'll do it another day. So tiring! To move the pictures here and there. x_x Can die! Don't feel sad. There are really loads more pictures! Even after the Hari Raya Visit. :D

2007-11-06T17:56:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone. ^^ It's been very since I last posted. Even my whole blog seems empty. Well.. I'll be back very very soon to upload all the pictures I have taken on the 31st October and with the girls and my YAYA sister during Hari Raya Visiting.

For now, I'm uploading all of them unto photobucket so it'll take a little while more. I'll be abck tonight to post the 31st October ones. I'll do the Hari Raya Visit one another time. XD I'm uber slow compared to my friends. They have all posted it up. Well.. I'm the unlucky one to be retaking O levels again. XD But no worries! I'll be back again!

I don't what's wrong but seems like the main page isn't able to see my post. T_T Sighs.. Need to fix it somehow. But I really like the skin. :) Oh yeah... I've changed my blogskin. I think this is sweeter and nicer than the last one. ^^ What you guys think? Haha..

2007-10-23T17:55:00.000+08:00

Well.. It'll be my very last update all the way to 13th of Nov. I won't have the time because my O levels are actually TOMORROW! Yeap.. So for now, I'll be leaving my secret world, locking my thoughts away till then. So everyone, don't wonder why I have not updated. I do not have the time as I've been busy. ^^ So from today the 23rd Oct '07 to 13th Nov '07. Everything here will come to a standstill. I'm sorry for the pass few weeks that I've not been updating as well. I was either busy or being lazy! XD Sorry about it though. Ok.. Back to my studies. :) Bye everyone! Love you guys!

I'll lock away my thoughts and throw away the key till I'm back again. So long, farewell my beloved wonder world of fantasies.

My heart is always your's, no matter where I go or where the key disappears. ILU my Dearest.

2007-09-23T06:08:00.000+08:00

Hehe.. Since, I'm so free now. I shall do another blogging.

Recently, I've been listening to some old songs by A-teens, Backstreet boys, A1 and such. Watching Disney cartoons. Yea.. I ain't afraid to admit I watch cartoons and I LOVE 'EM! If some have an issue with that, please laugh at your own risk.

So yeah.. As I was saying... I just felt that I'm back to my old days whereby I was still a young girl with nothing else in mind but what the next day would bring. All the heartbreaks, tears, happiness, loneliness, pain... I guess it's all of the past. But somehow certain songs brings back those memories and I laugh at the happy ones, I feel sad or disappointed over those heartbreaks. But then again, it's all in the past. :) So well.. WHO CARES! ^^v

I miss those songs really very much. xD Listen to them, it kinda soothes me slightly. My favourite is still A*teens. I just can't resist their guys. Even though well.. A1 and backstreet boys are well.. Rather cute, I still like A*teens. xD Uber Hot!

Ok. I know I sound like some nut-case trying to be lovelorn or something. Most of you all would say for a girl my age to be doing something like that is childish or whatever.. Pfff.. I know to idolise stars and to like them are nothing but mere fantasy. But still.. I LIKE! Fantasies are part of my life. ^^ BAH! To love a star is something so fake though.

=[

Even though, I got my dearest(s) [ It includes him and my 2 part-time BFs, Nite & YY] I still find myself liking things I can't reach.= = Silly me.. Haha..

That's AMIT! :D Isn't he cute? *drools*
That's DHANI (Danny to pronounce as). He's HOT! xD
Then, that's Marie and Dhani. xD Marie's cute!
*squeals* It's AMIT and Sara! I like the both of them~~~ ^^
The four of them together! Nice? xD

Ok... I must be nutty. But seriously. I like them. :D They're funky! I like a song of their's called Floorfiller. If you guys have, please inform me. ^^ It would be nice to have it in my mp3.

Ok. It's really time for bed. My neck has been giving me problems these few days. It keeps aching whenever I sit too long on my computer chair. And it feels like it's gonna break. Seems like I've been awake too long. Damn.. It's was 5pm yesterday I woke up then I'm awake for about 13hours and 42mins. Yeap.. It's already 6:42am. I've completely ruin my own time structure. Morning turns to night for me and Night turns to Morning for me. Dreadful, I say... I need to sleep at ngith and on time! T_T

I think I need professional HELP!!

Ok.. Gotta go. Neck's aching too badly! Nights all! Hope you guys enjoy this small, weird part of me! :D

2007-09-22T06:44:00.000+08:00

Well.. I'm bored. So I thought of introducing you guys into my world of gaming. ^^ What I play and how I play it. :D So be prepared to be entertained (a little x3) by ME. Anyway, as I was saying... I play a game called Lineage II, a very lovely game I might say. :D You'll know why in a little while.

This game.. It can't be explained. You have to play it yourself to understand. Because it's just unexplainable at all. If you're a first time gamer, wishing to try this game. Just one small advice =] :

BEWARE OF SCAMMERS!

Yeap.. They always appear in newbie towns, sitting there buying pots and such for low prices and then later selling it at high. ^^ Haha.. If you're scammed, I can say good luck! :D You'll have a hard time earning it back when your level is of young age. Yes, in the game world, we refer to our levels as age. ^^ But then again.. It's not always grinding and grinding. There's loads of crap and fun. xD When you know friends and the RIGHT kind of friends. :D

Ok.

Off with the words and it's time for the pictures. It's not a daily thing I do taking pictures but because I was bored, so while I was playing, I took some screenies. One was from a few days back while the rest are today. =] Enjoy. ^^

So.. Yeap.. That's basically how I survive my days without him around. ^^" Another 5 more days and I'll get to see him! YAY~~~~~~~ ^^ Hurray for me!

Some weird idiot put that out the Monster Race Track (MRT) ! xD
That's me and 3 of my clannies. I'm the only girl. xDThat's me and my pet dragon, a hatchling.

Yeap.. The mob was like power ranger. Can change de...= =

The words basically meant: That kind of money is ALOT around here for one mob to drop So is the exp. The money is shared by half. So the total amt you see should x2. :D The red bar ones are You have earned 9149 experience and 772 SP (skill point). The words in yellow is: You have earned 1490 adena.

That's me and my Clan Leader, DeathSpark. :D

OK. So now, the pictures are ugly, weird and can't be enlarged. When I learn how to, you guys will get to see it in a better way. But for now, just enjoy. I'm going to bed.. ^^ Nights. It's already 8:21am. I'm so damn TIRED. T_T

Ok.. I found out how. Click the pictures to enlarge and see. ^^

2007-09-19T05:52:00.000+08:00

Night Safari :D

Weeeeeeee!!! So happy... It's been many many... (Err... Don't know how many donkey years la!) Years! Since I last been there. Seems like, the last time, I went there there was still a lot of things going on. Like renovations and such. Thus not being able to see many animals :) It's very different from the Zoo. ^^ Zoo don't have Hyena~~ No Sugar Gliders, No FLYING SQUIRREL!!! :D It's a very pretty creature looking rather like a red panda and it glides from tree to tree! Very big ah! Can cover my head like a big sun hat! Lol.

Well.. Actually, my friend, Nite and I were suppose to meet at Bugis. But I got up late and well... You guys know the story! Sorry dear! Made you wait so long at my MRT station. T_T Althought was suppose to be meeting at Dhoby Ghaut MRT. I was meeting her at 1pm, but I woke up at 12:55pm! Sorry ah! Was too tired! Lol. Pa game till morning 5:30am! Hehe...

After, we went down to DG. I had to go Solid to pass the shop Keys to Maki. Haha.. Then after that went down to Bugis. Where we walked. She actually called me out to accompany her for some shopping. She wanted to buy a new belt and watch. But ended up, only I bought something! LOL. Bought my new hp screen protector. Cost me $7! T_T I only brought $40 out wor... Then we went for lunch before walking a bit more.

Before I suggest the idea of going Night safari, I wanted to go East coast. But Nite was wearing a skirt. Can't go there ride bicycle! So sad.. Really wanted to :( But then she said she had to go down tampines to get her brother's phone fixed at Nokia Care Centre. We were waiting for her number to be buzzed then I suddenly said. "eh.. Wanna go Night Safari bo? Very sianz leh.. Dunno where else to go liao.." LOL. She so enthu also! She said yes quickly! So yeah.. The whole trip was a last minute decision! :) We took an MRT from Tampines down to AMK then took bus 138 to Mandai. During the MRT trip, the both of us were calling people up so they can check the admission fees and whether it was open on Monday. We reached around 7:50pm. LOL. Luckily, Night Safari (NS) closes at midnight. So we had ample time to see and play. xD It was rather dark that night and chilly to. Brrrr...

Saw a number of animals, you can never get to see in the zoo because all these are nocturnal creatures. Got to see them rather active at night. But what was the pathetic thing was, Almost all the enclosures we go to, either got a miserable one or two animal out.= = Or maybe I was too short and the bushes blocked my view from seeing more.

I LOVE THE SUGAR GLIDERS!

They are just sooooo cute! Oh ya.. No pictures taken. As they said cannot on flash. :( It'll hurt the animals' eyes. So sad! Or else there will be loads of pictures ^^

We walk for about 45mins to an hour before we took the 45mins tram ride. We actually took a one and a half round ride. It was suppose to be only one round. From the entrance plaza, we walked to the east lodge. Silly us...= = Should have taken the tram ride first and we walked too far from the entrance lodge to walk back again to catch the tram. We explained to the lady at the East Lodge and she said she wouldn't take our tram tickets. She'll let us ride back to the Entrance. xD So nice of her, I still remember her name: Rachael. ^^

We left the place at 11pm. Happy but tired. We were stranded when we got back to AMK. LOL. All last bus left already and well.. We had nothing else to do but go home by cabby! The indian uncle driving the cabby was very nice to us. ^^ I wish SG would have more people like him driving cabs. Cause usually sometimes, some cabby uncles are just plain rude and idiotic.

I caught a slight fever when I reached home though. Must be the winds too chilly. I forgot my jacket too. So yeap. that ends my day out with my dear, Nite :D Fun day~~ LOL. Ok.. Bed time!

It's already 6:30am! T_T Only a few hours of sleep before I'm packed to go school! :D

2007-09-14T16:02:00.000+08:00

It was only yesterday my boyfriend got enlisted. :( And it feels like it's only a few hours ago. BAH! The days get longer without him around. But before he went in to tekong, we both had some fun times. :)

Friend's birthday (on the 12th some more. LOL. 1 Day before he enlist.) and we had dinner at Hog's Breath! *drools* Lovely dinner and yummylicious cake!!! Haha.. Wait till you guys see the cake! It'll blow you away! It's chocoloate-cheese cake~~~ No time to take the main course though. But it's a very big portion and delicious!!!! Lol. Even before I can take the main course, everyone started to dig in. All hungry! xD

Haha.. The '+1' is for my friend and the 'song bo!' is for him! :D

The inside of the cake~~ Choco-cheese! ^^

Yummy! :D

Hehe.. Lovely cake!

The birthday boy!

Before that, we went over to his friend's house. Nicholas' puppy is soooooooo cute!!! =^.^= The pup was a new addition to his family just only a few days ago. Haha.. No name yet though. But Nic says he calls the pup Tiger. It doesn't look like a Tiger, more like a rascal. Hehe.. He had another 2 pups as well. they two were silky terriers!

There's that little rascal! ^^

I miss him.. :( I know.. I shouldn't whine over all that but hey! I'm a girl here.. Althought most girls whine over all these probs and it's nothing unusual. But Some of them tend to overdo it. Which turned terribly. Eeeeewww?

Oh yeah! And I do update! Ok~ LOL. When I'm free though. :D Oh.. Then I said I went Tekong, right? The place was so beautiful! Looks like a mini HDB estate. There's swimming pool, tennis court, the bunks look great and the whole place is really so new. There were even workers painting the buildings still. Can't take any pictures though. Not allowed. :( Or else I would have taken loads of it. LOL. The foos there was ok. But at least so much better than the last time. :) At least I know my boyfriend is in good hands there. Haha... Sighs.. I won't be allowed to see him for 2 weeks. Still, he called me yesterday. ^^ He smsed me this morning when he woke up at 5:30am! LOL. I can't believe it! He did.. Awww.. He's so sweet.. :)

Anyway, he's in there and i'm out here. But no worries. I'll wait for him. ^^ Haha.. He book out on the 27th September. ^^ Haha.. I'm going out le.. :D Be back again. ^^

2007-09-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

Hehe.. It's been raining almost everyday now. So I've decided to change my blog skin to something warm and inviting. =) I can just imagine myself or my friends, sitting down in front of the computer with a nice hot cup of tea, coffee, milo or whatever they like. Sipping it slowly, while scrolling down my page and reading. xD Fantasy thinking once again. But yeah... That's how I like to picture people reading my blog. Hehe.

And this is the first time I've changed my blogskin to something where by, the picture features human. Real human for the very first time. As usually, I do not like such blog skins with human on it until now. =) This is a very sweet looking thing and yes, I miss summer season where it's sunshine everyday.

Well.. My O levels are getting nearer, my dear's going to army on the 13th September and I'm still trying to rush my game level while squeezing time to study for my Os. Hard-working eh? Hahaha... I know what my dear will say. "Sai!" Hahahaha. But then, it'll be the last week I'm gonna be playing my game. Time to study and buck up! xD I don't wanna fail again.

I guess, I'll be missing him a lot too. When he goes into army, I won't be able to see him for 2 weeks. I hope when he comes out, he'll still remember me.= = Haha.. Silly thinking. But then again, He's my very silly boy. ^^

Oh yeah.. Then there was Roy's birthday party as well! ^^ I enjoyed it much. Got to see a number of people I haven't seen before or for a long time. Like Sherwin, Dallas, Cy, Radiah.. ^^ Glad to see you all man! Haha.. Miss ya like crazy! The party was very Royal like. Cy has the pictures. I didn't take much. too busy running around the place, helping Roy to do stuff and hope the place isn't so messy or anything. Sighs... But then again I liked it. ^^ Love the party Roy! Great one! Hehe.. But I do have some pictures. Will post them up. ^^

The lovely spread.

Went to meet my boyfriend at shop afterwards. Ton there to play games. Then went to his house. We went to ikea for dinner on Saturday! I enjoyed myself with him. I even got to see a very cute little girl! She's so adorable! Hehe. Then on sunday, we met Nicholas to watch Rat-a-too-ee! LOL. Nice movie!

The cute girl at Ikea. ^^v

Now, now.. Back to watching TV. I like to stay home on Wednesdays. xD Have prehistoric park to watch! Hehe! Oh well.. It's time to go back to my TV. xD Bye everyone. I'll be back again to update.

2007-08-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

Okay.. It's been such a long time since I last blog as I'm busy grinding my level for my game; Lineage 2. Hehe.. Then today when I visited somebody's blog and saw my name on the tag list, I somehow felt the urge to do it as well because I'm bored out of my toes as my mum is in my room watching tv and I cant sleep yet. Sad, right? So I've decide to play the tag game. =)

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:

1. A lovely spa treatment (head to toe)!
2. A new wallet (jeans material with white border) from Guess
3. A new bag for school
4. A Golden Retriever pup!!! ^^
5. My Dearest Boyfriend! xD Love him to bits and pieces!

Answer the following questions:

1. The person who tag you is?
Boh Yehying lor...

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
Friends la! Complicated if you all knew..

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her:

Funny
Talkative
Spunky
Sweet
Cute la!

4. The most memorable thing he had done for you?
She chatted with me on her tagboard~

5. The most memorable words he had said to you?
She said I should go for drama classes.

6. if he becomes your lover, you will?
o.O I'm not a LESBIAN!!!

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
Tell you cannot be true le~

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Don't think she will be la.. lol

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
Told you won't le mah...

10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
= = Yeah.. I wanna lick her, hug her, love her, blah blah blah blah.. LOL

11. your overall impression of him/her is?
Nice girl la.. Very nice to talk to. xD

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
My friends know who I really am and will be at times. To those who don't really know me, they will just think I'm haughty, hurtful, idiotic, loud mouth and too daring.

13. the character you love of yourself is?
I'm just too soft hearted to all my friends around.

14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
I do not heed other's advice.

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
I wanna be successful, witty and with the looks and body of a model. xD

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
Thanks peeps! I know you guys care and love me! ^^ My gratitude goes out to you!

for people whom i've hurt:
I'm sorry if I'm in the wrong. If you started it, then it's your own bloody business.

for people whom i love and treasure:
I love you all beyond words. Nothing can describe all that is felt in my heart.

17. pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.

Chengyin
Leon (plat)
Welna
Zerlina
Sherwin
Li Jun
Geng sheng
Jessica
Hayati
Jorene (Cottonbud)

who is no.6 having relationship with?
She's busy being single. xD

Is no.9 a male or female?
Female la.. But We call her Donkey. xD Part of the animal family.

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
= = I will only say OMG.. Jie-di lian! LOL

How bout no.8 and 5?
Another OMG la! Gab will kill me! LOL

What is no.2 studying about?
Engineering

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Long long ago! xD

What kind of music band does no.8 like?
I dunno leh..= = Mostly she like chinese songs ba..

Does no.1 has any siblings ?
Yes. One older sis.

Will you woo no.3 ?
Nooooo... Her bf will MURDER me!

How about no.7 ?
Siao! He's my good sister! lol.

Is no.4 single ?
Yeap.. But she has her own sweetHEART.

What is the surname of no.5?
Lim! Same as me... XD

What is the nickname of no.10?
Cottonbud! xD Her game name. LOL.

What is the hobby of no.4?
SHOPPING LA!

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
Ok ok la.. xD They are part of the animal family.

Where is no.2 studying at?
Singapore Poly

Talk something casually about no.1?
She's in actual fact very auntie. xD

Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
= = I THINK THIS QN WANTS ME TO SERIOUSLY DIE!

Where does no.9 live at?
Sengkang

What color does no.4 like?
Pink.

Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Nope. Haha..

Does no.7 likes no.2?
No... Then it would be homosexual!

How do you get to know no.2?
In Lineage 2 SEA. He was suppose to be my friend's friend. What a small world gaming is.

Does no.1 have any pets?
Nope. She's terrified of dogs, cats and well.. Anything that is actually animal and comes near her.

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! HE SEXY!? I would have vomit! BLEAHZ!

LOL... Now I'm done... Happy reading and those 10 who see your name there. Play the tag game with me eh~ Hehe.. Very tired. Now I can peacefully sleep cause mum is out of my room! Tomorrow having english oral. Wish me luck! ^^ Gambate Angel~~~~~~~~ xD

2007-08-11T03:14:00.001+08:00

I'm kinda lazy to be posting much so, I'll just let the pictures do the talking.. ^^ All these are some random pictures from yesterday, the day before or maybe even weeks before. But these are a few I have not posted up. xD Enjoy!

KOREAN CRUSINE

Delicious Saba on Hotplate!

Hot plate beef

Unagi with kimchi fried rice

The view we had while eating at our friend's cafe.

RANDOM PET cute little pup from pet store!

PUZZLE OF LOVE

The puzzle of 1000 pieces him and I did back then. =)

100 DOLLAR BILL!!

First time $100 was put into my hands!!

ALL RANDOM

Beautiful Evening Sky at Commonwealth =)

Funny book title I saw at Borders.

The taiwanese game I used to play. ^^

Banagal wore PJs to The Cathay to watch movie. (left one)

My 2006 prom night ticket!

I miss eating these meatballs bought from ikea. =(

Ok.. That's all. xD I'm just too lazy to be posting. Oh yes.. If you wanna know the name of my friend's cafe, it's called Ya Zhou Cafe. Korean food. It really taste very nice! I wanna go back there again some day. xD

2007-07-27T16:15:00.000+08:00

Here to update about the outing I went with Roysten and Chengyin 2 days back. =) And a little later, Cy's friend; Jesslyn came along to meet us too. ^^

But firstly, for this week my current song interest is : JJ Lin Junjie's 殺手! I saw his MTV and then I seriously found that he looked so cute in the MTV with the nerdy glasses and the british way of wearing! A vest with a long sleeve shirt inside. OMG la~~ So cute looking!

Haha... Nut case me~~

Anyway, met chengyin first. I as late! So late... We went Vivo to study. We dropped at Pacific Coffee Company on the second floor. I met her around 12+ I think... Then we went to eat, toilet then walked abit before we went to Pacific. We stayed there for about two hours plus till Roysten came to join us. That pig slept till so late then wake up!

He came around 3 something. Then he went to press money also take so long! LOL Because he walked the wrong way! Accompany him to eat. A little later ChengYin said her friend was coming to join us. =) And ChengYin said she wanted to go Haji Lane at Arab street there to see a place where you can eat and they screen movies. It was called 'Pitch Black'. When she first said it, I thought it was Peach not Pitch. = = Thought it was some kind of cafe or something. We had to wait for Jesslyn to come before we go cause she doesn't know how to go. Only Rosyten knew. I wasn't sure of the way myself. =(

Went roaming around Bugis area. Roy brought us for dessert at 記得吃! Hehe.. Not bad.. The price was very reasonable. And it was tucked away at a quiet location. It was the small food street behind Bugis other side. You exit from MOS burger that side. I had a Walnut Paste, Roy had a Egg drop Chestnut (cold) and Chengyin had Carrot Cake! All cost $6.. LOL

The oh-so-sweet Walnut paste I had! $2

The lovely egg drop with water chestnuts! $2.50

And the yummylicious carrot cake! $1.50

Finishing up our desserts and snack, we went down to Bugis Street and roamed more! OHH!!! Before we went Bugis street, we passed by a Thai fair. We 3 bought some small cakes and tried! OMG! They tasted so sweet and heavenly!! The whole day I only used $20! It's the first time I spend so little and it's all on FOOD! Shit man.. I'm like turning into a glutton! Stupid ROY! If I turn fatter I'll look for you! LOL.. You and all those goodies goodness! xD

Went to find 'Ah Boon' at the bag store. Complained to him on the condition of my bag. So sad! He wanted to replace one for me!!!! But the bag I took was the last one there. so no more stock. =( SAD LA!!!! Or else I would have a new bag! T_T Then nevermind. We just went to aimlessly walk round while waiting for ChengYin's friend! Suddenly her friend called and we walked out to meet her at Bugis Street's entrance. xD So squeezy some more! So many people squeeze me here and there..

So set! We walked to Haji Lane after meeting Jesslyn. Took about 10minutes to reach. And I was in heels! So hot because I was wearing jacket (& bra) only. LOL. Once we reached Haji lane, we went into all those small shops in there. I'm like OMG! Everything was so nice yet so expensive! I'll burn a BIG hole in my pocket if I bought anything. We were searching for the place named 'Pitch Black'. Finally we saw it! Near the end of the street. LOL. Chengyin felt so disappointed cause it only opens at night. When we reached, we only saw the sign board but didn't see the place. Until I saw those sprayed wordings on a small pop up tile and the guy who was working there, sat on it eating his chicken rice. But I must say.. The guy looks damn CUTE! I had no intention of talking or even looking at a guy who sat on the floor and ate but apparently he must have heard me told ChengYin. "Eh.. I think this is the place leh..." He turned back and up to look at me and reply. "Yeap.. This is the place. It'll be opening in 5 minutes. I'm just waiting for my boss to arrive." The moment he looked up, I just stand there and looked at his face quietly till Roy called my name then I snapped out of it and walked off. LOL. I know, silly me... But cute la! Only guys whom I deemed cute are worth me to stare at them even if it's for only a few seconds (I sound so haughty). XD Sorry dear... I should stare at you more! Hehe..

Soon it was time to go off and it's DINNER time! See! I told you all, my whole $20 was spend on food the whole day. LOL. Went to Bugis back and to a store where Roy said was nice. It was Yong Tau foo. = = So went to try. Forgot the name but I know how to walk. LOL. So each person paid $6.20 for dinner. Rice, with sambal kangkong, fried fish with salt and pepper and deep fried beancurd with pork floss. =D And each of us had a lime juice. Not bad though. ^^ Taste rather nice. So after dinner, wanted to go toilet. We went back Parco Bugis. Jesslyn and ChengYin went toilet while me and Roy waited for them. So long! They also didn't call us so me and Roy went a walk-about ourselves. xD Test perfume, see clothes and both of us talked a lot.. We didn't even realise they didn't call us till Roy said wanted go toilet. After toilet then he called Cy. Lol. So funny. They were at Topshop. They were so engross at checking out a person. That girl was one of their primary school mate's sister. Then when Roy talk to them, they didn't answer. Roy just told them we are going another shop. They reached before us! We must have talked too much, Roy! LOL. After all the walking around, time to baleh kumpong! HOME!!!!!! Hehe..

Walked to 2 bus stops before to catch 80 so we all would have a seat. LOL. just nice when we reach, bus came. Haha.. Didn't have to wait for long. So that's it! Home.. Hehe.. I was suppose to go with Roy to Sam's house but I'm too tired! They wanted to come over my house to take a look at the place once more to plan for his birthday. Sorry Roy!! *sobz* I was already in a floating state when I reached my door step. Almost fainted outside. LOL.

2007-07-26T00:51:00.000+08:00

Me and the girls on 21st July ' 07!

Went out with my girls on the 21st July to celebrate Zerlina's early birthday! It was soooooooooooo fun! I seriously missed the times with all my girls~~ T_T But I got to go out with them! Such joy! Hehe~

Zerlina and Chengyin went to Kbox first. They said the one at AMK was rather nicely lavished with a good sound system. I missed that in the morning because mummy forgot to put money for me.. T_T So had to go down and get from her before I could go meet them. But then mummy had an errand for me to do. Sighs.. so many things for me to do! So went to run mummy's errand before I met the 2 lovely ladies at AMK. Reached around 2+ or was it 3pm? I forgot.. But I know I was terribly and fashionbly late! LOL. Then the 3 of us went for a nice stroll round AMK hub which was totally BORING! To be truthful.. AMK hub has nothing much at all. Then they told me there was an arcade at the top floor. I was rather surprised. We went up to take a look.

I was shocked at the crowd there. Especially at the basketball throwing game. There was this guy and his friend who seemed to be the MAIN attraction there. Almost every ball the both of them threw went into the hoop. And their score was off the charts! It went over 999! I Was stunned for a moment.

After that we tried out a new & only neoprint machine there. It turned out rather cute. Hehe.. No scanner or else I'll scan in and show you all. ^^

We were actually waiting for Zerlina's friend to come before we headed out to somewhere else. Decided to take some time off and take a few snaps of picture! He was so late! You know why? He went down to Clarke Quay's Central to get Zerlina a present. So nice of him. He got her a pair of lovely earrings and a small collection of sinfully, delightful cakes! Hehe.. After he came we were happy enough to move off to Marina Square! xD

The sinfully, delightful cakes!

One out of the six sinful delights!

Met Eugene (my ex) and his friend, Qiang when we reached City Hall. Had a quick conversation of hello and bye then a little more of blah blah blah. Then we went off cause they were going to Bugis to meet some girl.

The 3 of us caught the fireworks! It was lovely! I have it in video~ But I'm too lazy to upload it. If you guys wanna see fireworks, go down to Marina square on August the 8. LOL. We were actually waiting for a secondary school friend of ours, Jerome nicknamed 'peh peh'... Haha. He wanted to go for dinner but his dinner break is at 8:30pm only. So sad.. That's why we decide to watch for fireworks. Then Eugene sms Chengyin, ask her to keep seats for them. They wanna watch fireworks too. But they were too late. They weren't even here after fireworks was over. After fireworks was done. We went back to Esplanade mall to find peh peh. Because peh peh lazy to walk to Marina Square. Haha! Stupid peh peh. 3 of us in heels you know! Seems like hell for us to keep walking the whole day! T_T

Me waiting for fireworks!

We went down to Thai Express at Esplanade mall. Peh peh was so nice! He paid for us! ^^ Thanks peh peh for dinner! So peh peh went back to his workplace. He had reserved a cake especially for Zerlina. ^^ So nice of him! But we had to wait 20mins for peh peh to come with the cake as he was rather busy. Awwwww.. So sad. But we have a reserved table at a small little corner! We 3 so poor thing.. Need to squeeze to such a great extend and we had to face the wall!

The table reserved for us =)

I shall name this 'The Little Table at the Corner'

After all the cake tasting, singing of 'happy birthday' and cam-whoring! We were about to go off when Eugene sms Chengyin again. Saying he wanted to go for a drink with his friends and invited us along. Because we were celebrating Zerlina's birthday and they'll pay. I was ok with anything and since Zerlina requested to be out longer so we all agreed. But neither did we know, it was just a waste of time! Should have gone our own way and talk among the 3 of us.

Zerlina's Birthday Cake! Yummylicious~~~

In Eugene's group, there was Qiang, Qiang's ex-gf, Eugene's friend and Eugene. The girl wanted to go to the bridge that links Merlion park and Esplanade. So tiring to walk again! T_T She's such an annoying brat!

I WOULD LIKE TO STAB HER TO DEATH!

Why? She's such an attitude idiot! When we all first met, we said hello with a smile. She gave us a kind of attitude fucked-face and a slight wave of her hand! Yucky!

When we reach Merlion park, we settled down at Starbucks. Chengyin and I were disturbing Qiang. saying he dress like market uncle. His dress sense also damn bad.= = Wear a tee, 3-quarters, slippers and a small sling pouch. So uncle like!!! Then Eugene asked us to keep quiet cause the girl was feeling sensitive when we talk about Qiang. Eugene told us she wanted to patch back with Qiang but Qiang was rather hesitating about it. Cause he was actually used to being with the girl rather than have feelings for her. Then Chengyin being Chengyin, she said before Qiang was her eye-candy so yeah. She changed her handphone wallpaper, screensaver and start up picture og Qiang! Me and Zerlina laughed like mad! We sound so mean but what to do! Girls will forever be girls cause they'll bitch about things they dislike. xD Eugene keep telling us not to do some silly things like Chengyin wanted to blurt out that Qiang was her eye-candy and she wanted to ask Qiang if she could touch his hair because it looked so smooth and silky. Damn funny! I just couldn't stop laughing!

But that girl's only 16 though and her fashion sense is like shit! When I was 16 I think I dressed better. She wore short skirt with no idea what top. Then she wore a white sweater which covered her whole body even her skirt. Only revealing her legs. Which are fat. Then Chengyin kept saying her legs would go better with Qiang. Haha... Chengyin kept walking beside Qiang then she asked me and Zerlina how it looked. The picture was obviously better looking!

And psssttt~~ My ex and his friends were no Gentleman at all! TOTALLY! I now realise how much better my boyfriend is and the rest of my guy friends too. Seriously I find that my ex and his friends failed the criteria to be gentlemen. They will only be nice to girls who they like. But I mean.. C'mon! We are still GIRLS after all! Or ladies to be exact! And we are all friends too! But they never land a helping hand. Zerlina was actually holding a BIG bag of presents. But never once did they offer or even ASK whether if she needed help. Such mean fuckers! Totally don't deserve my respect. Even as a friend. But they aren't worth my saliva. But I just wanna let you all know what is called an ungentlemanly person!

So we all split and went our way home. Chengyin, Zerlina and I went to catch a cab. It's so damn freaking hard to get home from Marina Square. Sighs.. I finally caught my cab at 12:16am. Chengyin and Zer caught their's earlier as there was an uncle changing shift and going to Punggol. Then before we reached the Taxi stand, Eugene smsed both me and Chengyin Hope we girls catch a cab and nothing else. I mean! EXCUSE ME! At least ask Chengyin to sms you when she reached home or something. Be nice enough to say that to your friends, guys! It's very idiotic if you don't do that. Or best! Send them home! So nothing will happen to them on the way home. Such a thing to ruin the day. Sheesh!

But I don't wanna bother so much about it anymore. It's over and I swear on my life. I don't wanna meet them anymore.

So that ends the day and I went back to Boyfriend's house. =) Got to see him! Yay! Happy! Hehe... so that's ends my whole day and I'll blog about my outing with Roysten and Chengyin yesterday a little later. ^^ So many things to blog but so little time! xD Oh yes.. There's more pictures to this day. So I'll post them up later when I get them from Chengyin. =)

2007-07-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

These are the pictures where I went zoo with my boyfriend a few weeks back. I forgot the exact date but it was a sunday. xD Enjoy and let the pictures do the talking for now. =)

White tigger! x3
A white peacock! xD All the animals in my fave colour! Lets all go batty!
That's him! That cute little ring-tailed thang!
Yes.. I touched him! He feels so soft!

Then he suddenly turned and look at me then I freaked out! LOL
Cute tortoise! OMG! Dear poked him!
Yes! I love the tortoise! Kissy kissy~~
I'm ready to be shipped off to Aussie now~
I'm so short! T_T
My new pets! Leggy and Hairy the Spiders!That's me and leggy! Hehe

Haha.. That's all already! ^^ My hp doesn't have enough space to take much more. So sad... But I enjoyed myself very much! ^^Boyfriend and me on our way home! Hehe... =)

So that's all for the zoo. ^^ Bye everyone! xD

2007-07-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

Ladies and Gentleman...

*coughs* Me seriously thinks my guy friends ain't that gentleman but I still say it... = =

Anyway be prepared for a long ranting today. =) I just have the Fe-eling to blog ah! XD Althought I rarely blog nowadays doesn't mean I don't blog at all you all know! So when you come please leave a tag and say hi la! So anti-social wan all those that secretly visit but don't say Hi to me at all.. RUDE!

Currently my new song interest is: If I Can't (Have You) By Rupee from his CD thisisrupee.com Fell in love with this sexy-beat song! Heard it while I was clubbing at DXO with my cousin. But it seems like so many donkey weeks ago. I couldn't find that song. Doesn't seems like it's popular... T_T But it's nice!!!!!!!!!!!!! I like, I like, I like!

But anyway, back to reality for a little while. All these while nobody knows what has been happening at home for me except for a few. Well.. My whole family is in one BIG mess! Dad was caught cheating AGAIN and well... Mum has problem in trusting his words when he said that bitch wasn't his mistress. This ain't the full story but I'm not going into much details cause it's too long to even tell every SINGLE thing... But to make a long story short, I will just say this. This woman has been working/dating for my dad for 3 years but he denies that she was the one he hire. When my mum found out, he kept saying it was just friends only and a lot of other things happen. Then he refuses to talk more. Thus resulting into all these. Now he's been forced by my mum to move out and my mum has already went to a lawyer to sign divorce papers. She finds that there's no longer anymore to continue on. Sighs.. So well.. Nothing more to say and this story ends here.

So on to other matters... Have been very happy these pass few days. My godma will be going back to Australia this thursday morning. *sobs sobs* So sad... I won't be able to see her till december or maybe even till december next year. I'll miss her terribly la~~~ T_T

Then today went to school, I almost blow my top up on a stupid bitch! She's really starting to annoy me up to my nerves... Grrrrrrrrrr.... I nearly strangled her to death! If it wasn't for my friend. I would have did it.

Then went down to shop again. Yes.. I'm in love with the shop Solid.net... Haha.. Crazy la! So went down after school. Found my dear there and maki too. Haha! He bought me a handphone accessory. It was a brown tiki man with a colorful afro-ken hairstyle! Haha! Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo CUTE! Then maki got one for my dear too. Whole thing black! LOL. ORR LU LU WAN~~~ Then he give that kind of funny, funny stupid face again.. Haha.. Cause mine was so much nicer. XD I'll take a picture of it and post it tomorrow~ Hehe.

In the evening I went to meet Roysten at my MRT station. He wanted to come over my house and take a look at the place. He wanted to plan his birthday (it's a grand affair) using my pool sode downstairs. He said he liked the place. So he made me and his other friend, Sam.. His PR. I have no idea what that means but yeah... I'll help you with everything I can. =) Of course! There'll be laods of pictures on that day! I'll be sure to take loads and post them up. He wanted the whole place to have those kind of Bistro kind of feeling and high class dining. So yeah! I'm sure it'll be a great WHITE party! LOL. He said I had to wear a dress and it's a formal party! = = It's so weird.. But it's alright. All in the name for friends. XD But this party isn't due till 31st August. Haha! It's just a juicy piece of info to spice it up. Make everyone envy and be excited. Ok. .I'm just plain mean now.. Lol.

Afterwards, I went out again to Heartland mall to meet mummy, ah leh, ah yee, mary and my bro for dinner. So tiring! But I had a nice dinner and hearing all my mum saying about her problems. I feel sad for her. But then again, she's right. If in a relationship the person or you don't love each other anymore and If the other had found another partner that can really click better than the present one, he or she should go ahead and get together. Because everyone lives only 1 life. Be sure not to do something that you'll regret even in love. Beacuse in a few million or zillion of people, you are able to find some one who's compatible with you, it's such a rare thing that even when the chance arises and the time i right. They should go for it. =)

For now, what I feel is, all that is possible for me is me and my dear. I don't think anyone else is really that compatible. I hope it stays that way. Even if not forever, for a long time I'll be super happy! ^^

Time for bed again.. Haha.. I'm always typing before bed time. no idea why. Guess it's more penny for your thoughts before bed time. Hehe... Nights! Honey Dreams! =)

P.S you'll always have my support. I know what he said to you. Don't bother about it alright.. I'm always here for you. ^^

2007-07-13T00:48:00.001+08:00

It's been sooooooooooooooo long since I last update! Hahahahaha! (Yes, it's gonna be a LONG post)

Currently been busy with a lot of things.. ^^ Busy with that Chia Ting Hock! Busy with school, friends, dates with friends, watching movies (OMG! TRANSFORMERS NICE!!!) and time for me to get busy with studying! XD I have been just playing and goofing around! I NEVER REVISE AT ALL!! And 'O' levels are coming~~~~~~~ T_T

Went to the Zoo on sunday with Dear.. =) It was so FUN!!! I got to see my animals and have him with me too.. ^^ Hahaha... He always refused to go with me till that day. Then after zoo, we went to meet Drayson watch TRANSFORMERS! Hahahahaha! I can seriously go gaga over the show! DAMN FREAKING NICE LEH!!!~ Give 10/10 ah! Next day(monday) went down to friend's shop and help take care.

Met dear on wednesday. Then yesterday I wanted to go for a walk. Ended up going Vivo City. The Pet Safari is HUGE! Now then I know there's a Pet shop there. And all the puppies in there is just so adorable!!! I wish I could hug them all! Walk finish we went to Asian Kitchen for dinner. Not too bad.. Portion big though. Ate till almost burst. Then went back my house after dinner! XD Vivo city is so cold! The air con can practically freeze me! Haha... But still... I'm happy to have him spend his time on me rather than on games. Thanks dearie!

Ok.. Something interesting yet gross happened this morning! I woke up late as usual.. Lol. As always! But then I didn't go to school again.. T_T I know I've been a bad girl! Amelia if you're reading this, I'm sorry! I feel so bad leaving you alone.. Unless Chor wee and Heng lee are there. Oh yeah.. Back to that weird thing... Yogi found a dead lizard at the balcony! It was chewed up, tail gone and inner organs spilling out! IT WAS TOTALLY YUCKY! So eeeeeeeeee! Thinking about it gives me goosebumps! It must be Yogi the one who chewed on it because he was the only dog at home that could jump down from my mummy's bed, the only dog who's not blind and can actually walk! (Those who have seen all my 3 dogs will understand why I say that) What a sight to greet me when I wake up in the morning.

SUPER GROSS LA~~~~~~

Then nevermind... After it was cleared I went out and down to friend's shop with dear. Took care of it the whole day. Auntie Molly from Xiang cafe at Sunshine Plaza cooked asam seafood with rice and fried cabbage today! So yummy! Haha... Then was at shop the whole day till 7:30pm. Then me and dear went to PS for a walk. Saw Kai yan and her godbro, Ivan. She's still as funny as ever. So is Ivan. Then went for an aimless walk around PS. It's fun though.. Cause it's with my dear. =) Bought a hot dog to share! Weeeeeeee~ Hehe.. Decided to go Istana Park to eat it.

Walked thru the underpass and guess what!? I saw a bat! I don't know it's it was a baby or an adult. But it looked weak and wounded. I mean.. Where will a bat choose to live in a litted place such as an underpass drain and when it flew, it had trouble finding direction. I seriously feel so bad for it. My heart just melted the moment it squeak at me la! Can? I'm an ANIMAL LOVER! Wanted to bring it home to nurse but don't dare to touch in case it bit me. You know such animals can carry rabies!? But still it looked so dear! T_T I saw a red ant on it's head! I use tissue to sweep it away. I think it thought I wanted to hurt it or something. He started to hiss and squeak at me. I think I sweep at it's little head too hard.. =_=" I'm sorry little bat! I really wanna help! I just feel my heart breaking when I think of it dying on the drain there. T_T I still have no idea if it's a fruit or insect eating bat. So poor thing leh! I took a picture of it too. It just looks so cute! T_T

There it is. Isn't it cute? I know, pictures not very clear but I didn't wanna flash into it's eyes. Or the poor fella would be blinded and most probably screech into my face. Seeing it now, I feel like crying cause I couldn't bring it home to help him!

I came home feeling so weird... I miss my dear... =( You know when I learned how to let go of him, he comes running back into my life. It's just so weird. But I guess I'm happier this way? =) Oh well... Life still goes on... Lalalalala... Getting back on track is what I should do! =)

Nights all! Bed time!!!!!! XD

2007-07-01T13:28:00.000+08:00

Went out with my bestie yesterday! Cy a.k.a Zeryanne, Alex and his friend Ivan.

XD We roamed all over the place... Hehe.. Firstly met up at Kovan (my place). Went to the hawker center to eat. Then we zoomed down to Chinatown. Wanted to find a frame but end up we walked round to so many places. Haha.. Wild goose chase! We found a frame-making shop. But we left soon after asking for information. The price was alright but we were pondering on whether to do that puzzle. So we went off down to Bugis. I wanted to get a new baggy!!! XD I've got it... Pearl white and it's shoulder as well as a sling. Cost me $35. Ok la.. Better than no discount.. =)

After that we decided to go for steamboat at Bugis!!! XD It's my first time eating steamboat with my friends... Lol. Fun la~ The Mah La soup, even though Alex ordered 'xiao la' I drank one tiny sip and my whole mouth was on FIRE! Almost drip tears... Lol. But it was great fun to eat with them. We talked about a lot of things from working to clubbing. Cy kept so quiet man! You know why? She was stuffing herself with food! Hahahaha.

After eating we went down to Suntec City for a walk... All of us were so full and we wanted to sleep. As we walked, we look like Zombies. Haha... So sad! Cy bought a necklace with a small, bronze mirror on it. It was rather cute. Then we laze around more before deciding to go home. I practically drag my feet to walk to city hall MRT... T_T It's so hard cause I was feeling so full. LAZY AH!!!!! LOL...

Reached home around 10:45pm.. Took a nice, cool shower! OMFG! The day was boiling hot and sooooooooooooo crowded! Think I almost faint amidst the crowd. Suffocate to death! x_X But still it was better than staying home all day long... My deepest love to my friends who made my day!

Alright.. Gonna go for a swim now! HA! Bikini time! LOL... Wanna see me in one? Gimme a call to Sentosa... XD

2007-06-30T11:50:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DXO ROCKS!!! So does my cousin..

I seriously got hooked unto DXO once again... ^^ But I didn't go with my friends.. I went with my cousin! He's a swell guy... I use to hate him a lot when we were kids... I use to torture him and bully him.. XD But now, I guess we all grew up.. Now we are like neutral with each other. Fine I guess... ^^ I like it better this way rather than being in war with him. Hahaha... He's a real gentleman... Not the way he used to be when we were younger. I find him rather idiotic then.. Haha.. I would always tell my mum I don't like him... XD

I met him for dinner first. We were suppose to meet at 6:45pm but I was late. Reached at 7pm. I couldn't reach him!!! He didn't receive my sms or calls cause of reception probs. T_T I had to wait for 45mins. So scary to be alone.. But then when he came back down to the station, I saw him... PHEW!!! Lucky me! I almost fainted and cried on the spot when I was surrounded by so many people.

We went for dinner, he paid... We went down to club, he paid for the drinks, he send me home by cab, he paid... OMG! Everything he pay.. I didn't have to fork out a single cent. Now, that's what I call a gentleman. His friends were a rather charming bunch. They were fun la! No doubt.. I wasn't feeling so good with my mood. Because of break up... I was dreadful when I stepped into the club.. I felt so out of place at first. But after my cousin introduced me to his friends and all. I felt a little better. They all said they had never been out clubbing with their cousin before. It's something rare. Lol.

But real fun! They actually entertain me. Play cai quan! Lol.. I kept losing cause my reactions were slow. They did a great job in cheering me up. Thanks Jia wei and gang.. =) I really enjoyed myself very much with all the company. You guys made my night! And my cousin was actually rather protective. He had this responsibility to take care of me and he was real nice to me. Can make my heart melt la! Hahaha... When I was 'Gone' as his friend called it, he took care of me. He didn't let me fall or let me hurt myself.

Well.. It goes to show.. Why I enjoyed the company so much. Without feeling so moody and fucked up! Haha... He was so anxious and kept asking if I had to go home early.. would my mum nag. Awwww... My mummy's so cute! She wouldn't nag if I'm with my cousin la! Actually she wouldn't nag when I go out and dont even return home. XD My cousin said it was bad. Hahaha. And I forgot to take a picture with my cousin and his friends to commemorate the occasion. XD But nevermind.. I have a picture of myself.. LOL. And my 'X2' mark of entry which just won't come off how hard I scrub my wrist. = =

Haha... This 1st time back to clubbing experience was just great! I don't know if my cousin ever reads this but I just wanna say thanks to him. For helping me tide over my moodiness, helping me to remember that I was only 19 and still have a whole world ahead of me. Everything that night was just sweet and unforgettable... Thank you for taking care of me, your little cousin and being such a gentleman. I'm grateful for such a person like you.

Maybe I'm falling for him? Hahahahaha... Still too high from yesterday night's fun.. Nutty me! But whatever, he treats me very well and I'm happy. =)

Alright.. I guess I would stop here for now. Will be back to update more next time.

Being single is hard for now because those pieces of you are still in me.. It's hard to let go or even forget...

2007-06-26T21:44:00.000+08:00

Hey! I'm back from Australia(was actually back yesterday night but no time to update)~~~ ^^ Enjoyed my trip really well!!! I like the whole weather there!!! Althought it was chilling to the bone..= = But it's beautiful... ^^ No pictures though. Camera was ka-pu(spoil)! =(

But then I enjoyed my life there. I wished I didn't have to come home!! T_T I wanted to stay there!!! I think i was being dragged home instead of coming home on my own free will... Damn.. Right? Still... Singapore has it's goods and Australia has it's good too. But I didn't like the weather there~ Yuck! Turn me into a frozen Angel... Freezing!!!

Bought loads of stuff for my friends... Mostly are chocolate and a few cute stuff like magnets. They are pretty... And without my own knowledge... I bought something for him too. Sighs.. I just can't forget... I wanna wait. I'm silly... But I'm willing to wait... Oh well.. Off to something else.

Then I went to Fremantle.. It was so beautiful! The beaches, the resturant along the coast... It was just breath-taking!!! Wow wow wow! I had Fish and Chips there.. They tasted yummylicious!!!! =) Wish I could have stayed in Australia.

Oh yeah.. Anyway, if you guys heard this, you would laugh to death! But I think me telling it would be funnier than u reading it. Down at Fremantle, We went to Fremantle Market. It's like a Pasar Malam except it's always there. Opened during weekends only. So we were walking along then my aunt saw fruits and she as usual, Auntie la~ Stop to buy cause they were cheap and nice. Then the seller was a vietamnese (whatever la!) her english was really that BAD! I could swear.. No one really could understand her. So my aunt picked up a persimmon. Then she noticed a black patch on one side and told my godma. The lady heard then she pointed to it and said "Black, black nevermind... Sweet and nice..." Then after that, my aunt and godma went into a heated discussion on whether to buy or not. The lady suddenly spoke again. "Fresh and sweet... 'Orr ka nic', 'Orr ka nic'(Organic). " My aunt and godma didn't understand at first till she pointed to the brusied spots on the fruit then we all started laughing like mad. 'Orr ka nic'

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

She was trying to say Organic but somehow it turned out to be Orr ka nic. We all heard it as black until like that in hokkien. It's just a laughing riot! I really couldn't stop laughing the moment I heard her.

That was the only thing I remembered for the trip. It was the best joke ever! Even when Back in Singapore. My aunt and mum still joked about it. Funny... XD I know it's abd to laugh at someone in such a manner but it's really funny! I really did enjoy my time there but I miss Singapore.

Because that was where everything started for me. I know my friends, I got to know him and another group of friends... =) Blessed to have such friends I guess. Thanks everyone. Off to bed now.. ^^ Have school tomorrow..

2007-06-13T03:20:00.000+08:00

I really miss him...

I yearn so much for his touch, to hear his voice, to see his face...

I have so many things to share with him...

So many things that I wanna do with him...

I just wish everything would be back to normal with him and me...

I still have so much to say and to love him...

I'm just so incomplete without him...

I'm sorry everyone... My trip to Australia is nearing and I feel so screwed up. I really can't bear to leave. I feel so lonely... Yes, Iori said my life revolves around him... I admit.. He's half my life. I left half my life there when we started. I don't intend to take it back. I still want it to carry on. Isn't there such a thing as a dream come true? I know it's one in a billion chances but I still wanna try. I still wanna wait... I don't know how he's doing nowadays but I'm worried for him. Even though my mum tells me.. It's fate that both of us met, it's affinity that we were together... Even if we were apart, she could still tell we are together as one.

I know I promised him not to cry in Australia.. I hope I can keep up to my promises. I'm so afraid I'll feel so lonely in my heart at night that I cry myself to sleep. Knowing when I'm back... He'll no longer be within my reach even if I tried my best to reach out my furthest.

I know I'm being long-winded!!!! But it's from the heart to him... He'll know what I mean... It's always gonna be there for you. My heart belongs wholely to you every single time.

Yes.. As you all know.. I've been crying while I typed this. I'm feeling down at this moment. When everywhere reminds me of his presence.

I... I... <3 Him always... My baby boy...

2007-06-10T16:58:00.000+08:00

Nice to be here again.. This is where I feel the most comfortable in. But also where I pour all my feelings out to myself to set my thoughts straight.

Been a real hectic week for me. Hmmm... I have no idea how to put it ba. But I guess it's a stand-still for my relationship now. We kinda made a stop right here. Even though I'm so confused by his words... I feel the heart-ache there but I just stop myself from crying so much this time.

Althought in this 2 days I did achieve a few things that I wanted to do. Even though after I've done it, there was the feelings of emptiness in me. I still miss him so much... I want to hug him still... Want to be with him too. I really wanna be with him now. I have no idea what's happened to him or why is it this way. I keep remembering the days we have all our memories. I feel so lonely even though I still have Cheng yin and Zerlina. Genting... Wild, wild wet... All my memories.. All the kisses and hugs, cuddles and sweet words. I REALLY MISS IT ALL SO MUCH! I ONLY WANT HIM! I DONT WANT ANYBODY ELSE TO GIVE THOSE MOMENTS TO ME!

But all I wanna say that he will always be my Dear... My one and only. I'll wait till he's straighten out himself and wait till he's ready to accept me once more. I'm willing... I'm always gonna be right here for you. Do take care of yourself. I love you, Dearie... *hugs and kisses* I'll try to be happier and smile more for your sake and mine.

I have no idea anymore. No more thoughts to be typed down.

2007-06-04T23:10:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! I FINALLY GOT TO SEE ZERLINA!!!!! XD

Damn you babe! I miss ya sooooooooooooooooooo much ah!!! Si char bor... So long then meet out... Fly with Tiger airways till forget about us le ah? Lol. But nevertheless.. It was a wonderful reunion... =) I'm so happy to have seen her again! XD And happy to see cy also la! (Wait i don't mention her name, she says I bully her.. xD)

We went quite a few places today.. It's was a rather relaxing day... First we met up at Dhoby Ghaut... Then we took a bus down to Suntec to go Marina. We enjoyed the Yuki Yaki!! XD I even made Ice cream... Hehe... I have a picture of it too! I'll show you guys my master piece! XD Oh yeah... Zerlina treated us! Thanks so much girl!!! I'll treat you back once we meet again! Hehe...

Then after we finished Yuki Yaki... We went over to Diva to take a little look at their items on sale. There, we found triplet rings!!! XD That says Best.Friends.Forever On each ring is each word. It was so cool! And yeah we bought it! Weeeeeeeee! Each of us has one. I have Best. Hehe... I feel so fortunated with the two besties of mine! =) Soon after shopping for a little while, we went down to Esplanade.. It was such a wonderful view and the calmness was just perfect for the 3 of us! Took a lot of pictures! XD Cam-whoring!!!

Soon after the lovely cam session of us, 3 beauties! We had the urge to go shopping again! xD So down we zoomed to Vivo!!! Hahaha! Cy go there no more eye candy.. The guys whom she deemed as eye candies all not working that day. xD Sad her... We went Forever 21... LOL! Each of us saw something we like.. But hesitate for quite a long time. We went to take a walk after we left Zara... Walk all over Vivo.. Lol. Walk until tired then we decide to settleat a cafe. Was it called Pacific Company? I don't remember.. But the brownie was fantastic!!! xD $3.20 for such a big square piece~ I nearly drooled before I bought it. Then we sat outside and we 3 talked a lot... I sure miss the times when we were in sec 2D. We 3 were together for the whole year.. Haha.. Fond memories~~ ^^

Then we went back to Forever 21 and just bought what we wanted. xD So funny... Me and cy both liked the same thing and Zer bought a tube top. Very sweet la~ No pictures of the top I bought but it sure did bring me heart ache! $38........... T_T I think my pocket had pocket aches too.

After that, It was time to go home!!! ^^ It was such a fun day.. I really wish time didn't pass so fast. T_T But then again.. There will be other days when we 3 will meet up again.. Hehe! Looking forward to it! xD

Weird.. I can only upload one picture today. Can't do it anymore. Guess I'll just have to post the pictures another day.. ^^

2007-06-01T02:17:00.000+08:00

I flip through my friendster (yes, i take it like a book) and I feel so lonely all of a sudden. I really miss all my friends from secondary school and my IRC friends. Even though my sec school classmates weren't always nice to me but I feel a little happier knowing that I've known them in my life.

As for my IRC friends, am still in contact with some of them but the rest seems to have vanish. How I miss the days where we were all still HOOKED to it and chat all sorts of crap online. Haha.. What a joke. XD Good fond memories.

Not making myself sound pitiful or anything but it's a real fact... I seem to feel that I'm alone.= = Yes, even though some friends tell me they are 8 numbers away. I sometimes don't have the courage to call because I seem to have vanish from their life so long ago and all of a sudden I expect them to know me or what's going on? Good thing to ponder about..= = Crap man! I hate being alone.. Ugh... T_T

But then again... Now's not a good time to even start widening my circle! STUPID O LVLS! It's taking all the crap time I have in the world. I make sure I'll pass myself this year! Even if I get a 20, I'm happy as well! God bless! Lemme move on from being an O lvl student! I hate secondary school feelings like this... Sighs...

Wow.. I really feel depress these few days. Crazy... Time for bed. Have school tomorrow. Nights again.. =)

I'll try to be happier even if it cause my life... ^^

2007-05-30T20:49:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Got prob with my blog's music!!!!! T_T Cannot play.. *Cry* Noooooooooooo!!! I want it to play!!

Play you damn thing!

PLAY!!!!!!!!

I hate it when this happens... I can't fix it! Anyone can help me? I'm using angelfire to host my music. Anyone can help me and tell me what's wrong? Or basically find a place where i can host my music so it wouldn't be like this? T_T I sound desperate for it to play..= =

2007-05-30T02:01:00.000+08:00

Back to my blog again... What a peaceful feeling. Despite I update lesser and lesser, I'm sure everyone wanna know what has been going on in my life. =) Haven been busy with the usual, school, boyfriend, friends at school and games. =) Boring life, right? Haha.. But I like it... Not much action any for me... When I say that, I feel like I've grown 10 extra years older. = = No clubbing, no drinking, no spending of extra money on anything else but food... I really wanna go to the zoo but nobody wanna go with me. So sad... My dear says I should go and make more friends...

But what's the point? Even when you make so many friends, they will slowly vanish. They won't be there forever neither will they always help you in everything... I rather keep those few I have at heart rather than expand my circle so wide but none I could trust.

I know, he's going army soon.. And he's worried I'll be lonely without much friends. I understand but I don't really think it's the right time to make loads of friends now. My O levels are coming and it will affect my studies. You know.. Those who aren't taking O always tempt me to go out and play~~ LOL. Not a bad thing though.. Relief stress.. ^^

But I seriously think that friends, having a few by your side whom are trustworthy and loyal is whats' most important. Imagine having 100 friends but all are not your bosom buddies and when you're in need, nobody's willing to help. Now compare to; you have 10 friends who are loyal, sincere and reliable. I'm sure they'll feel so much safer and happier. Though it doesn't permit one to venture out of their comfort zone. Still, at least the security is still there and you know they will always be there for you. Even though they might not always be free and certain things doesn't interest them.

But I hope you all understand my meaning of making friends now. I've learn that thru so many betrayal, sorrow and broken friendship. It's truely hard to find somebody who is willing to stand on your side FOR you and ONLY you. I know what it means to be alone, do things alone, not stick to my boyfriend. But It's just that feeling.. I know I'm being thrown down by my ownself. All my confidence is lost, I seemed shattered and demented.

I'm not restricting you to make friends, I'm just not used to it. From all the time we've spend together, it's so much more. I'm just afraid that when you get your own friends, I'll be forgotten (you told me not to be paranoid) but I just can't stand the sight of another girl getting close to you. = = Yes.. I'm being petty and over-sensitive... I HATE to admit it but I am this way.

As what they say, bitter-sweet moments of love...... I guess this is the most bittter part where I just can't find the confidence that I've misplaced and the part where I'm being jealous. But I guess, every girl is envious of something or somebody. I'm envious of every pretty girl's legs... Slender, soft, silky and free of scars... Totally ashame of my own legs. T_T Ashame of my own height even!

I always wish I could be a little taller, a little thinner, a little more sophisticated... But I guess it's impossible.. My friend once told me, to learn to love myself more than anybody else would, including the boyfriend. But I thought of it this way, if I love myself too much, people would say I'm being too selfish because everything I would put myself first. So how am I to love myself more? Weird huh? Haha...

Oh wel.. I always tell myself let time flow and go with the flow. But I just can't do it, ending up thinking too much. Silly me? I think so.. Sighs... I guess it's all bottled up in a young girl's heart;Me. Don't know when I'll burst or explode.. But I'm always hoping I would never so nobody would know. Haha... Crazy!

Sadly.. My thoughts have closed up today. Too tired to be thinking... Almost everything is in black and white.. So dull... But I guess that's life for now. I'm off to bed now. Nights all.. I'll be back again with more next time. =)

I'm still looking for you
Looking for that confidence
Which I've misplaced
So very long ago

Something stirring in my mind
I feel so ashame of myself
Why am I this way?
I asked...
I opened my mouth but there was no reply

A girl so trapped up in her own world
When she came back down
She was battered and lost
No longer the boss

I ache for my old body
I yearn for that joyfulness
I guess it all slipped away
I was too careless
I let it go...

Enjoy! Title is Bottled Up Fraustration...

2007-05-17T19:57:00.000+08:00

Chengyin's grumbling that I do not update my bloggy... Well.. Now I'm here to update.. Happy now? XD

Thanks ar sister! Accompany me walk so far into Seletar Farmway 5.. Hahahaha! The place so Ulu... If i walk in myself, I think I cry to death liao.. Haha... Thanks to me, she got kissed by 10 mosquitoes and I got to see my Animal Resort... Damn.. The place was so run-down! I think I almost cried when I was there.. Far from what TV showed.. T.T When I got there, I ask teh granny who sold me the carrots to feed the bunnies.. I asked her where's the horse.. She told me the horse was blind and couldn't walk. = = So disppointing.. I'm so luck I didn't ask my boyfriend to go... He would have killed me for walking such a long long long long way! Damn... It took me and chengyin 20minutes to walk in! We both were complaining on the way.. = = It would be the 1st and last time I'm ever going there! The stupid map on the website showed that it was a short walk.. But I think I under-estimated the map itself.. So irritating..

But not every single thing was bad la! I got to see baby bunnies! Those new-born ones that haven't open their eyes and are without fur! Haha.. They look so cute! Like naked mole rats! Hahaha... For the very first time I saw! So cute! Haha.. I wouldn't know they were rabbits but I saw the long ears.. Haha..Not very clear looking but they are cute! Haha...

GE started today but I haven't played it yet. my dear and his friends have.. I wonder how is it.. I didn't download it at all... T_T so sad... Oh well.. I'll have a chance. After I get the HDD from my friend.

Weeeeeeeeeeee! I'm going to Wild wild wet with my dear, bro and maid this saturday! ^^ It's free tickets.. =D Yay! ^^ Hehe... It's gonna be fun.. I'm looking forward to it..

Anyway, gonna go off now! TV time! And the date to go Aussie is nearing! YES!!! LOL...

2007-05-11T18:22:00.000+08:00

Booya!

Me back.. =D Ok.. That was a little weird.. Lol. Sounded like I was some sort of cave-man. = = Hmmm... Currently have been busy with GAMING!!! Yes... Gaming.. XD Domo~~~~~ Taiwan based server.

Sighs.......

O levels suck BIG TIME! So unfair... If only I had pass and gotten into poly. Then I wouldn't be so miserable... But what is a girl to do? She messes up her life before and so she's paying the price now. Sad life. =( So blue she is... = = But it's alright... After June, it's time to hype up and get ready for the big O! Which she hates to the core.. Bleah!

Again.. I'm gonna change games.. =( I'm gonna miss DOMO althought it's all in chinese and I have 100% difficulties in understanding.. But all my friends are there... =)

This is DOMO- http://domo.joypark.com.tw/English/gameInfo/Synopsis_01.aspx You can change the language to chinese or French I think.. I changed it to english so it'll be easier for readers to read. ^^ By the way, it's a free server. And I play the last channel and I'm a Shura Female.. XD Main job is Taoist/Doctor.

But I'm gonna be changing to a game named Granado Espada - http://www.granadoespada.sg/en/
An english game in singapore servers. It's beta will be opening on 17th May 2007. Weeeeeeee! Trying out a new game is fun but GE looks super chim. = = I don't understand even after reading the instructions. What the hack man... But it proves to be interesting because of the grapics. Beautiful... I'm a very victorian-europian 1700s lover... So the settings are just right even the clothes are lovely! I can't wait for open-beta.

I'm actually happy to learn that we'll be entering a english-based game but the thought of my friends in DOMO and leaving them is a little sad. =( But then again... I really like GE myself just that I'm resisiting it.. No idea why.. T_T

Alright! enough of games! Haha... I'm going to Australia next month in June. ^^ To visit my godma~~ Weeeeeee! I can't wait... =D I know it's going to be fun althought the weather will be cold. I rather wish it was summer. Then my lauggage won't be so heavy!!!! I need bring all my winter clothes there instead of summer. *pouts* So troublesome... Sheesh! But i'll miss my dearie... ^^ And friends... Hehe..

DAMN! I STILL WANT TO GO TO THE ZOO! But nobody has the time.. So bad....... T_T Anybody wanna go with me?

Oh well.. What to do.. T_T Everyone's busy.. Lol. Okie.. I've gotta go now.. Need go look for my brother. We're going out for dinner tonight! =D Bye all!!!!!!

Don't miss me~ Peace and out! ^^

Yes, I'm the Little Queen for now! Feeling Queen-ish nowadays.. Haha... I'm so in LOVE with my new blog skin!

2007-05-11T18:15:00.000+08:00

What Hurts The Most By Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....